I will never tell you to your face because my heart brakes at the thought of your reaction. But getting it off my chest will make me feel better, even if you never see it. Your girlfriend likes 2 boys, and said if it wasn’t for you she would be with one of them. It’s not fair on you and you deserve better.

hi. i don’t know how or when to tell you, but i really like you. i don’t ever want to live a life that doesn’t have you in it. i can’t imagine myself getting so close to anyone else and i wish i could tell you this but i’m just scared to lose our friendship. i know deep down you feel the same way but you’re just scared. it’s ok. i am too. but i wouldn’t let anything happen to the bond we have.

i just have 2 questions. did you ever like me?if you did, when did you stop and start falling for her?

i gave you everything i had. i told you shit i don’t tell anyone. my mistake was opening up to you the way i did. i was trying to communicate my pain to you, not start a fight. i knew you were going to leave and it would change everything. i should’ve bet money on it. you really fucking hurt me. you should’ve left when you first knew.

you’re the person that came into my life and made me wonder how i was ever living without you before. you changed me forever. you truly turned my world, and god knows i would do anything for another chance to right our wrongs, but i can’t. our love story is written in the stars, and i will never forget all the things you taught me about myself, about life, and about love. thank you for being my person. i love you eternally.

when I firs met you I thought you were an ass hole, and I still think you're an ass hole. but little do you know I can see right through your act. you like to show off and act like some popular duche bag but in reality you are just a boy who doesnt know how to deal with his emotions. and it doesn't take a psychic to tell that you do not have any social skills what so ever. this is your sign to stop being a whore and settle for one of your many many hoe's

i don't know what to say other than typing your name gives me that sudden pang and all of our memories are back. I will never understand why you left again but I don't miss you anymore

I sleep on your side of my bed everynight. Maybe if I’d taken your hoodie that day I’d feel like you were still near.

Tired of getting nothing back. I liked you right away which never happens for me so I don't wanna leave but again it's tiring.

Thank you helping me feel again. You were a beautiful moment I will hold dear. I hope you have an incredible life and we can grab a coffee in Amsterdam eventually

sometimes i really wish we just didnt meet bc you still hurt to think about but also thank you. you made me to who i am by doing it.

i miss last year when we would stay up all night talking and playing stupid games and stuff and when i would get butterflies from seeing ur name pop up on my phone.. i miss not being able to shut up about you to my friends, now u hate me and idk what to do. its never gonna go back to the way it used to be bc i fucked up big time. i still listen to the playlist u made me and sometimes even sleep in your t shirt even though ik i shouldnt. kinda hoping maybe one day you will text me asking for it back just so i can have an exuse to talk to u and see u one more time. and ik its selfish because in the end it really was my fault and my fault only and i hurt you really badly but pls come back i miss u more then u could ever know

what’s keeping me here if i have no purpose and no one that cares about me. you can move on without me

you were the first boy i ever had serious feelings for. i don't think I'll ever stop caring about you. I'm sorry.

I re-live what you did to me still. I said no, and yet I feel so guilty, so responsible. No one has ever hurt me more - and I only knew you for 2 hours.

I'm so glad we met and I've got big love for you, but this shit hurts. I really hope we work out in the future. I fucking miss you man.

You made me feel love for the first time but broke my fucking heart twice. I can't feel anymore because of you and I hate you for it. But I can't imagine what I would've done w out you.

i hope you're happy. i hope you're happy knowing that you broke me. knowing that you gave up on the girl who would've done everything for you, but I guess everything this summer was all a lie and I have to learn to accepect that

i still think about certain moments with you, i think i will forever. i think the way i feel about you is the same way i've let alot of people feel about me. i don't blame you for not being able to reciprocate the passion i developed for you but i'm glad you let me experience love like that.

I broke my heart a million times with you. I can't explain how good it feels to be rid of you, to no longer care

You’ll never see this but i love you and i wish i could be comfortable talking about my feelings whether you’re upset or not. I wish you did care about certain things even though you say you don’t care. i want you to care :/

im leading you on. i feel like shit about it too because you seem really great. i hope you find out what a terrible person i am before i hurt you. sorry

i’ve been hurting for a long time now and you made me feel ok again. you showed me what it’s like to be really loved and even though you won’t say it, i know you feel it and you’re scared to feel that again so soon. i will leave you alone for a while because “if you love someone let them go, and if they don’t come back they were never yours to begin with”. so, i’ll take some time to focus on myself for a bit because apparently i’ve got some work to do too. i really do love you and i really do want to be with you and maybe one day we will, who knows? all i know is that you made me feel so cared about for the first time in a long time. i really could see us together for the long run. but i also know that you hurt me in more ways than i could’ve ever imagined. you were my first everything. the first person i really fell for. the first person to make me feel so loved. i will look back on this time fondly but i will not be coming back to you even if i really want to. i chased you for way too long and should have ended everything the first time you broke me. i didn’t because i knew we had something special. i guess only time will tell if you were in my life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. but i’m going to really miss being able to just talk to you. i’ll miss just calling you to rant or talk about our days or cuddling when i’m stressed out. i know you say that i still can but it isn’t going to be the same for a while, hell it never will be the SAME. we aren’t together and we may never be. please just don’t be a douche who says he needs to work on himself and isn't ready but gets with someone a month later, you know how bad that would crush me. i hope you figure your shit out and i hope i figure mine out. you’ve broken me and it’s going to take time to heal but i will come out stronger in the end. i hope you find whatever you’re looking for in life, i know i will find mine. it’s up to you if you would like to put in the effort to be there when i do. i know that i want to be there when you do but i will not chase you any longer. idrk where we went wrong but thank you for teaching me how i deserve to be treated. it was fun pretending. maybe one day.

i’ve been hurting for a long time now and you made me feel ok again. you showed me what it’s like to be really loved and even though you won’t say it, i know you feel it and you’re scared to feel that again so soon. i will leave you alone for a while because “if you love someone let them go, and if they don’t come back they were never yours to begin with”. so, i’ll take some time to focus on myself for a bit because apparently i’ve got some work to do too. i really do love you and i really do want to be with you and maybe one day we will, who knows? all i know is that you made me feel so cared about for the first time in a long time. i really could see us together for the long run. but i also know that you hurt me in more ways than i could’ve ever imagined. you were my first everything. the first person i really fell for. the first person to make me feel so loved. i will look back on this time fondly but i will not be coming back to you even if i really want to. i chased you for way too long and should have ended everything the first time you broke me. i didn’t because i knew we had something special. i guess only time will tell if you were in my life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. but i’m going to really miss being able to just talk to you. i’ll miss just calling you to rant or talk about our days or cuddling when i’m stressed out. i know you say that i still can but it isn’t going to be the same for a while, hell it never will be the SAME. we aren’t together and we may never be. please just don’t be a douche who says he needs to work on himself and isn't ready but gets with someone a month later, you know how bad that would crush me. i hope you figure your shit out and i hope i figure mine out. you’ve broken me and it’s going to take time to heal but i will come out stronger in the end. i hope you find whatever you’re looking for in life, i know i will find mine. it’s up to you if you would like to put in the effort to be there when i do. i know that i want to be there when you do but i will not chase you any longer. idrk where we went wrong but thank you for teaching me how i deserve to be treated. it was fun pretending. maybe one day.

i wish i could tell u how i rly felt without having to pretend it was drunken bullshit. it never is bullshit; one day i hope u will see that ur my person even if im not urs.

you where my first love, like, kiss. just my first i love you and miss you everyday i never stopped falling in love

remember when you would flirt with me while you still had a girlfriend and then would constantly tell me about her , yeah same

i try to find you in every person i meet. nobody else compares to you. you were my first love. i miss you, but do you think of me the way i think of you?

i try to find you in every person i meet. nobody else compares to you. you were my first love. i miss you, but do you think of me the way i think of you?

I’m so hopeful that it is you. Give me a sign that only I would understand. I’ll respect your wish though.

i thought i loved you but now i don’t think i ever even liked you. i liked that you were a projection of what i lacked.

i know we were never official. but the feeling you gave me is something i’ve never experienced ever in a lifetime. even 4 years without being close, dating other guys, and stuff i never could replace our connection. i miss you ojs.

so apparently i was right. you don’t like me. ik you probably really want to but u just can’t and that’s fine i get it. i did the same thing to sully but idk it’s just different. i really really liked you dude and i mean yeah it doesn’t take me long to get over people but i genuinely haven’t felt that way about someone since adam. i guess i should have just cut it off the first time and definitely the second time but i was dumb and hopeful and was really wishing u didn’t do it again. everyone told me not to talk to you and i was only gonna get hurt bc u kept ending things with me. they were right. i can’t blame you for not being over your last girl but u shouldn’t have started something with me in the first place if that’s how u really felt. i think it would be good to stay friends but i just need you to realize that u shouldn’t have lead me on and acted the way u did when u weren’t over someone else.

I had a dream last night. I dreamt that you were there and as we lie together, I could feel your touch and your warmth hugging me from behind. You tried to convince me that we should get back and for one second it felt so nice. But, I know that it's all a dream. In it, everything seems okay and aligned. But, I wake up in a dystopian life, one where you no longer exist.

I just wish that you'd call, but I know that I'm probably just a nuisance to you. I still love you no matter what, I hope you know.

you were my first love. but you were also my first heartbreak. you helped me through so much and i don't how much i appreciate you. i will never forget all of the memories we have made. i just want to let you know that i love you so much and would not be the same person that i am now. you have made my life worth living for. you always put a smile on my face and never fail to make me laugh. i love you owen

but id let you hurt me again and again if it meant just 5 more minutes with you. i think that is how i know i love you.

We were connected through pre-school and somehow our parents know or knew each other I never really understood it. About two years ago we saw each other at the West Side grill and it was really awkward I don't know if it was because we hadn't seen each other in a while or because I was the first female you were friends with.

would be great if u j like date me but u don’t know that i like you and i plan on it staying that way

honestly i rlly liked you, and i thought u liked me back, but turns out you were using me cuz u were bored, fuck u

Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for never giving up on me and always being there for me. You have made my life better than I ever could've imagined. I love you forever.

i hate the person i was with you but i love the person i am without you. why can you be happy about that?

the pain of missing you is the greatest pain i've ever felt. this color reminded me of your eyes. they were so pretty. rest easy baby

when i saw u with your girlfriend i didnt know u had, my heart sank. I will never tell u that ive liked u for almost 1 year now. ik u wont even think of me as more then a friend. when u starred at me when i saw u with ur girlfriend i couldnt have been more sad. i wish u the best, and i hope one day u realize i think we are meant to be.

i know u will never like me. and i know u have a girlfriend that makes u happy, but i will always be here waiting.

you are the sweetest boy I've ever met and why'd you have to move schools? my friends and I dreamed of me going to prom with you.

its sad to think that she is making u laugh and smile, i use to do that to u. ig i have to except u are in love with her, and i cant change that..

i know you need to figure your heart out, but it’s killing me not knowing when or if we will ever happen. i want you so bad

you're everything i’ve ever wanted, I'm never letting you go. Ever.

I really like you, I know you just want to be friends but please PLEASE give me another chance

the only people who didn’t know we liked each other was me and you. i wish u told me