Unsent messages to P
From: ABC
To: P
so like yeah I know u don't want to have anything with me and that we're just friends but I love you, I really do and I won't ever forget you.
From: ABC
To: P
what can i do to make you come back? you made me feel so complete. as though we were connected. like this was in the stars for us. i know you felt it too, so why did you leave?
From: ABC
To: P
Muchas veces la cagaste y me hiciste sentir mal, pero igual siempre me quede para ver si podias cambiar. No se si fue lo correcto pero aun te sigo amando
From: ABC
To: P
I love you so deeply. I know you do too. I also know I’m not what you think you want. But I hope that will change.
From: ABC
To: P
I like you so much, I love your personality and i'm told you feel the same about me but could you say it .I need to know!!!
From: ABC
To: P
Ive liked you for a while, coming back on January
7th 2021 to update you what has happened with us .
From: ABC
To: P
you were such a dick and all i ever did was love u. i wish i never met you. you caused me so much pain.
From: ABC
To: P
this was your favorite color and pancakes was your favorite food, did you tell her the same thing ? or is it different now
From: ABC
To: P
If what you say is true, this has all been a game for you. I hope you know that fucking hurts. Why do you fool around with me and then a day later switch up? Are you scared of your emotions or are you just an asshole? Either way, you have made it clear to me that you are a pussy ass bitch. I am glad that you have decided to show me your true colors. You know I chose to surround myself with people who support and lift me up. I do not surround myself with people who act selfishly and out of fear. If that is how you are going to be, I sure as hell do not want anything to do with you. I am angry. I am angry that I let myself be vulnerable with you. What you said to me today made me feel like a “mission: success.” Your words deeply hurt me Paxton. Why didn't you think about how you might be hurting me and why didn't you think about how you truly felt before hooking up with me? I hope you feel disappointed in this series of events and in yourself.
From: ABC
To: P
i’m sorry i drove you away. i wasn’t mature enough to understand kindness vs. attraction. i shouldn’t have pushed my emotional baggage onto you.
From: ABC
To: P
I’ve never felt this way about anyone before, you have more of my heart than anyone else. Please don’t break it and be patient I’m still learning how to love myself
From: ABC
To: P
Even though we were never together, I would say that you were my first love. You were the first person to make me feel vulnerable. You were the first person to make me feel all warm and fuzzy. You were the first person that made me want to fight off everything to protect you from getting even more hurt. The world has been cruel to you, yet it didnt turn you into an angry and bitter person. I was ready to do anything for you. But I see that she makes you happy, probably more than I ever could have. And I thank her for that. Because I can see that your smile reaches your eyes, you're more confident and you are doing so good. I think about you all the time. If you are doing okay. If you sleep better now. If the bad memories no longer haunt you. And I dont think I will ever stop thinking about you. And I know you stopped thinking about me a long time ago. And that's okay. I can see that you are doing so much better, and that's all I could ever ask for from God (even though you dont believe in him). Because you deserve all the happiness and love in the world. As much as you said that you think that you dont, you do. You always will.
From: ABC
To: P
You are so clever and funny and it makes me so happy just to be around you. I hope she makes you happy too
From: ABC
To: P
i knew i shouldnt have told you i liked u because after that nothing was the same especially when u broke my heart
From: ABC
To: P
You liked me first. You loved me first. You flew over the ocean being the barrier between us to see me. How did it end up like this? How am I the one hurting?
From: ABC
To: P
im really fucking happy that i finally see you with a sincere smile in your face. you found her, you found your soulmate. i know that a person only has one soulmate and in happy thats you found her, but i lost mine. i knew you were my soulmate a long time ago, but i also knew that i wasn't yours. all that matters for me is that your happy, and i just wanted to let you know that you will always have me (even if that means that i am your second option)
From: ABC
To: P
Your insecurities ruined us. Stop asking for forgiveness when you can just fix your mistakes straight away.
From: ABC
To: P
You hurted like hell, i couldn't stand seeing you ever yday and you barely knew about me, now you're far from here and i don´t love u anymore.
From: ABC
To: P
Fuck you for fucking with my feelings. I've been in love with you since the day i met you, but you never felt the same and now you're gone.
From: ABC
To: P
I've cried a lot for you while u was texting with someone better. Never come back, I wish u the best but not again :)
From: ABC
To: P
Loving it's not just saying it, I wish you cared for me as much as you did for any other girl friend.
From: ABC
To: P
i know that you weren't actually serious. neither i am but it still hurts. maybe it's just a trauma from past. i was a different person. i tried to change. and i did. i didn't want you to see it. but i couldn't hide it. i want to delete it. because it is not a joke anymore when you become personal. i don't know what i like about you and you are truly toxic. i hate you but i can't at the same time, too. i just hate myself. but i hope you don't.
From: ABC
To: P
I don’t wanna have to feel like my feelings aren’t valid anymore just because I’m a man. I wanna leave but I don’t have the strength.
From: ABC
To: P
i have always told you how i would feel in certain situations and you never really acknowledged my feelings
From: ABC
To: P
es tut mir leid, dass ich so anstrengend bin; es tut mir leid, dass du das alles. durchmachen musstest
From: ABC
To: P
i wish i hadn't been afraid to love someone just because i felt it was wrong to love someone of the same sex. sorry for leaving you. i still remember the first time i met you, i wish i could go back to that day. nobody gave me the happiness that you gave me.
From: ABC
To: P
Se realmente existir um Deus por aĂ, espero que Ele saiba tanto quanto eu que nĂłs somos perfeitos um pro outro. Eu te amo, e sinto saudades. Nunca deixei de pensar em vocĂŞ, nem por um segundo.
From: ABC
To: P
I miss you, but you don't miss me. It's kinda sad... when I see Bungou Stray dogs, i remember every moment that we spent talking about it.
From: ABC
To: P
the amount of pain you caused me. i will never be the same. I will never trust anyone again. I miss who you used to be. I cant belive i didnt even get a appoligy. I was so good to you in out years of frienship. You cried to me, laughed with me and now at me. We are not mutual but i wish things were different i wish you knew how much i still think about that day. Crying in the school bathroom and not being able to participate in class bc i was in such a state. I gave you the upper hand and didnt belive what everyone was saying but then i saw proof and it broke me. thank you for perminently hurting me and turning all my friends agaisst me even though you knew the truth. Thank you paige x
From: ABC
To: P
Me encantarĂa que me quisieras, que no pares de hacerme reir y si no sientes lo mismo al menos deja de enamorarme porfavor
From: ABC
To: P
Sometimes i still get chills just thinking of you. I know I shouldn’t. You broke me. But sometimes the fact of never talking to you again or you not remembering me when you’re with her scares me more than the fact of you hurting and breaking me again.
From: ABC
To: P
Im sorry that I was not the best thing for you. I want you to know that you were the best for me. I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: P
I wish you wouldn`t stop when we meet accidentally. Even though we were in love it`s none of your business what I do now and who`s my new boyfrriend or who isn`t. Just move on man. I don`t miss you and I don`t owe you so don`t act like you were the best thing that could happen to me `cause honestly you were not even close. I was stupid to think that. Even tho I`m sorry for what happened I don`t want anything to do with you anymore. So don`t act weird and just walk to the other side if we ever share the street and you`re not able to ignore me. Take care man.
From: ABC
To: P
me ilusioné porque creà que intentaste besarme en la cima del parque y me dio tanta vergüenza que no hice nada, finalmente me di cuenta que no lo intentaste y sólo somos amigos.
From: ABC
To: P
Odio tanto que hayas hecho esto, irte sin decir más sin darme explicaciones sin darme la cara, pero lo que más odio esque te sigo esperando
From: ABC
To: P
Te amo desde la primera vez que te vi, y hasta te sigo amando, espero algĂşn dĂa nuestros caminos se puedan encontrar y seamos felices juntos.
From: ABC
To: P
It even hurts when you check up on me because I know that the few words you say to me will be the only words for a long time.
From: ABC
To: P
hey stupid i miss u. im sorry throughout the times we hung out ive been quiet. im stupid shy and nervous around u. please reach out.
From: ABC
To: P
I can't believe we've come this far since we first kissed and stargazing while lying on the wet grass on pitch
From: ABC
To: P
So i sent the message telling you to leave and stop with all the messages and you respected that and despite you calling me toxic and that telling me im beautiful made you down when you apologised i said its ok because i dont want you to feel guilt i dont want you to feel how youve made me feel even if thats left me needing therapy
From: ABC
To: P
we made a lot of promises together and shared so much memories, you told me you would never leave me but you left like nothing happened, you said you loved me and that i will always be '' yours'' ,but you just ghosted me. was i never enough for you
From: ABC
To: P
Can't believe we've come this far since we first kissed and stargazing while lying on the wet grass on the pitch
From: ABC
To: P
I will always love you but I realised I always loved the idea of being with you more then actually being with you.
From: ABC
To: P
you made me feel so judged. I was finally happy with myself but because of you, I now judge myself all the time, feeling anxious about what those around me think, feeling like I'm not good enough. You've left a scar in my mind, one that I will never be able to get rid of. I regret knowing you because you showed me how harsh people can be.
From: ABC
To: P
I wish I could tell you the way I feet, but it would ruin our friendship. So now I find myself wondering what if.
From: ABC
To: P
you made me feel like it was all my fault when it wasn't, you were just being petty. I didn't kiss her I didn't fuck her I just spoke to her yet you still blame me more than a year later and I'm fucking tired.
From: ABC
To: P
sometimes i blame myself for things i dont do and its not great, you should understand me more, idk what happened 2 to. you used to take a lot of care and u dont do it anymore. i dont know if im still in love with this you, i fell in love with the older you. you changed, and your love for me too. i want the love you gave me back then, but idk its not you anymore. i miss the old you.
From: ABC
To: P
there are songs ive blocked because every one of them painfully reminds me of you, of us, and what could have been us.
From: ABC
To: P
Would it be different if I lived near? Would it be different if I actually talked to you when we first met? I just want to know how we would end. and then I want to move on
From: ABC
To: P
I love you. I’ve loved you for a while and I know that you probably know already but I fucking love you. You just don’t love me.
