Unsent messages to TYLER
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:38 am UTC
fuck you man. you lied about everything. your so toxic and manipulative but i still love you. i dont know why. i only ended things again because what you were doinh hurt so bad. i was already struggling enough. i hate how you go out of your way to hurt me, but i still wish you the best and want you to be happy. it hurts so fucking bad dude. whyd you have to do that. i would do anything to try again and make you not do that. you pinky promised you werent like the other guys. all you did was hurt me. and treat me like shit.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 7, 2020, 1:15 am UTC
The absence of no is not a yes. You knew that I was saving that for my future love and you took it because you could. You're a monster.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 5, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
its so hard for me to talk to you to be happy for you to see you with someone else after you broke me but a part of me still has that little bit of hope that you will come back and do it right this time
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 5, 2020, 1:52 am UTC
I wish I knew the last time I called you would be the final time. Maybe I would've said I love you again. Im sorry for everything. Please come back to me.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:44 am UTC
As cliché as it sounds, and I know it sounds so incredibly cliché, I never believed in love until you came.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 3, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
I don’t know how to explain it but it will always be you. I know things are hard right now but there’s a reason why we crossed paths. I love you. So fucking much
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:55 am UTC
Thank you for becoming part of my life. I didnt have any friends until you came along. Every second I talk or message you makes me so happy. I wish you could see my huge smile as I am typing this :)
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: November 1, 2020, 8:37 pm UTC
you are the reason i struggle doing daily things. i do things without thinking about future repercussions because i dont know if i still want to be here tomorrow.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 30, 2020, 2:43 am UTC
I'm getting my tubes tied. I will never go into another cesarean alone. I love our daughter, but I would rather create a new version of the family I dreamed of with you than give someone the power you had over me. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 29, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
I loved staring in your deep brown eyes. They were warm and comforting. But I didn't know that your beautiful eyes could turn so cold and lifeless. I now hate looking people in the eye.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 28, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
we ended up in the same uber after not seeing each other for years. i thought about you a lot, but you gave me the same shitty excuse i give other guys i'm not interested in.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
I love you, but I don’t think I’m in love with you. At the end of the day, it’s still him that means the world to me.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 26, 2020, 5:44 am UTC
I was so in love w you. I never told you bc i knew it was one sided but why do you still look at me with those eyes.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 25, 2020, 6:51 am UTC
You made my life hell for 3 years and never gave me or anyone a reason why! I should hate your fucking guts, but I don't. Something tells me we ain't done yet...
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 23, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
sometimes i miss the way you looked at me when we were in love then i remembered you looked at HER the same way
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 23, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
I didn’t know I loved you until yesterday and it’s like now I can’t live without your everything.Im sorry.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 22, 2020, 9:26 am UTC
Hi sweet boy, I know you’ll never see this but I just wanted to say that you make my heart so full. Warmth radiates around you and light shines from your heart, I may be stressed and confused in many aspects of my life but I know I got you right. I am incandescently in love with you and I’m sorry I’m too afraid to admit it to you.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 19, 2020, 11:34 am UTC
i never loved someone as much as i loved you, and when you left i felt my whole world come crashing down. it’s only been a week but it’s slowly coming back together. i wish i could say the same about us.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 18, 2020, 1:19 pm UTC
i know it’s been a couple of months since we last talked but i still love you.i really wish i could talk to you again i don’t think you want that tho.i hope your doing good in football tho seems pretty fun.i wish i could see you but i can’t i just want you to talk to me one more time.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 14, 2020, 9:36 pm UTC
You didn’t deserve me, i was too good for you - yet when you left me it tore me apart.. I can never forgive you for what you did and how you used me.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
its been a year but it might as well have been a million. ur a different person than u were.i dont miss u anymore.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:05 pm UTC
i miss u. im sorry. i think its my fault bc i caught feelings. pls just message me. i need u the most rn.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 13, 2020, 3:14 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you that I don’t love you the same anymore but I can’t cuz I can’t picture my life without you
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:08 am UTC
i really miss you and i wish i knew what i did wrong so you would talk to me still. because of you i cant love anyone else like i loved you i still check my phone everytime it buzzes. i loved you so much i hope you are doing well ^^
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 10, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
I hate you so much but i still love you, you came in my life and changed it. Why do i like you so much?
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:39 am UTC
I don't understand why you used me like that... I was just coming around to you and you left me, why?.. you were different to the others. You treated me right yet so fucking wrong.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:37 am UTC
I don't understand why you used me like that... I was just coming around to you and you left me, why?.. you were different to the others. You treated me right yet so fucking wrong.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 8, 2020, 4:53 pm UTC
It’s been two years and you haven’t left my mind. Love like ours doesn’t fade, you don’t have to be scared.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 5, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
I loved you so much and I would literally do anything in the whole world for you but while I watched you, you were watching her.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 4, 2020, 9:50 am UTC
I feel useless . All I was ever good for to you was my body and now I can’t look in the mirror the way I did before . You killed me.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:28 pm UTC
why did you just forget about me?you hurt me so much yet you don’t even know I liked you.All those times staying up until 3am just to talk to you.You even show up in my dreams like nothings wrong so why do you act like we were never a part of each other’s life?Ive cried so much because of you
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
I don’t think about you anymore, I thought for so long it would hurt forever. You made me realize my worth through the worst way possible. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:06 pm UTC
I miss you more then anything. When I broke your heart it broke my own heart. I regret it everyday and I will love you forever.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
i will love you forever and i hate that you’re still in my life because i can not move on as much as i tell myself i can
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
i will love you forever and i hate that you’re still in my life because i can not move on as much as i tell myself i can
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
Nobody ever told me once you fall for your best friend, that it's so hard to get over them. I just wish we could work out and not ruin our friendship
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:32 pm UTC
I’m so in love with you. I’m scared you’re going to leave me. I can’t lose you. I’m madly in love with you. Please don’t leave.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:58 am UTC
I miss you. I miss what we had. In my dreams we worked out, then I wake up and see the reality that you’re actually gone. I hope you’re happier. I hope you find somebody who makes you happier than I ever did. I hope you get the happiness you deserved.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:08 am UTC
i love you. you hurt me countless times but i will always come back to you. you don’t know the power you have over me
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:28 am UTC
i’ve already made my feelings for you very transparent. you’re pretty much the first guy i’ve truely connected to and for that i’m grateful. i’ve been racking my brain for the longest time figuring out in what way that connection works... and lets be real maybe all we were ever mean’t to be was just friends and that’s okay. i live too much in the idea of you i create in my head. that person i cling to i try so hard to envision a future with but i just can’t see past “temporary”. you’re still so young and yet to experience a myriad of things. 2 years age difference didn’t feel like much until i hit 18, graduated and all of a sudden adulthood dawns upon me. i’m entering a new chapter in my life and you’re still experiencing the rollercoaster of being a teen and having a good time. i care about you and enough to let you live your life and for me to let go. i’m sorry i held on so long to the “what if’s” and false hope i created for myself. maybe in another life if it just fit right i could’ve loved you. regardless you’re a great guy and i’ll always be rooting for you and your happiness. all the best
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
i liked you, a lot. i thought we had something. i thought i found my first love, but you played me. you've tried to come back; i won't let you back.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:11 am UTC
I miss you and ik that things are different now but when i told u that i’ll always be here i meant it
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 30, 2020, 2:10 am UTC
i love the way our relationship was platonic . i’m just sad we had forced it to something it wasn’t and now you’re not here .
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 10:43 pm UTC
Hey. We haven’t talked in awhile. Just wanted to say thank you for showing me what love is and thank you for making me feel loved. I will never forget you. We didn’t even meet in person but I know you were my person. I love you.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
I want you, the way that I used to have you. I want that version of you. The version that no longer exists...
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 9:09 pm UTC
I love you so much, I hope we get that future we always talk about. Only god knows how much I want it.?
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:14 pm UTC
Hey Tyler, I know this is really weird to say but I literally can not get you out of my head. I know you don’t have the same problem but I’m literally drowning in that specific thought. It’s been a year now and I just want u in my life. No matter if we r anything or not ur just a genuine person that I really appreciate having in my life. I hope your doing good though, I think you got a new girl and that’s great I hope she makes you happy honestly. Your one of the best people I know and I want you to have everything you want out of life. One last thing, that night when we went to the beach and met so many people was one of the best nights of my life. I wish I told u while I could but I adore you. Take care of yourself
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:15 am UTC
hits hard knowing youre moving on. it hurts but i am so happy for you. slowly just disconnecting to ease my own pain
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
fuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyoufuckyou. yes, you.
From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: September 28, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
we never would have worked as friends anyway. but i still miss you. i hope you come back but i know you're happier with her.
