Unsent messages to P
From: ABC
To: P
I thought I loved you until we broke up and I felt no sadness. I couldn’t be as weak as you wanted me to be.
From: ABC
To: P
I don’t think you understand how much you hurt me. We weren’t in love but i cared for you more than I ever have for anyone else.
From: ABC
To: P
Cause even if you broke my heart into thousand pieces, I still pray every day for you to come back and to choose me.
From: ABC
To: P
it was unfair of me to expect you to love me in the unconditional way i loved you, but you couldve tried, or stopped letting me love you.
From: ABC
To: P
i dont know if i liked you or not but i loved you if that makes sense. but now you hate me and it will never been the same again. you always got me. i wonder if you think about me, are you more mad or sad at me? will you ever talk to me, will it ever go back. i dont know what ill do if i have to go through 2 years without talking to you. i loved you i know i did i promise i did. you were the defintion of right person wrong time. there has to be a right time for us i know it. do you ever think of something and wanna tell me, cause i do. i see you look at me but you have moved on or so i think and i have moved on or so i think
From: ABC
To: P
I grieve for the loss of our future, everything we had planned. I grieve for who you wanted to be if you’d had chosen yourself over drink. But mainly I grieve for laughing until we cried and setting the timer for 20 second hugs. Walking away was both the hardest and best choice for me. Yours always x
From: ABC
To: P
I’m too scared of telling you how I feel. I wish it was mutal, i wish that there wasn’t a risk of loosing you.
From: ABC
To: P
I fell in love with you sitting on top of a washing machine, feet dangling, and laughter filling the room. I fell further in love that night at the lake, when the sky was painted with golds and purples. I know you don’t love me back, but I just wanted to tell you that you deserve the world. Thank you for the wildest adventure of my life, and I hope you’re happy.
From: ABC
To: P
Can't believe we've end like this since we first kissed and stargazing while lying on the wet grass on the pitch
From: ABC
To: P
Yo listen the next time you text if the only time I'll be texting you cuz you not replying is not ok with me. I'm not gonna ignoring you everything's fine it's just that I don't want to disturb you from now.
From: ABC
To: P
your smile was so comforting, your hands were always warm yet I still felt cold and not like at home
From: ABC
To: P
I have loved you forever. I could never tell you. I know I would never be enough for you but I will spend forever trying to be. Sometimes I think you look at me as if you want to kiss me, I wish you would.
From: ABC
To: P
I look for you in every car, bus, and train that passes me in hopes that one day we’ll cross paths again.
From: ABC
To: P
i would fly across the globe just to see you once. i'd do absolutely anything for you. but you wouldn't do the same
From: ABC
To: P
nah cuz why tf u still in my DREAMS. i be thinking abt u more than i ever thought abt my ex. like gtfo.
From: ABC
To: P
If I could go back in time I would never have left that party. I miss you so much. At least you are happy with her.
From: ABC
To: P
i just want to stop thinking about you all the fucking time. i keep replaying what i heard that night like a broken record and it hurts so much. i don’t understand how you acted as if everything was normal after you treated me like that its beyond confusing. i dont know if i hate you or not but im sorry for making you uncomfortable but please make up your fucking mind because its destroying me inside i dont even know how im supposed to act around you. warm? cold? im tired i really am i want this bullshit to be over and this school year to be over so i can forget about you. we vibe really well but if you don’t agree with my existence please stay far away from me because we will never work out.
From: ABC
To: P
I hate the distance between us, plz don’t find someone better before we meet I’m waiting for that day. I’m so scared bc you can control how I feel, anyways I’ll always love you, no matters where
From: ABC
To: P
I truly adored u. All I thought of was u, I looked up to u and the worst part is u probably don’t even remember my name. I fell for u and u never even thought of falling for me. I’ve moved on but if I was ever given the chance to talk to u or become friends again I wouldn’t even think twice about doing so. I love u still. Forever and always.
From: ABC
To: P
sometimes i wish i never started talking to u.... your leaving in a month and its freaking me out, i already miss u and havent even told u that i like u
From: ABC
To: P
P, it’s been a while, I regret not kissing you again, I regret not seeing you more - I don’t know if it would have changed our outcome but I still miss you. I’m sorry for being afraid to love you the first time around.
From: ABC
To: P
I want you back. so badly. I miss your smile and your music and everything about you. Please come back to me...
From: ABC
To: P
please look at me the way you look at them. please. i need that back in my life. i need you back in my life
From: ABC
To: P
I am so happy I am finally over you and with a man so much better than you. He is everything you will never be.
From: ABC
To: P
I begged to see you just for a moment, I had a feeling you weren’t gonna talk to me after I said I still loved you. I was right.
From: ABC
To: P
Prometo encontrarte en el futuro y en otra vida, porque eres mi alma gemela, y se que eres mi destino
From: ABC
To: P
I no longer cry because of you, i no longer shudder at the thought of you hurt because of me. i grew without you and i will continue to grow without you and i will take pride in it and i will be proud of me.
From: ABC
To: P
I never knew i was bisexual till i met you.
I have never felt like this before, the things your eyes do to my body when i look at you, i feel peace and storm at the same time and it's confusing me so much.. The night you held my hands to warm them was the night i figured my feelings for you never left,3 years have passed and you are still all i can think about. Im afraid to tell you this because im sure you don't feel the same and it's killing me cause i don't want to lose you. I don't know if i will ever be brave enough to tell you this but please know Petra, no matter what, i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: P
you loved me more then anyone and I loved you more then anyone but in the end it just made us hate each other & that makes me wish we just stayed friends?
From: ABC
To: P
you were there for me, when I never knew then when I realised you were gone :( and replace me with my old friend..
From: ABC
To: P
i think about you all the time and i am so in love with every part of you, i want to tell you so badly but i don't want to ruin everything. you are the kind of girl i will never get over; the kind of girl that reminds me how to feel. i love you my love, you are beautiful, smart, funny, and so incredibly admirable and capable.
From: ABC
To: P
Eu poderia me entregar completamente, se apenas você me pedisse. Não me importaria em deixar todos os outros pra te ter perto de mim.
From: ABC
To: P
Quan vaig marxar, pensava que vindries a buscar-me. Em vaig quedar esperant fins adonar-me que qui no torna és perquè realment no et considerava important en la seua vida. Després de tot, em trenca el cor que així siga. Per a mi tu ho vas ser tot, i ara, jo no sóc res. Sempre t'estimaré, però tant de bo m'hagueres valorat un poc més. No sé si he sigut un passatemps, la teua companyia en temps de soledat o un amor que tu tampoc oblidaràs, el que sí sé és que li ho vaig donar tot a la persona equivocada. Espere que algun dia et penedisques d'haver-me perdut. Jo em lamente cada nit per no rebre la teua cridada, per no estar al teu costat i per no poder tornar-te a abraçar com ho feien abans. Mentrestant, tu rius i dorms tranquil·lament perquè el teu dia a dia ja és d'una altra persona. Que fàcil t'oblida qui mai no et va arribar a voler del tot...
From: ABC
To: P
i didn't know what color to pick but then i remembered the color of your eyes, this color that became my favorite
From: ABC
To: P
i didn't know what color to pick but then i remembered the color of your eyes, this color that became my favorite
From: ABC
To: P
i didn't know what color to pick but then i remembered the color of your eyes, this color that became my favorite
From: ABC
To: P
I’ve moved on and need to stop thinking of you. I’m happy he gives me all you couldn’t. But why do all our memories continue to pass my mind. Can we please be friends.
From: ABC
To: P
I wrote a poem about us today. Maybe I'll make a song out of it. I just need to learn pretty much everything.
From: ABC
To: P
I wish we meet each other again when we're ready.We didn't want this to end but it was for the best.I will always care.
From: ABC
To: P
You loved me but didn’t realize when you started hurting me. You were my love and sadness at the same time
From: ABC
To: P
i miss you... way more than i should & it would be so much easier if you hated me but being on good terms & talking a little here & there makes it so hard to get over you, especially since i still had feelings for you when we ended things & i still do. it takes everything i have to not call you when i'm drunk cause that's all i want to do but you're not mine anymore
From: ABC
To: P
i’m sorry i never said how much i loved you. being in a room with you makes me realize how much others can truly change.
From: ABC
To: P
hey b. i miss u. u saved me from myself. no ones been able to do that before. u made me so happy, so loved. but ur not here anymore. u are but ur not. not like before. i love you. which makes this 10x harder for me. i see the person i love almost every day knowing i can’t have them. its awful. but i will continue to sacrifice myself for u bc i know things no one else knows. ik how to calm u down, i know how u think. i know you better than anyone. and i’m afraid if i leave u behind ull lose urself. maybe now is not our time but i love u b, i always have. i’m waiting for you for whenever you’re ready, and maybe that’s never, but just incase
From: ABC
To: P
im in love with you ,but you’re in love with her and that’s okay because you’re happy which means i’m happy. it just hurts watching you fall for her because i wish it could be me. i’d give anything for that girl to be me.
From: ABC
To: P
do you remember the times in sixth grade where we’d lie in the grass? i fell in love with you. its been 7 years, since then.
From: ABC
To: P
i am going to say 'i liked you' because i am shy to say how i actually feel. you forget to easily. i know you like to keep your taughts to yourself but you hide them so well. even i act so bold, i am terrified of the idea of speaking to you. i still don't know if you were joking or not. and i am truly sorry about my trust issues. but i am trying. my purpose wasn't broking your heart. i am sorry.
From: ABC
To: P
maybe i wasn’t jealous of your popularity with everyone, but everyone’s popularity with you. does that make sense?
From: ABC
To: P
Im scared of you, i dont underst you, you´re sometimes creepy, im scared of your way of loving, i know that you dont hurt anyone, you try your best to be loved, but please try to love yourselve, you dont have to pleasure averyone, i know that love is the most import thing in your life, but please, stop, you are just breaking your heart
From: ABC
To: P
I hate you so much I hate you so much it makes me watch to peel my skin off. I hate you. You ruined my life. Burn in hell.
From: ABC
To: P
So it's not that I'm in love with you its more like I wish I was as important as you are to me. Wish you seemed to care to text me back or send me pictures of you. But it's not like that. I mean I wish it was. I know you go through stuff at home and separate yourself from the people who truly love and care about you but it affects others, like me. Ive spent hours and hours thinking if you really care. You honestly confuse me so much, sometimes you tell me all this stuff and sometimes you act as if you don't know me. Yeah, maybe I should listen to my friends and drop you because you give me so many mixed signals but I'm dumb enough to sit here and wait for you to text me and ignore all these guys for you. I just wish I didn't care about you this much because I feel like I'm drowning myself in worrying about you. 'Did he eat" "Did he wake up for work" "Is he doing okay" " How is it going at home" There's not one day I don't think about you. It hurts me feeling like I'm nothing to you, well at least it feels like. I should honestly listen to friends but I can't. There's something in me that tells me to wait for you, I sometimes feel like giving up but I just can't. I wish I had the courage to really tell you how I feel but I just hate showing my vulnerable side to people. I wish i could call you right and tell you everything that goes through my head about us. But I've always gone through the place where people come at me for being sincere with them. I'm scared. I'm so afraid of getting hurt but I feel that you wouldn't do such a thing but I'm just afraid. You call me "beautiful" and I love it because no one has and you make me feel a certain way like maybe there are some good guys out there. But then there those days like right now where you just won't text me. I know there's stuff going on at home but I begin to overthink, is he texting other girls, is he on ft with other girls, am I just one of those girls that he's playing with. I don't want to think such a thing but there's always that behind my head, I truly want to trust him but I'm scared. I'm scared because of all the mixed signals he gives me. I know he scared to show his vulnerable side as well but all my intentions are always for the good. I really really want to meet him as well. The thing he is that even if we don't end up having a thing, it doesn't even matter, I just want to have a super good relationship with him. Like right now, he's home and still hasn't texted me back and that's what sucks and I hate it. Like I just want things to be easy and clear. One thing about me is I hate looking stupid. Like I sometimes want to double text him but he didn't text me back for a reason yk. I don't want to feel as if I am bothering him. I truly don't know what to do.I'm confused and it frustrates me a lot. Like I just want to care for him and love him because I know he has gone through a lot. But he just sometimes doesn't let people help me at all. I don't know how to help him if he doesn't let others help. Like I want him to feel cared for and I want to be that person for him because he hasn't had that in a while. I hate the thought of never ever speaking to him ever again. I care about him a lot and I don't think he deserves all the pain he has on him right now. He so young still and has his whole future ahead of him to look at.
