Unsent messages to TYLER

brown, the color of your eyes. i always loved them even tho you hated them. it was so crazy how we admired things about each other that we were insecure abt

You never knew what you wanted and you said I was too much. You’ll never find someone who cares for you like I did. I’m better than you now.

You didn’t know what you wanted and you said I was too much. I don’t think you’ll ever find anyone who cares for you like I did. I realise now I’m better than you.

you liked the song so much and i ended up liking it as equally as you but then you made the lyrics a reality.

you are just a distant memory to me now. i feel nothing for you. i found a love in myself that is greater than what i could have ever had with you. i wish you well.

idk where to start but at the beginning of the year i felt like i was literally gonna marry you but ofc that wouldn't be possible because we were long distance but you made me feel a love that i have never felt in my life. then you started be mean and cold hearted and i didn't know why. you made me start being very insecure about things that i wasn't insecure about before i met you. you started pushing me away and leaving me on delivered and so i decided i should move on without you in my life because you are the one that made my world go into flames. and you were such a fucking hypocrite and a lying piece of shit. but not only that you tried talking to my bsf after we broke up and i will never forgive you two for what y'all did. i was never the bad guy in the relationship but yet you pin me out to be it. i hate you and i would never in a million years forgive you for all the damage you've caused in my life this year.

i know we can’t be together right now, but just know i still daydream about our future together even if it might not happen.

The first time I met you, you told me you don't think you give off a good first impression, but I instantly found everything you did to be super endearing. I miss you.

words can't describe how much you mean to me or how comfortable you made me feel. you allowed me to feel so open, and its something I can never thank you enough for. you deserve the world

Thanks for making me happy even if it was only for a short amount of time. I wish I knew what I did to make you not like me anymore.

i pick blue bc your eyes & you have a birthmark in your right eye. you and your dad can do that eye weird thing kinda funny but cute.. but Merry Christmas Tyler M.

sometimes i wonder what could have been... but that thought scares me. i do miss you and i wonder if we will ever be friends again

I loved being around you. When you asked me to slow dance that one time, that’s when I fell in love with you. As time progressed, we both slipped away and lost feelings from each other. And yes, i knew you liked me too. Andrew told me. I still do think about you sometimes. I hope to see you soon.

do you still go by tyler? i miss you. i truly didn't mean for things to end that way, i know i fucked up. i hope you're well i guess. i hope we cross paths again somehow.

You fucked my whole life up, you broke my heart, you just ripped it apart like it was nothing.. now we are strangers.

i still remember when we were play fighting on the green.. you were laughing and so was i. then i said i was cold and you hugged me. miss it.

Sorry for messing with you back in 4th grade..I was just crushing on u hard. Too bad everyone I like don't feel the same way. At least I moved on and was glad you had a happy life :)

why do you think that it so cool to rub it in my face that you have another rush on a girl. i trusted you with my life we met each others parents but then you cheated on me with two other girls and i still stayed with you i have had enough ive been so nice to you its crazy and im done.

we barely knew each other but i felt like we had this connection. it might have just been my naive, freshman self that thought this but the feelings that i had for you were very real. and then i left and we talked for a bit but inevitably stopped. i guess distance and time made us fall apart? i hope you’re doing well and a part of me even wants you to miss we which is stupid. but yeah, if you ever see this, i’m glad we met.

u remind me of a piece of me I’ll never be again. I wish I could go back to when I was her, even just for a minute, b4 she completely disappears.

I miss you so much but ik you weren’t a good person with me and it’s hard to see you at school without me

you said you did but i don’t think you ever really cared about me you were just lonely. i cared about you and i still do.

I still think of you even though I know you don't think of me. I keep hoping that one day you text me again, but each day I start to lose hope.

I’ll never understand why I can’t leave... you’ve broken me, time and time again, but here I am. Still.

I miss you. I'm over you, but I still miss you. You hurt me, but I would never tell you that. But thank you. For everything.

I thought you would be the one to fix these scars and holes in my heart. but instead you shattered it in your hands.

i never realized how manipulative you were until i left you , but i'm glad I've learnt something from that

Thank you for everything, you dont know how much you mean to me, idk if ill ever say it to your face but, i love you, mwah

i wish i could move on like you told me too. but i miss you more then ever now. you were someone special and you understood me in ways i didnt think any could. js maybe reach out sometimes, it would mean the world

I hate u. u were the first guy I genuinely liked and u left me without ever telling me why. can u just text me and finally give me closure:/

I’m over you. I finally found myself again; I hope you’re doing well and I’m sorry things ended the way they did. You’re really funny and I know you’re treating your current girl like a queen. Hopefully we can fix everything sometime in the future. Truth is, you probably made one of the most intense impacts in my high school experience and you may not know it but at one point despite how much you hurt me after you helped me so much. Thank you for that. Whenever I look back at our memories even as just normal friends I don’t cry anymore, I smile because of all the positive things that came from them. Although I can’t ever look back at our old texts and pictures because those do hurt to look at, I still have them. Thank you so much for everything you did for me. Thank you for teaching me so much about life that I didn’t know. If it wasn’t for you I would have not made it this far. I never told you this but I idolized you at one point , I looked up to you so much it’s crazy. It really sucks we don’t really talk that much anymore but I know we’ll meet and talk again. Well as soon as this message ends I’m out . Until we talk again.. LaterZ

I truly feel sad for your new girlfriend. I hope you don't manipulate and gaslight her the way you did me.

I love you so much. It hurt’s knowing you fell out of love w/ me. Despite everything you’ve done, I’m still in love with you. Nothing will ever change that. You’re my first love. I love you forever & always. Just like I promised.

i saved you, but when it came to me you let me die. if our friendship ever meant anything, you would've stayed b.

I hope you see this one day. I love you so much from the pit of my stomach. You are the most mannerized, caring, and upfront person i've ever met and i cannot wait to start a family with you and grow wrinkly on our porch looking at the fields. Every waking moment we spend together feels like a fever dream in which i don't want to wake up from. I love you forever ever ever, and always my dear.

you’re the hardest thing i’ve lost. it’s been a year. when am i going to be set free?
p.s i love you.

orange is your favorite color hehe, i love you unconditionally but sometimes i get scared you’re going to leave.

maybe in another dimension we are still together. you told me to never leave you, and still im still here.

No cap I’m just bored and I’m tryna fuck with ur feelings cause I know all you want is my body, I hope you fall in love with me so I can leave you ?

Do you ever think back to when we first met? All the good times before you decided I was too much to handle?

you begged for me to stay and sent me a picture of everything i got you saying “you want to leave this all behind?” and had another girl you left me for the entire time.

Those blue eyes. You were everything I wanted. Maybe if I was bolder then we would cuddling in the back seat of your car watching the planes land. Why did you say all those things for you to ditch me. Why couldn’t you at least tell me you got a girl. Then maybe I would forgive you. You left me in the dark...

so much forever hey... you promised you wouldn't leave or hurt me. And yet you still did, numerous times.

this is it, im letting go. i ended it a month ago and regretted my decision everyday, until now. I fucked up a lot but u never helped. so here i am moving on and finding a happy that is real.

You cheated on me but i somehow convinced myself to forgive you. we’re doing okay now but you still feel as toxic as before. arguments after arguments over stupid stuff. my mental health is starting to get bad again because of it and i hope you see that eventually and realize what you’re doing to me. you’ve changed some but not in all ways i wish you would of. why did you choose her over me?.. that’s a question i have a lot but you won’t answer. yet again, as i’m writing this you’re starting a argument. it’s tiring, drains all of the energy i have in me. i feel like i’m the only one fighting in this relationship anymore but i don’t want to let you go. i love you too much...

This awful. Truly the lowest of the low coming here and writing a message you’ll never see. You don’t like cheesey shit like this nor do you like/love me anymore. But here i am writing this to you, weeks with no contact. Desperate for a sign of me missing you, to finally reach you. We started everything at my front door step. You hugged me, i felt your warmth the first time. You kissed me the first time, your eyes reflected our future instead of my reflection. You said you love me, the very first time. And i believed you. I wanted this to last forever but, now you love someone else. You don’t understand the pain i’ve gone through. I started this year off full of nothing but happiness. Now i am moving on to the next year with bittersweet memories and thoughts of you. She will never be me. She will never hold you, look at you, or love you the same way as i did. But something in me prays that she does better than i did. Although our love is unmatched. I will need to let go and love better and harder for the next. I wish you nothing but the best. I miss you and I still love you. If you were to text me, suddenly i’d be happy.

This awful. Truly the lowest of the low coming here and writing a message you’ll never see. You like cheesey shit like this nor do you like/love me anymore. But here i am writing this to you, weeks with no contact. Desperate for a sign of me missing you, to finally reach you. We started everything at my front door step. You hugged me, i felt your warmth the first time. You kissed me the first time, your eyes reflected our future instead of my reflection. You said you love me, the very first time. And i believed you. I wanted this to last forever but, now you love someone else. You don’t understand the pain i’ve gone through. I started this year off full of nothing but happiness. Now i am moving on to the next year with bittersweet memories and thoughts of you. She will never be me. She will never hold you, look at you, or love you the same way as i did. But something in me prays that she does better than i did. Although our love is unmatched. I will need to let go and love better and harder for the next. I wish you nothing but the best. I miss you and I still love you. If you were to text me, suddenly i’d be happy.

imagine how amazing we could have been if you had just learned how to appreciate my heart instead of my body.

imagine how amazing we could have been if you had just learned how to appreciate my heart instead of my body.

you’ll probably never see this but i write you letters like this every day because i can’t ever get you out of my head. love you forever even if you don’t see me that way.