Unsent messages to P
From: ABC
To: P
i miss you more than ever
i wish you knew how much i loved you
maybe if i told you more you would of stayed
From: ABC
To: P
i still look over our messages. i looked over the video and pics that you took on my phone. we were so happy.
From: ABC
To: P
everytime i move on you come back in my life. please dont come back, because i know everytime you whistle i will come running... just leave.. please
From: ABC
To: P
We have not talked in years but I often find the thought of you creep into my mind. I wonder what became of you. Did you ever leave our hometown like you always talked about? Do you still ramble on about wrestling? Do you still have the habit of pushing up your glasses after every laugh? You once told me you only pursued me because I was just "pretty enough" to where no one else would want me too. There was no competition for you. Did you ever feel what I felt? While I drowned in an overwhelming sea of love, you only treaded lightly in the water. I cherished every stolen moment we had together. You will never know how many people I let down just to lie in your arms. Though it took some time, you are no longer the first thing I think about when I wake. There is no longer an ache for you. Only now, the curiosity remains: Do you still think of me too?
From: ABC
To: P
Since I can never say it to your face, i’m sorry for putting so much pressure on you. The “one” is an unattainable idea and i’m sorry i held you to that standard
From: ABC
To: P
Part of me wants you here in my arms and part of me is glad you’re hours away bc you’re probably fucking some other girl
From: ABC
To: P
Hey.. it's been 4 years. I miss you so much but what's done is done. I'm too stubborn to say I'm sorry but I am. You were supposed to be my MOH and now I know nothing about you anymore... I miss you everyday
From: ABC
To: P
you know sometimes i can hear the music reply in the back of my mind from the night u danced with me back then i didnt think anything of it but now i realise that you were more special then i anticipated. but i realised too late.
From: ABC
To: P
why did you go back to her? you said you didn’t want her anymore, only me. you know I hate liars but I could never hate you.
From: ABC
To: P
I have finally let you go. I knew this because when I saw you with your new girlfriend, I was happy for you
From: ABC
To: P
I hope you are happy with her, but I was thinking lately about this... do you write poems for her like you used to for me...? And how is she like? Does she care about you? Does she love and care about you more? I hope you just are happy... I don't want any arguments or jealousy between us.
From: ABC
To: P
u were the first thing on my mind in the morning and the last thing creeping through my head at night. i never understood y i loved u sm and i don't think i ever will
From: ABC
To: P
i've been trying to deny my feelings for you. you're just a normal boy. but deep down i still love you.
From: ABC
To: P
I hate you. You ruined my life, I hope one fay you can find happiness and not feel the need to bring others down.
From: ABC
To: P
The concert, the perfect moment to say it, but we weren't braves.
But now you're brave for other person, and I'm happy for you
From: ABC
To: P
I saw you + your partner online. You seemed really happy. I didn’t feel much after.
From: ABC
To: P
i hope we meet again in the future‚ i wish the destiny doesn’t against us :).
From: ABC
To: P
i still remember how you confessed your feelings to me‚ i miss that moment :(. imysm
From: ABC
To: P
How did you manage to make me fall so easily? It’s scary knowing how happy I feel with you.
From: ABC
To: P
I wish you were just honest with me, was i just a filling a spot until someone better came along
From: ABC
To: P
Help build us up, I can't do it alone. You still matter to me, but I can't drop everything bc ily
From: ABC
To: P
I was a "nice experience" to you.
You were my universe and stars.
I hate that you still are.
From: ABC
To: P
you showed me you stoped caring, but every night i pray for you to come back
From: ABC
To: P
All I ever needed was to hear from you, and I would run to you. Take care of yourself <3
From: ABC
To: P
you’re the one person i want to love, but i know i shouldn’t.
From: ABC
To: P
I would pick you every time in a room full of people; I already have once <3
From: ABC
To: P
i hope we find our way back to each other in the end and that this is not the end of us
From: ABC
To: P
I’m sorry for being horrible to you growing up. I was in pain. I’ll always be your sister
From: ABC
To: P
words can’t describe how i feel for u. quiet. calm. home. i hope it’s not too much.
From: ABC
To: P
there’s so much i want to tell you, but i can’t. right person, wrong time.
From: ABC
To: P
I've been admiring you for 5 months, funny right? you'll never know how much i like you
From: ABC
To: P
I have a lot of things I want to tell you, but it will take me a lot of time to say it all.
From: ABC
To: P
it’s really frustrating that i have to make plans with you to get you to hang out with me
From: ABC
To: P
Most days I’m pretty detached now. Sometimes my heart still hurts.
