I trusted u as i never did with anyone and i hate u bc u leave without even tell me why and i miss u every day. Every morning when I wake up i just look at my notifications waiting for a text from u saying something but i know u won't even try to text me. I know u are probably a lot happier without me, i know I'm not enough for u but please can u come back? I need u so much. I still looking at pictures of u and i wonder what did I do wrong and why did u leave but ig i'll never know lol

I always smile when I see you. You no longer reply but if you ever had feelings for me, I hope they're still there. And that someday you tell me so.

i love you so much even if you don't anymore, and i will always love you, you bring so much joy even after all we been through

Fuck you. I hope you lay in bed next your girl, and remember what it was like when i was in her place. I hope you hate yourself as much as i hate you. I hope you remember all of our shared jokes and laughs, and late nights. and i hope you hate your self for what you did. Fuck you.

u remind me of a piece of me I’ll never be again. I wish I could go back to when I was her, even just for a minute, b4 she completely disappears.

we barely knew each other but i felt like we had this connection. it might have just been my naive, freshman self that thought this but the feelings that i had for you were very real. and then i left and we talked for a bit but inevitably stopped. i guess distance and time made us fall apart? i hope you’re doing well and a part of me even wants you to miss we which is stupid. but yeah, if you ever see this, i’m glad we met.

When did you fall out of love with me? Was it over a period of time or did you just wake up one day and realize you didn't love me anymore?

It's weird not facetiming you every night and knowing every detail of your day. It's weird not seeing you snuggle with your cat. Its weird not hearing you rant about our spanish teacher that i'll never understand why you hate so much. You are truly an exquisite person and you have taught me more than you know. I doubt you'll ever look at this because you think these kinds of things are cliche. But just know i'm always here for u. maybe we're meant for each other in another lifetime, but until then love u lots

You are still on my mind. I wonder what we would be had I never left. But I somehow feel you aren’t good for me. I could text you but I don’t want to stir up emotions.
I hope you’re doing okay.

I love you, but I don’t think I’m in love with you. At the end of the day, it’s still him that means the world to me.

we ended up in the same uber after not seeing each other for years. i thought about you a lot, but you gave me the same shitty excuse i give other guys i'm not interested in.

I hate u. u were the first guy I genuinely liked and u left me without ever telling me why. can u just text me and finally give me closure:/

Remember when we talked about how you’d kiss me because of our height difference, now your kissing her.

you’ll probably never see this but i write you letters like this every day because i can’t ever get you out of my head. love you forever even if you don’t see me that way.

I loved staring in your deep brown eyes. They were warm and comforting. But I didn't know that your beautiful eyes could turn so cold and lifeless. I now hate looking people in the eye.

i love you. every insult and joke is me trying to tell you that, i love you and i have since we were 12

I still think about the school dance. You asked me to dance to this slow song. I didn't hear the song playing because I was so nervous, only focused on you. Your hands on my waist. Your blue eyes. Thats all I could think about. I thought the song ended so I left you. I went to find my friends but saw them still dancing with yours. Thats when I realized I left you hanging. I've regretted that moment for 8 years now.

I still think about our grade 8 trip.
You were in line with me as we waited to call our parents before we slept the first night. You asked me for my room number and I wondered why. Turns out you asked to call mine. I answered the phone and didn't know what to say, all I can hear were the boys in the back, possibly teasing you. Maybe you had a crush on me. Maybe, just maybe, you liked me.

We sat beside each other on the bus briefly. Our friend at the time said you liked me but I denied it because I knew a lot of the other girls liked you (and I couldn’t believe it really, a part of me never will). We called each other best friends and you wrote it on my year book with that silly smile you write beside your name.

High school came and for some reason I didn't say anything to you and I blame myself for drifting apart. In those four years, the only thing you said to me was sorry - you opened the door as I walked closely behind you, but you didn't notice me and the door slammed shut. You said sorry and that would be the last thing you’d say to me. I find myself being ok months at a time with different distractions each time. But I always come back to the thought of you and the friendship we had. And I wonder if you’ve ever thought of me at all since then. Now were not friends, nor are we enemies. At this point we’re just strangers with memories... if you even remember me and our history at all.

I'm getting my tubes tied. I will never go into another cesarean alone. I love our daughter, but I would rather create a new version of the family I dreamed of with you than give someone the power you had over me. Fuck you.

i love you so fuckin much man
i would do anything to be with you
what am i still missing? what else do i have to do to be worth your time lol

I wish our love wasn’t toxic, we have a great friendship now but I still wish nothing ended. I still and always will love you

Thinking about you makes me so angry. You used me and honestly if I didn't find someone so much better than you, I probably would've gone back again. You made me cry everynight for months. I weirdly hope you miss me as a sort of revenge because I missed you so much and you didn't give a rats ass. And now that I'm the one who doesn't care, as selfish as it sounds, I hope you go through the same shit you put me through. I wish you could even just feel a fraction of what I felt and now that you're gone I'm so much happier. All you left me with is shitty memories I used to romanticize. Fuck off and date another dude you'll use for a few months.

It was always “right person, wrong time” for us. But now you’re gone and we’ll never get our right time.

God you have always been perfect to me. From when we were super close until now I have always loved everything about you. I miss dearly how things used to be with us , I will always look up to you and admire your aesthetic ?

imy a lot. like a lot a lot. it’s insane. remember when you said “if anyone ever cried like that abt me, i’d take them back in a heartbeat” well the time is now tyler :/ i wish i didn’t fuck u up as much as i did. sorry like genuinely i wish we could just talk. i hate loving u when u hate me

why do you think that it so cool to rub it in my face that you have another rush on a girl. i trusted you with my life we met each others parents but then you cheated on me with two other girls and i still stayed with you i have had enough ive been so nice to you its crazy and im done.

you are the reason i struggle doing daily things. i do things without thinking about future repercussions because i dont know if i still want to be here tomorrow.

not only do i miss you. i miss what we had more. although you’re still in my life, i still wish we were more. i love you. i’m to afraid to tell you that. but i do. i love you so much.

I never told you how I felt because of the fear it would ruin what we already had. I know I was never good enough for you but I still loved you.

i wish i could move on like you told me too. but i miss you more then ever now. you were someone special and you understood me in ways i didnt think any could. js maybe reach out sometimes, it would mean the world

i KNEW you were looking for one thing and one thing only, but for some reason i still got attached? i think i have problems. i shouldn't of shown you anything... you're already going ghost :( it's been two weeks. did i come on too strong?

Thank you for everything, you dont know how much you mean to me, idk if ill ever say it to your face but, i love you, mwah

Thank you for becoming part of my life. I didnt have any friends until you came along. Every second I talk or message you makes me so happy. I wish you could see my huge smile as I am typing this :)

I don’t know how to explain it but it will always be you. I know things are hard right now but there’s a reason why we crossed paths. I love you. So fucking much

As cliché as it sounds, and I know it sounds so incredibly cliché, I never believed in love until you came.

i miss you more than words can ever explain. sometimes i wonder if we never moved away you'd still be around. thank you for inspiring me to do great things, i love you

so yeah, you are my first love. i’ve never cared, loved, and cherished a person more than you. yes we are only best friends and yes you do have a girlfriend but that will never change the amount of love i have for you. you can make me smile in any situation, you light up my face when i talk to you. love in my definition is someone you would do anything for if your life depended on it and that person brings the happiness up from the darkest of times. tyler i would do anything for you, i love you.

It took me forever to get over you but I finally did it. Thank you for showing me how to love, and thank you for showing me what to do and what to not do. I forgive you for everything, I hope you are as happy as I am now.

you keep showing me love. it’s hard to keep my heart from fluttering around you. i’m scared of hurting you, why don’t we take our time? we both need to heal. we could love each other so much

im sorry i couldn’t stay longer. i truly fell in love with you and couldn't have asked you for anything more. i cant think the same without you. i cant look at the little things the same way without remembering how you thought of them. you were my world and i wish that never changed.

Sorry for messing with you back in 4th grade..I was just crushing on u hard. Too bad everyone I like don't feel the same way. At least I moved on and was glad you had a happy life :)

i never realized how manipulative you were until i left you , but i'm glad I've learnt something from that

This awful. Truly the lowest of the low coming here and writing a message you’ll never see. You like cheesey shit like this nor do you like/love me anymore. But here i am writing this to you, weeks with no contact. Desperate for a sign of me missing you, to finally reach you. We started everything at my front door step. You hugged me, i felt your warmth the first time. You kissed me the first time, your eyes reflected our future instead of my reflection. You said you love me, the very first time. And i believed you. I wanted this to last forever but, now you love someone else. You don’t understand the pain i’ve gone through. I started this year off full of nothing but happiness. Now i am moving on to the next year with bittersweet memories and thoughts of you. She will never be me. She will never hold you, look at you, or love you the same way as i did. But something in me prays that she does better than i did. Although our love is unmatched. I will need to let go and love better and harder for the next. I wish you nothing but the best. I miss you and I still love you. If you were to text me, suddenly i’d be happy.

I really don’t know how to live without you. I’ve tried moving on haha it went pretty bad. You need something new from what I’ve heard and it’s kind of sad but, I think i do too. Hope you and that girl end up working out I pray God has plans for us eventually.

i still think about you everyday. ive never met anyone like you. i wish it didnt end the way it did. i wish you would come back to me

i still remember when we were play fighting on the green.. you were laughing and so was i. then i said i was cold and you hugged me. miss it.

That text made me so sad... we should still be good friends if anything. I know it is what is it but it shouldn’t be this.

I thought you would be the one to fix these scars and holes in my heart. but instead you shattered it in your hands.