I just want you to know that I miss you and you really felt like a soulmate to me. I fucked up. I could never be angry at you. I hope you achieve your dreams and never let anyone else dim your light, I will always be thinking of you. I know you hate me right now and I understand, that's why I left. I miss your family too, and even your dog as stupid as it sounds. I really felt more at home at your house than mine. I don't know why my good friendships only last a few months but I know its a problem with me not you. From the bottom of my heart, I love you. I know you'll probably never read this but if I ever had the chance to be your best mate again, It'd be like winning the lottery. Sorry for being weird and disappearing. I'll never forget our London trip, it was honestly the highlight of the year- thanks for coming with me. Don't let anyone bring you down please, you're so unbelievably cool and vibrant. If you ever do end up reading this, that's embarrassing but whatevs I just needed to get my feelings out. Bye :))

sometimes i wish dad had never met you so i didnt have two homes. but thats selfish. you make him happy so its fine.

I think with finding you, i found the love of my life. i'm scared but i love you