Unsent messages to OWEN
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:37 pm UTC
i think a part of me will always want you
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:11 pm UTC
I'm sorry I didn't mean enough for you to care about me
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:48 pm UTC
i really loved you, and i hope you discover great things.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:16 pm UTC
I don’t know what I’d do without you I love you so much
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:09 pm UTC
I wish you'd tell me why you left. I would understand.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 12, 2023, 2:23 pm UTC
I can’t help but wonder what I could’ve done for you to stay
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:49 am UTC
i still wonder how you're doing sometimes
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:05 am UTC
It’s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 18, 2021, 3:25 pm UTC
I’m so hopeful that it is you. Give me a sign that only I would understand. I’ll respect your wish though.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:56 am UTC
I broke my heart a million times with you. I can't explain how good it feels to be rid of you, to no longer care
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:19 pm UTC
I'm so glad we met and I've got big love for you, but this shit hurts. I really hope we work out in the future. I fucking miss you man.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:06 am UTC
sometimes i really wish we just didnt meet bc you still hurt to think about but also thank you. you made me to who i am by doing it.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:12 pm UTC
I sleep on your side of my bed everynight. Maybe if I’d taken your hoodie that day I’d feel like you were still near.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:30 am UTC
In the future you need to be able to learn how to not go back and forth with someone as it hurts like shit.
By z
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 13, 2021, 2:21 am UTC
i miss the old you. last year, before quarantine, (sober) you. I try my hardest to help you but i am so scared you won't get better. i promise im here for you owen i promise
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:58 pm UTC
you're really sweet and i hope you never change for anyone but yourself. i'm sorry for how i handled everything, you didn't deserve that.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:09 pm UTC
hi i just want u to know that i had/have a crush on u. u get so many submissions under this name but i do hope u figureout who i am. youll probs never see this but i want u to know that i had a crush on u when we became friends ... and i thought that something couldve been btwn us,,,, i think you have a girlfriend now but im glad we’re talking again. i really do wish you the best, and i hope you get in to the school you wanted
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:26 am UTC
i feel like shit everyday because of you, like seriously hate myself. from what happened i can finally see who i have really been influenced to become. i always cared about you, and still do. i don’t think you understand that the past couple months have been eating away at me. i am never good enough, i don’t want to be. i don’t deserve anyone. i don’t know what to do anymore like i cant even cry. i hate not feeling emotion. i miss how life used to be. i keep watching old videos and looking at pictures but nothing is coming back. i can understand how you are in pain, but think of it from my pov. or you don’t have to it’s fine. i just completely hate myself. like hate, you remind me of that everyday. my family also reflects on that, so does jane. i just wish time could slow down so i could breathe without not wanting to curl up in a ball every 2 mins. sometimes i just play sad music and stair thinking about what i might have put you through, do you think that is ok or fair? i feel like im never going to be free from this like it’s a non stopping cycle with no looking back. i miss jane so much. these past few days thinking about her makes me miss our friendship. i search my name on nights i cant sleep, tonight was one. i look under yellow and read them. i think of everyone directed towards me. i. hate.everything.about.me.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
i keep getting random flashbacks. everything reminds me of you and i. why is it so hard to forget you
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:36 am UTC
I still love you the same as the day I first met you. Your love is the only love I've ever felt and I will never let it go.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:27 pm UTC
I used to think there was nobody else in this world that could feel like home to me. I don't want to be your rebound this time.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:56 am UTC
I honestly love you, differently than I love him -- but regardless, every piece of my heart wanted you
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:32 pm UTC
your not my first love but I wish I actually kissed you and forgotten about the other people in the situation and just do something for me for once
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:27 am UTC
I’m so in love with you. I hate myself for taking this long to realize how much you mean to me. Falling in love at different times sucks ass. I’m sorry for everything, E
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:32 am UTC
im leading you on. i feel like shit about it too because you seem really great. i hope you find out what a terrible person i am before i hurt you. sorry
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:34 am UTC
Thank you helping me feel again. You were a beautiful moment I will hold dear. I hope you have an incredible life and we can grab a coffee in Amsterdam eventually
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 8, 2021, 12:56 am UTC
when I firs met you I thought you were an ass hole, and I still think you're an ass hole. but little do you know I can see right through your act. you like to show off and act like some popular duche bag but in reality you are just a boy who doesnt know how to deal with his emotions. and it doesn't take a psychic to tell that you do not have any social skills what so ever. this is your sign to stop being a whore and settle for one of your many many hoe's
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:16 pm UTC
Ya know, I always thought we would end up together. From 5th grade until senior year, we've been going back and forth. Liking each other to becoming strangers. I've told you countless times, but I love you. Not the kind of love where you wake up and everything is perfect. Not the kind of love that comes easily. The kind of love that develops and grows deeper as time continues.The kind of love that comes when you don't even think you're capable of it. I was able to drop my family. I was able to drop all of my best friends. I am incapable of dropping you. I tried. Time and again I try to push you out of my life, but I care for you more than you'll ever know. More than I'll ever lead you to believe. You called me at 4:37am when you got a minor from the cops and I answered. When the cops busted the party I was at, you have never seemed more uninterested and bored.
I used to beg the universe to finally bring us together. However, I realized that's not what I want. It sounds cliché but all I want is for you to be happy. You took the plans that you and I made, and you did them with another girl. You were happy, so I pretended as if it didn't break my heart in half. I know you'll never see this and our lives will go different ways after this year, but I will never forget you. You unknowingly taught me what it means to love someone.
Owen, I love you.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:03 pm UTC
When you called me saying you were in trouble, I answered.
When I called you saying I was in trouble, you were with her.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:34 am UTC
no matter how many times you hurt me, i will always take you back in a heart beat. god i wish u felt what i did.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:33 am UTC
I loved you. I fucking loved you so much, and I prob shouldn’t have but I couldn’t help it, your a selfish prick, you up and left with no warning, you broke me, so sincerely fuck you
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:58 pm UTC
Man.. just know you’re the reason I’m still alive. I love you.. but that’s something you’ll never know ig. I wish we were still close but you just left.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:43 am UTC
i think you might be my soulmate. i'm sorry i was too much of a coward to tell you when i had the chance. i hope she takes good care of you. i love you.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:56 am UTC
Hi there love, long time no see. You taught me a new feeling but you hurt me the most. Cheating and leaving like a stuck up bitch. Although I saved your life on that one dark night that you were planning to finally end it all, I was there and showed you what true love is. It's funny how you said you hated your ex for cheating. I'll never know the truth, and hopefully I'll forget you one day as you did with me. This is the last goodbye I owe to you. So long cowboy your forever sweetheart.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
it hurts how much I like you and I know i'll never tell you so this is as close as it gets so I can move on x
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:13 pm UTC
I loved your eyes, your hair, your personality, your soft spot, your clumsiness, every thing about you, but you said you liked me then avoided and we haven’t talked since..
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:11 pm UTC
I wish you would have said goodbye. That's all I really needed from you and I wish you had known that. Thank you for showing me that someone can love me without hurting me though- you're the only person who has. I hope you're doing well and I miss you.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:15 pm UTC
hi.. i don’t know if you’ll see this but you made me feel how no other girl felt. you genuinely cared about me.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
honestly i rlly liked you, and i thought u liked me back, but turns out you were using me cuz u were bored, fuck u
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
i know we were never official. but the feeling you gave me is something i’ve never experienced ever in a lifetime. even 4 years without being close, dating other guys, and stuff i never could replace our connection. i miss you ojs.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
you were the first boy i ever had serious feelings for. i don't think I'll ever stop caring about you. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: owen
Date: December 21, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
i just have 2 questions. did you ever like me?if you did, when did you stop and start falling for her?
