Unsent messages to P
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:09 am UTC
i dont know if i liked you or not but i loved you if that makes sense. but now you hate me and it will never been the same again. you always got me. i wonder if you think about me, are you more mad or sad at me? will you ever talk to me, will it ever go back. i dont know what ill do if i have to go through 2 years without talking to you. i loved you i know i did i promise i did. you were the defintion of right person wrong time. there has to be a right time for us i know it. do you ever think of something and wanna tell me, cause i do. i see you look at me but you have moved on or so i think and i have moved on or so i think
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:19 pm UTC
sometimes i blame myself for things i dont do and its not great, you should understand me more, idk what happened 2 to. you used to take a lot of care and u dont do it anymore. i dont know if im still in love with this you, i fell in love with the older you. you changed, and your love for me too. i want the love you gave me back then, but idk its not you anymore. i miss the old you.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 6, 2021, 12:04 am UTC
So i sent the message telling you to leave and stop with all the messages and you respected that and despite you calling me toxic and that telling me im beautiful made you down when you apologised i said its ok because i dont want you to feel guilt i dont want you to feel how youve made me feel even if thats left me needing therapy
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:51 am UTC
Odio tanto que hayas hecho esto, irte sin decir más sin darme explicaciones sin darme la cara, pero lo que más odio esque te sigo esperando
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:47 am UTC
what can i do to make you come back? you made me feel so complete. as though we were connected. like this was in the stars for us. i know you felt it too, so why did you leave?
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:51 pm UTC
Regardless of the cloudy, dark days, in my head you will always be the Sun. Would you come back and shine over me one last time?
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
i tried with you, wanted to give you everything but you didnt want it. i get it but it still hurt.
good luck
From: ABC
To: P
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:46 pm UTC
You wouldn't even try, selfish, you have to live with this act of self-betrayal for the rest of your life. Thanks for breaking my heart.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:08 pm UTC
I will always love you but I realised I always loved the idea of being with you more then actually being with you.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 30, 2020, 6:47 am UTC
Te amo desde la primera vez que te vi, y hasta te sigo amando, espero algĂşn dĂa nuestros caminos se puedan encontrar y seamos felices juntos.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 30, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
me ilusioné porque creà que intentaste besarme en la cima del parque y me dio tanta vergüenza que no hice nada, finalmente me di cuenta que no lo intentaste y sólo somos amigos.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 29, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
Se realmente existir um Deus por aĂ, espero que Ele saiba tanto quanto eu que nĂłs somos perfeitos um pro outro. Eu te amo, e sinto saudades. Nunca deixei de pensar em vocĂŞ, nem por um segundo.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
es tut mir leid, dass ich so anstrengend bin; es tut mir leid, dass du das alles. durchmachen musstest
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:38 pm UTC
i have always told you how i would feel in certain situations and you never really acknowledged my feelings
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 27, 2020, 5:54 pm UTC
Your insecurities ruined us. Stop asking for forgiveness when you can just fix your mistakes straight away.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 24, 2020, 10:07 am UTC
Since I can never say it to your face, i’m sorry for putting so much pressure on you. The “one” is an unattainable idea and i’m sorry i held you to that standard
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 24, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
We have not talked in years but I often find the thought of you creep into my mind. I wonder what became of you. Did you ever leave our hometown like you always talked about? Do you still ramble on about wrestling? Do you still have the habit of pushing up your glasses after every laugh? You once told me you only pursued me because I was just "pretty enough" to where no one else would want me too. There was no competition for you. Did you ever feel what I felt? While I drowned in an overwhelming sea of love, you only treaded lightly in the water. I cherished every stolen moment we had together. You will never know how many people I let down just to lie in your arms. Though it took some time, you are no longer the first thing I think about when I wake. There is no longer an ache for you. Only now, the curiosity remains: Do you still think of me too?
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:32 am UTC
everytime i move on you come back in my life. please dont come back, because i know everytime you whistle i will come running... just leave.. please
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:01 pm UTC
I wish we meet each other again when we're ready.We didn't want this to end but it was for the best.I will always care.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 22, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
i think about you all the time and i am so in love with every part of you, i want to tell you so badly but i don't want to ruin everything. you are the kind of girl i will never get over; the kind of girl that reminds me how to feel. i love you my love, you are beautiful, smart, funny, and so incredibly admirable and capable.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 22, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
you were there for me, when I never knew then when I realised you were gone :( and replace me with my old friend..
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
A decade has past since the day we meet and I still love you more than anything. You are my first love. I hope life get us together.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
You had to say one thing and I would've given you everything I had and came over to support you..
But when I needed you the most you turned around and left - you left me behind destroyed and wondering why I wasn't good enough
You knew you were my only chance to survive the things that were going on
You left without a warning blaming me and taking everything for granted..
Please know that I'm not mad but simply disappointed..
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 15, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
i miss you so much, you aren't dead but it feels like you are sometimes. i wish you would talk to me.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:41 pm UTC
i've been trying to deny my feelings for you. you're just a normal boy. but deep down i still love you.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:09 am UTC
Part of me wants you here in my arms and part of me is glad you’re hours away bc you’re probably fucking some other girl
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
i miss you more than ever
i wish you knew how much i loved you
maybe if i told you more you would of stayed
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:10 am UTC
nah cuz why tf u still in my DREAMS. i be thinking abt u more than i ever thought abt my ex. like gtfo.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:13 pm UTC
Yo listen the next time you text if the only time I'll be texting you cuz you not replying is not ok with me. I'm not gonna ignoring you everything's fine it's just that I don't want to disturb you from now.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:03 pm UTC
you made me feel like it was all my fault when it wasn't, you were just being petty. I didn't kiss her I didn't fuck her I just spoke to her yet you still blame me more than a year later and I'm fucking tired.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you the way I feet, but it would ruin our friendship. So now I find myself wondering what if.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
you made me feel so judged. I was finally happy with myself but because of you, I now judge myself all the time, feeling anxious about what those around me think, feeling like I'm not good enough. You've left a scar in my mind, one that I will never be able to get rid of. I regret knowing you because you showed me how harsh people can be.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:14 am UTC
we made a lot of promises together and shared so much memories, you told me you would never leave me but you left like nothing happened, you said you loved me and that i will always be '' yours'' ,but you just ghosted me. was i never enough for you
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
It even hurts when you check up on me because I know that the few words you say to me will be the only words for a long time.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
Sometimes i still get chills just thinking of you. I know I shouldn’t. You broke me. But sometimes the fact of never talking to you again or you not remembering me when you’re with her scares me more than the fact of you hurting and breaking me again.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
I miss you, but you don't miss me. It's kinda sad... when I see Bungou Stray dogs, i remember every moment that we spent talking about it.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:18 am UTC
Ive liked you for a while, coming back on January
7th 2021 to update you what has happened with us .
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
I like you so much, I love your personality and i'm told you feel the same about me but could you say it .I need to know!!!
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:14 am UTC
I love you so deeply. I know you do too. I also know I’m not what you think you want. But I hope that will change.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:32 am UTC
You wanted me when I didnt want myself. You showed me endless love even when I couldnt reciprocate it. I hope you are doing well. Maybe one day we will get to watch those annabelle movies together.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
You honestly taught me what love was. I wish I could go back and change my actions. I also wish you would stop playing mind games because your current girl deserves all of you and your attention.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 6, 2020, 12:06 am UTC
i feel stupid writing this but i need to move on.we had something i don’t know what it was but it was real and i think i could have loved you but i understand that u don’t and won’t.i need to let you go it’s to hard for me.you’ll always hold a special place in my heart x
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:13 pm UTC
Me dijiste si aun me gustaba, te dije que si. Lo que no me preguntaste era si tu me gustabas, porque contigo me olvidaba completamente de ella...
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:04 pm UTC
Sometimes i look back at myself the first time that we met. I don’t feel like that girl anymore. It’s like you took her and replaced her with that someone who I am now.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 5, 2020, 7:26 am UTC
I will want to find you in all those things I kept from high school, but it will be too late to tell you that it hurts me a lot not to have known how to express my feelings at that time.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 5, 2020, 6:29 am UTC
I use to tell everyone that I loved you, but i did not demonstrate you, but even so, what you did on that trip hurt me a lot.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 4, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
I knew we weren't working anymore, It didn't feel the same. I just wanted to be with you a little longer.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 3, 2020, 8:56 am UTC
you told me you hoped we’d meet again when we’re older, that we’re meant to be together, just not now. i used to believe that. i hope you’re well. i’m still proud of you. you taught me some valuable lessons and i’ll always be thankful for that.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 3, 2020, 5:45 am UTC
We're such close friends and I don't know why it's happening but I'm slowly falling in love with you. I'll never tell you cuz I don't want to ruin anything.
From: ABC
To: P
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
I never knew i was bisexual till i met you.
I have never felt like this before, the things your eyes do to my body when i look at you, i feel peace and storm at the same time and it's confusing me so much.. The night you held my hands to warm them was the night i figured my feelings for you never left,3 years have passed and you are still all i can think about. Im afraid to tell you this because im sure you don't feel the same and it's killing me cause i don't want to lose you. I don't know if i will ever be brave enough to tell you this but please know Petra, no matter what, i will always love you.
