I'm sorry i fuck up every relationship you get in. i cant date you but it hurts too much to see her date you. i want you to be happy but not at my expense. is blue still your favorite color?

I still think of you, a lot. I miss you so much. It's hard seeing you with someone else. Why did you have to leave?

if you see this, please know that i still love you. sometimes i feel the phantom smell of your perfume, but these nights i've learned to fall asleep without thinking about you.

hey idk what I feel now that ur back. sure the feelings are still there from the past but I cant help but to think why u came back after being gone for so long. I just want to know how u feel so I/we can move on.

i miss you dude. i miss my best friend more than anything. i don’t even want a relationship with you anymore, i just want to talk to you again. i’ve finally figured myself out and i want to share it with you. i’m finally happy. i get why you ended things and it was the right call, but i wish you’d call and tell me you missed me and we could be friends again. i don’t love you like that anymore, i just want my bestfriend back.

you’re the greatest mistake ive ever made. losing u will suck sooo bad & i wish it didnt have to be that way, but thanks for all the laughter & memories owen!!

ur downgrade is SO embarrassing and yet i still almost feel bad for her bc you have no personality or game LOL

when talking to you, everything around me disappears, every hurt feeling, everyone, and every thought.

i know you don’t know this but it broke me when you asked me to block me to get rid of the pink heart

I see the love in you and you deserve a better life than what you were born into. I hope u find someone who feels the same.

i’ve always thought about what would happen if we liked each other. after your house that one day, i’ve realized that i’ve always liked you. i just hope this all works out and that you feel the same

you’ll always have a piece of my heart no matter what. i still think abt u every second of the day. as much as i’d like to pretend i’m over you, or i don’t think about you, i do. everything reminds me of u. no one feels the same as u. i’m hurt, but you’re gone and we are strangers again. how did this even happen ? take me back. please take me back.

i can't tell you because you're not ready to hear it yet so i'll say it here. i love you. I've loved you since the beginning of august and it almost comes out of my mouth every damn time i see you. i want this to work so bad. come home soon okay? i miss you a lot.

i should’ve never answered your call. you have not spoken one word to me for a month and then you call me. I should’ve declined it

i’ve finally learned to love myself and at the time i didnt. I’m sorry for that. thank you for helping me love myself and i hope when you do we can come back to eachother

i was okay with being fwb until we started becoming more. and ever since you left, i can't stop thinking about you.

I miss you, but I have to accept the fact that growth sometimes means going back wards but dealing with it differently.

i miss you so much. you broke my heart when you left. i fell in love w you when i was a kid and i still am. pls come back, you were my bsf and my first crush. i love you so much. miss you.

you are the only person i could imagine spending the rest of my life with. i wish you knew how much i love and care about you. i miss you :(

you are the only person i could imagine spending the rest of my life with. i wish you knew how much i love and care about you.

i wish i could tell you this myself, but i love you so much. you might never feel the same way, and that’s okay. i love you.

u have a tie dye shirt that i told u i loved. u wore it more after i said that. honestly i j loved the way this green looked on u

you have a good heart & you came into my life at the right time. i loved the way you made me laugh, the way you held me so close. maybe it didn’t go exactly the way we both planned, but i wouldn’t trade that moment for the world.

p.s sorry i didn’t kiss you

you have a good heart. i’ll never forget how you made me laugh, the way you held me close, the way you treated me with so much love

this is my way of saying goodbye. I always seem to go back to you but this time I can't so thank you, thank you for the memories

it breaks my heart to think that you’ll never love me like i love you. you’re my entire other half whether you believe it or not. when i’m around you i feel whole. those poems i’ve sent you.. i meant every word in them. i had to unfriend you because it’s not good for me to see you in love with someone else when all i want is for you to love me. that might sound weird or selfish but when i said “i’ll be waiting, just in case.” i wanted that to stick with you just so if you ever thought for one second you loved me that you’d know i’m here.. still waiting. you still have my number though so if you ever shoot me a text, i’d answer in a heartbeat. even a call would be nice. just so i can know you miss me like i miss you. i hate waiting around for you and i know i should move on but something tells me i can’t. your siblings. owen. your siblings even want us to be together. your own mother wants us to be together. we’re perfect for each other whether you see it or not. but we are. i don’t even want to submit this cause there’s a chance you might see it but i don’t care. ugh this is so detailed and you’re gonna know who it is, but i just want you to know that i’ll always have you in my heart. you’re half my heart and without talking to you i feel like there’s no heart left. i gotta hold on to a tiny piece of it though bc without it, these feelings wouldn’t still be here. please take care of yourself and don’t text me if you don’t want to but i care for you so much. until we cross paths again.

I get butterflies when I see you and fireworks when I kiss you. I hope one day we are it for each other.

I hate that I want to like you. I hate that you make me question my relationship. I hate that you mean so much

I wish u could have loved me. Ik I’m better off but I miss u like crazy and I wish I could still tell u things and know that I wouldn’t fall into that rabbit hole again.

i often think about why you’re with someone like me. physically there are so many things i can’t get over about myself and i’m so fucking scared to be intimate with you because i look a certain way. it’s not your fault, it’s my own shit i gotta work on. but you’re perfect in my eyes. i want to be that for you.

Whenever you texted me I would smile, whenever you talked to me it made me happy. You made me feel loved. You made me happy. We might have only been friends but I loved you in a way I can't explain. I know you wanted to be more than just friends but at the time I was too dumb to realise we could've been great together. But now we are strangers again and we have both changed, both grown up and both matured. It hurts me to see you happy with other people because once upon a time that was me making you smile. Supposedly, everything happens for a reason. For now, I believe that we broke away from each other because it was meant to happen or maybe it was our own faults. Either way I'm sorry x

i felt to much and it scared me. i'm sorry for everything. i know it doesn't matter now but i love you.

hi.. i don’t know if you’ll see this but you made me feel how no other girl felt. you genuinely cared about me.

i hate that your so far yet so close i guess we could say right person wrong timing. i never though id fall for someone like you until i met you. You were able to change how i view and let go of my toxic traits from the past. i miss you more and more everyday even some day you act a bit funny but ive already talked to you about that. i cry at times thinking if i should keep trying fight for this distance. I keep fighting because your different and i want you to be that one person that meets my family and everyone gets alone with. Its you and only you my love. I love you with all my heart please dont give up and i wont and i promise that i will continue to fight.

no matter how many times you hurt me, i will always take you back in a heart beat. god i wish u felt what i did.

we were the king and queen of our school. then u dated my bestfriend but i always thought u were cute even with snot hanging out of your nose

I wish you would have said goodbye. That's all I really needed from you and I wish you had known that. Thank you for showing me that someone can love me without hurting me though- you're the only person who has. I hope you're doing well and I miss you.

i hate that i can't hate you because hate would be the word to describe how i feel towards you right now but deep down i know it's not real. i'm just so mad at you. letting you go was probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do and after all the tears and heartbreak i put into that, you made it all disappear just to leave me again. fuck you - ?

i new it was getting bad when you stopped sending me pictures of the sunset. i miss that. i miss you.

I truly hope you find someone who knows how lucky they are to have ended up with you, because you deserve the world

i like you more than friends, i love your humour and how comforting you are but you have a girlfriend and you deserve to be happy

I know I messed up but I’m trying really hard to make things better and you just never seem to notice it

my heart hurts without you. you hurt me more than anything. i really hope someday you can find the wrong in your actions but for now i'm gonna struggle everyday without you. ill always love you.

In the future you need to be able to learn how to not go back and forth with someone as it hurts like shit.
By z

hey, i miss you. you promised me. and you broke that promise. i’m not gonna sit here and beg for you back because i know i don’t need you. but i want you.

and even if we never talk again, please remember that i am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me. thank you for the memories.

Thank you for showing me love. You’ve always been there for me. And I’m sorry I don’t feel the same but you mean a lot to me. I can trust you and rely on you always. Thank you so much x

When you called me saying you were in trouble, I answered.
When I called you saying I was in trouble, you were with her.

I saw you today and I hate you and it and that I still think of you even though we were nothing I hate you

Ya know, I always thought we would end up together. From 5th grade until senior year, we've been going back and forth. Liking each other to becoming strangers. I've told you countless times, but I love you. Not the kind of love where you wake up and everything is perfect. Not the kind of love that comes easily. The kind of love that develops and grows deeper as time continues.The kind of love that comes when you don't even think you're capable of it. I was able to drop my family. I was able to drop all of my best friends. I am incapable of dropping you. I tried. Time and again I try to push you out of my life, but I care for you more than you'll ever know. More than I'll ever lead you to believe. You called me at 4:37am when you got a minor from the cops and I answered. When the cops busted the party I was at, you have never seemed more uninterested and bored.
I used to beg the universe to finally bring us together. However, I realized that's not what I want. It sounds cliché but all I want is for you to be happy. You took the plans that you and I made, and you did them with another girl. You were happy, so I pretended as if it didn't break my heart in half. I know you'll never see this and our lives will go different ways after this year, but I will never forget you. You unknowingly taught me what it means to love someone.
Owen, I love you.