maybe in another dimension we are still together. you told me to never leave you, and still im still here.

orange is your favorite color hehe, i love you unconditionally but sometimes i get scared you’re going to leave.

I love you so much, I hope we get that future we always talk about. Only god knows how much I want it.?

You only ever talked about how much I hurt you but, if you cared to see how much you hurt me. Then things would be different. I hate you.

I want you, the way that I used to have you. I want that version of you. The version that no longer exists...

you’re the hardest thing i’ve lost. it’s been a year. when am i going to be set free?
p.s i love you.

Hey. We haven’t talked in awhile. Just wanted to say thank you for showing me what love is and thank you for making me feel loved. I will never forget you. We didn’t even meet in person but I know you were my person. I love you.

7 months later & i still can't get over you. just fucking text me already. i can't go much longer w/o you. i promise i forgive you. i want to get things right this time. please.

i love the way our relationship was platonic . i’m just sad we had forced it to something it wasn’t and now you’re not here .

you liked the song so much and i ended up liking it as equally as you but then you made the lyrics a reality.

You didn’t know what you wanted and you said I was too much. I don’t think you’ll ever find anyone who cares for you like I did. I realise now I’m better than you.

You never knew what you wanted and you said I was too much. You’ll never find someone who cares for you like I did. I’m better than you now.

I miss you and ik that things are different now but when i told u that i’ll always be here i meant it

i liked you, a lot. i thought we had something. i thought i found my first love, but you played me. you've tried to come back; i won't let you back.

you fucking broke me. everytime i see you it hurts and causes me to panic but i still wouldnt wish bad things on you.

Hi sweet boy, I know you’ll never see this but I just wanted to say that you make my heart so full. Warmth radiates around you and light shines from your heart, I may be stressed and confused in many aspects of my life but I know I got you right. I am incandescently in love with you and I’m sorry I’m too afraid to admit it to you.

brown, the color of your eyes. i always loved them even tho you hated them. it was so crazy how we admired things about each other that we were insecure abt

I hope you see this one day. I love you so much from the pit of my stomach. You are the most mannerized, caring, and upfront person i've ever met and i cannot wait to start a family with you and grow wrinkly on our porch looking at the fields. Every waking moment we spend together feels like a fever dream in which i don't want to wake up from. I love you forever ever ever, and always my dear.

I didn’t know I loved you until yesterday and it’s like now I can’t live without your everything.Im sorry.

I absolutely wish you never manipulated me into sex. You fucked up my life mentally. I get traumatized because of you.

Sorry I couldn’t be all you ever wanted, hurts that you will always be enough for me but I will never be enough for you

sometimes i miss the way you looked at me when we were in love then i remembered you looked at HER the same way

If you ever find this, this is what I want you to know. You behaved terribly. I know that you have said horrible things about me to strangers and friends. I wish I had handled things more maturely. I am glad the people I have around me love me for who I am. Who will never treat me the way you did. I learned from you that even when confrontation can be difficult, it is necessary. I don’t think we will ever be friends but if things were handled differently we could have been cordial. Maybe I am still hoping we could be. Despite all of your shortcomings and bad behavior, I can recognize that this is so painful because I think you needed to step away from me in order to grow. Because I recognize that who I was then desperately needed to grow too. I wish I had allowed myself that growth back when I knew you but, I was fucking drowning. I think this hurt me so badly because it revealed some things about myself that I didn’t like. That deserve criticism. I have done enormous work on myself. I hope you have too. I wish you all the best.

i wish you knew how much i like you. i wish you liked me back. i think ive loved you since the first day i layed eyes on you. it will always be you

You made me feel on top of the world when I was with you. I wish you didn’t push me away, I knew we had a connection

You made me feel on top of the world when I was with you. I wish you didn’t push me away, I knew we had a connection

I can’t even look at someone else who has ur name.
It wouldn’t be fair.
I can only think of u when I hear it

you make me happier than anyone has, thankyou for healing me, if only we had more than one lifetime together.

I think my mom bought the same laundry detergent as you. I lay in bed with the hoodie I would always wear around you, newly washed. So I could remember you, your existence from my life is fading away so fast it’s scary.

I think my mom bought the same laundry detergent as you. I now lay in bed with my hoodie newly washed. Specifically the one I wore around you all the time. To just remember you, your existence in my life is fading away so quickly. It’s so scary.

i’ve already made my feelings for you very transparent. you’re pretty much the first guy i’ve truely connected to and for that i’m grateful. i’ve been racking my brain for the longest time figuring out in what way that connection works... and lets be real maybe all we were ever mean’t to be was just friends and that’s okay. i live too much in the idea of you i create in my head. that person i cling to i try so hard to envision a future with but i just can’t see past “temporary”. you’re still so young and yet to experience a myriad of things. 2 years age difference didn’t feel like much until i hit 18, graduated and all of a sudden adulthood dawns upon me. i’m entering a new chapter in my life and you’re still experiencing the rollercoaster of being a teen and having a good time. i care about you and enough to let you live your life and for me to let go. i’m sorry i held on so long to the “what if’s” and false hope i created for myself. maybe in another life if it just fit right i could’ve loved you. regardless you’re a great guy and i’ll always be rooting for you and your happiness. all the best

i love you. you hurt me countless times but i will always come back to you. you don’t know the power you have over me

I miss you. I miss you so much, I’m sorry for being the worst I’m sorry for all the things I said I never meant it. If hating me was all it took to keep you here then so be it. I didn’t deserve your love I didn’t deserve any of it. I freaking miss you and it hurts. Isn’t that ironic? I’ve been wanting to separate for a while and now that we have, it hurts. I can’t forgive you for what you did to me before. But I miss you and even still love you but you’ll never hear that from me.

i saved you, but when it came to me you let me die. if our friendship ever meant anything, you would've stayed b.

You made my life hell for 3 years and never gave me or anyone a reason why! I should hate your fucking guts, but I don't. Something tells me we ain't done yet...

I love you so much. It hurt’s knowing you fell out of love w/ me. Despite everything you’ve done, I’m still in love with you. Nothing will ever change that. You’re my first love. I love you forever & always. Just like I promised.

I truly feel sad for your new girlfriend. I hope you don't manipulate and gaslight her the way you did me.

I don’t know if I consider you my “first” love, or if I’ve even had one, but you hurt me the most. I’ve grown from what you’ve done, but you still left some thoughts. You manipulated me, played me, made me look like a fool, and confused me. You never thought of it as a big deal, and you will never know how much you affected me. I was growing and you made me feel stupid. You’re older than me; you told me I was a child. You told me I would understand when I’m older. You were right. I would come to understand how much time and effort I wasted on you. You wanted my body, not me. You wanted nudes. You never wanted to hear my story, but I would beg to actually know you. The depths of you: good and bad. You did not and do not deserve me. You still have to audacity to try to get nudes from me when one of your relationships fail, though. You hate for a woman to have her own voice, yet you claim you want an independent woman. You want a girl who you can control.It was never me, and that’s why we never worked out. I hope to see you prosper and learn one day. I hope you find a stable relationship, and treat a real woman right. I hope all of your attempts to manipulate people make you realize something. There’s no love in that.

Never not going to regret telling you I couldn’t stay friends. I couldn’t imagine myself not loving you. Not because didn’t want you.

i genuinely wish you happiness. i hoped it would end differently but now i realise it turned out for the best. we would never have worked.

i genuinely wish you happiness. i hoped it would end differently but now i realise it turned out for the best. we would never have worked.

I’m over you. I finally found myself again; I hope you’re doing well and I’m sorry things ended the way they did. You’re really funny and I know you’re treating your current girl like a queen. Hopefully we can fix everything sometime in the future. Truth is, you probably made one of the most intense impacts in my high school experience and you may not know it but at one point despite how much you hurt me after you helped me so much. Thank you for that. Whenever I look back at our memories even as just normal friends I don’t cry anymore, I smile because of all the positive things that came from them. Although I can’t ever look back at our old texts and pictures because those do hurt to look at, I still have them. Thank you so much for everything you did for me. Thank you for teaching me so much about life that I didn’t know. If it wasn’t for you I would have not made it this far. I never told you this but I idolized you at one point , I looked up to you so much it’s crazy. It really sucks we don’t really talk that much anymore but I know we’ll meet and talk again. Well as soon as this message ends I’m out . Until we talk again.. LaterZ

i used to love you so much but you were always searching for her in the crowd while i was searching for you

sometimes i think we could be really cool friends now and i wonder how you are. but also, fuck you for breaking me

sometimes i think we could be really cool friends now and i wonder how you are. but also, fuck you for breaking me

I was so in love w you. I never told you bc i knew it was one sided but why do you still look at me with those eyes.

im giving you all of my affection. every single day. i tell you i miss you and how much i wanna see you.
all i get back is a "me to" or a "hehe". it seems like you dont care. and like im sorry that you might be dry at times but it honestly seems like you dont want me around. i dont know what else to do to keep you in my life bub. im trying my hardest right now. it seems like you care for a split second and then you show no interest. i get upset alot because of this. i dont want you to ghost me because you dont like me anymore and you feel bad about it. please. tell me you dont like me instead of ignoring me. dont lie to me. please. ive cried over this every fucking day but i dont want you to feel bad. please dont hide shit from me. if you dont like me just tell me. i cant take it anymore. i miss your hugs and kisses and cuddles. i miss the way you would play with my hair when you hugged me. i miss when i made you happy. i miss when i meant something to you. what did i do wrong? -neon boy that apparently isnt cute anymore

Does he actually make you happy? Maybe he does but he never made me happy. I think you would make me happy.

I wish I could turn back time to just see your smile again. I loved you so much, even if I broke it off. I wish I could reciprocate the same feelings back when we became friends again.

i miss you lol. and it hurts knowing that you don’t care about me like i do you. but i miss you, please talk to me again.