Unsent messages to OWEN

i wish i could tell you this myself, but i love you so much. you might never feel the same way, and that’s okay. i love you.

you are the only person i could imagine spending the rest of my life with. i wish you knew how much i love and care about you.

you are the only person i could imagine spending the rest of my life with. i wish you knew how much i love and care about you. i miss you :(

i was okay with being fwb until we started becoming more. and ever since you left, i can't stop thinking about you.

you’re the greatest mistake ive ever made. losing u will suck sooo bad & i wish it didnt have to be that way, but thanks for all the laughter & memories owen!!

i miss you dude. i miss my best friend more than anything. i don’t even want a relationship with you anymore, i just want to talk to you again. i’ve finally figured myself out and i want to share it with you. i’m finally happy. i get why you ended things and it was the right call, but i wish you’d call and tell me you missed me and we could be friends again. i don’t love you like that anymore, i just want my bestfriend back.

i know you need to figure your heart out, but it’s killing me not knowing when or if we will ever happen. i want you so bad

the pain of missing you is the greatest pain i've ever felt. this color reminded me of your eyes. they were so pretty. rest easy baby

I had a dream last night. I dreamt that you were there and as we lie together, I could feel your touch and your warmth hugging me from behind. You tried to convince me that we should get back and for one second it felt so nice. But, I know that it's all a dream. In it, everything seems okay and aligned. But, I wake up in a dystopian life, one where you no longer exist.

I just wish that you'd call, but I know that I'm probably just a nuisance to you. I still love you no matter what, I hope you know.

I saw you today and I hate you and it and that I still think of you even though we were nothing I hate you

If you didn't leave me I think we wouldn't be in this situation at all. I saw a future with you and now all I have to look back on is the past. We still speak like we're dating but no one can ever know and I hate myself for letting you still talk to me. I miss what you were, who I thought you were.

Your not my first love but I hope your my last. Seeing you in my notifications brings me out of my dark place, I wish you knew how much I want us to be. I know your lost I want to be the one who finds you.

do you dream about me ? i dream about you sometimes. I often find comfort in your voice when i do , we could have been something , but now we are strangers

I wasn’t ready for what you would bring, or the heartache you would leave. I just hope you treat her better, I can’t handle it like you can.

Youre a fucking dick i hope yk that all you did was flirt with other girls and fuck me over and dont even deny it cause i watched it happen

i’m sorry i led you on for so long, i knew i didn’t want you back for a while and i was wrong for dropping you like i did

Despite all the horrors you put me through. I would still be willing to fight them off to be with you

we both promised we wouldn’t leave each other, but u pushed me away and blamed me for leaving you. i genuinely liked you but u said u lost feelings and posted another girl, i wish i was enough. i miss you crabby