You cheated on me but i somehow convinced myself to forgive you. we’re doing okay now but you still feel as toxic as before. arguments after arguments over stupid stuff. my mental health is starting to get bad again because of it and i hope you see that eventually and realize what you’re doing to me. you’ve changed some but not in all ways i wish you would of. why did you choose her over me?.. that’s a question i have a lot but you won’t answer. yet again, as i’m writing this you’re starting a argument. it’s tiring, drains all of the energy i have in me. i feel like i’m the only one fighting in this relationship anymore but i don’t want to let you go. i love you too much...
