thanks for showing me that all im worth is my body :) go fck urself, stop coming back to me when ur lonely, u only come back bc you know ill give u the attention, but u dont miss me

i miss u and it sucks, u trated me horribly in the relationship but i still want u. Ive always wanted u, when u were going thru hard time and when u were at ur highest. you only wanted me for nudes and sex. you didnt care abt me when i was at my low, you left me when i was at my lowest

how can you look someone in the eyes and tell them you're not in love with them and expect them to be fine?

you've been on my mind a lot recently. i care about you more than you realize. i really hope you're ok.

You were the first boy to tell me I was pretty and it meant a lot to me I am sorry it ended that way I am sorry I couldn't help with what you needed I am sorry I went to ruin things for you I didn't mean for any of that to happen to you I miss you so much

You hurt all of us. I loved you even though we never said it. I hope ur happy with her. You burned down everything we had. I want you back but it will just hurt me more when you leave me for her. Again. Goodbye.

You're not the type to read this or write one. But I am.
Some people say love is like a rollercoaster, but I guess ours was one of those rides that bring you high enough to see the entire city and then drop you back to where you started. The rise up was so much fun. We did all the fun lovey-dovey stuff that you see in the movies. I told you I loved you, you said it back, and I thought everything was perfect. I even met your parents. But I guess our fast rise was doomed to a fast crash. I was so engaged with the idea of being in love that I ignored the things that really bothered me. I like my own music even though you don't. I take care of myself even though you said I don't. I love my friends even though you don't. I like being a liberal, you like Trump. I just wish you didn't break me down and say you weren't in love with me even after months of I love yous. Couldn't you have just waited to say it back if you didn't mean it? Now I'm left picking up the pieces of my heart like the pieces of clothing you always left at my place. Like the rise and fall ride, I got a view of all the city lights and what love could and should look like, so I guess in the end I'm grateful that we came crashing back to the ground and got to walk away from the person I was strapped in with. I never even really liked the rise and drop rides anyway. I still don't. Next time I go on a carnival ride, I hope it's with someone who wants to ride a real rollercoaster instead of putting me through the Tower of Terror.

i know that you just used me and even though i know that i still like you, you took what you wanted and left

hey loser. i dont know if you'll find this when your sad like I read all of them with the name jenny. why'd you leave. seriously. i loved you so much and i know thats silly for someone thats 14 to say but i felt love when i was with you. when we would run around and play tag around your pool table or you sitting on top of me. how'd you let all of that go. we were the perfect love story. i get you wanted to work on yourself but why'd you have to start smoking weed. you knew i'd hate it but you wouldn't thought about me during that. even though you've made me cry so many times i'll always have a heart built for my bubs. i hope you do miss me or i get over you, which ever one comes first i'd like it to be soon. i have so many guys hitting me up but no one of them are my black haired blue eyes goof i'd grown to love. why can't they be u.

I miss you so much. I wish I could hold you one last time. I wish you fought for the little we had left. I still love you.

i think i am over you. i really do, but if you called me at 3 in the morning, i would pick up in a heartbeat. i still love you but my feelings are just so confused right now i dont know.

i hope one day you'll realize that i am the one for you. that i always have been. and when you do, just know i'll still be waiting for you.

You made me feel wanted, even if it wasn’t real. So i thank you for that. I hope you get everything you want in life cause deep down your an AMAZING guy

I want to be with you forever and spend every second with you. You are my sense of direction and the light of my life. I love you more than anything

i know my feelings were super sudden. i should'nt have said anything. i would rather stay sick as a dog than know i made you upset. forgive me.

I miss you so much. I wish I could have spent more time with you annoying you with Disney binge watches. Gone too soon. Everyone misses you so much and it sucks knowing you left feeling unloved by so many people. Love you always, can't wait until we meet again.

the things that you said hit different, you make me feel happy and i hadn't felt that in a while. talking to you for the first time made me so happy and i still don't know why. i miss you.

Every time I see you or your name pop up on my screen I always get this tsunami feeling in my stomach. No not butterflies a tsunami.

thank you for introducing me to love. you were always so good to me and all you've ever wanted is for me to be happy. i hope life has been treating you well, give the pooch a kiss from me

i think you were the first boy i truly ever loved. it sucks you didn’t feel the same. i know you said you didn’t wanna hurt me but you still did at the end of the day. i miss you stupid come back if you want.

You were cool. Handsome for your age. You were so funny and nice but grew up to be a right asshole. What happened ?

i'm trying my best to live for you and i'm trying to be good so i can meet you up in heaven. miss you bud.

it's ironic how i'm keeping track of how often i think of you but i think about you a lot still and wish i could know how you're doing

I didn't realise I could fall in love with someone so quickly. You've really enchanted me to the point where you're all I'm thinking about. I hate that we might have to spend some time apart when you're only a 20 minute walk away. I want this to work so badly and I am so afraid of fucking up and having you not love me anymore.
I hope that one day I get to read back on this and smile and know that it really did all work out in the end.
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ive slept with 7 new guys since we broke up 3 weeks ago. i wonder how many bandaids ill keep putting on this bleeding gash that comes from missing you.

that day in 7th grade when s dared you to asked me out i knew, i was in love with you. but youll never love me back, and thats okay. ill wait.

even tho we’re not together i think i could love you because every time i fall apart i always end up coming back to you

please try to understand how i’m feeling, it doesn’t have to be all the time. just when you think i need some help

fuck you for breaking me to make you a better person. but i miss you sometimes. you're a piece of shit but i miss you.

loving you was the greatest thing I have done in my life so far. a piece of my heart will forever belong to you; I will want you, always.

every time I see someone unfollowed me, I check to make sure it wasn’t you. it feels like I can’t breathe.

I never got to tell you how much I like you. Hopefully, we meet In another life and maybe then I'll finally be confident and tell you how much I adore you. Bye

i'm really really sorry for ending things. it was stupid. but we both made mistakes and i do miss you. i don't regret anything between me and you and i hope you don't either. i understand you're with someone now but if i had another chance i wouldn't mess up. also, i literally cannot get over you no matter how hard i try to move on, i always come back to you. i tried talking to someone new and it wasn't the same at all. with you, i had a 100 percent gut feeling i wanted to be with you but i didn't feel the same about this other kid. i still remember things you would text me and tell me from 7 months ago. i remember how i would smile every single time you texted me, how i told all of my friends and family about you, how no matter what i was doing i always thought about you. i still do sometimes like if a song comes on it will remind me of you, or when i'm scrolling through my memories and find pictures of when we were dating. i really really hope you're happy with her and i hope she's happy with you. if i'm being completely honest i wish i was with you but for now, i hope you guys treat each other right and make so many happy memories.

Thank you for being the one I could talk to and trust. I’m sorry it didn’t work. But maybe it will later.

part of me prays you know about this website just so you see these, but the other part of me knows you don’t. i miss you though. come back to beaumont ?

i love(d) you so much, eventhough i knew you wouldnt (and couldnt) love me back the way i loved you, im sorry for the time i was mean to you, im sorry for being so selfish that i didnt see it earlier. im sorry

i hope you like your new girl. you were the only boy i thought i could marry and now i swear i’ll never get married.

The day i met you, I was so close to just ending it, then you came, and i found a reason to stay. You made my life amazing for 2 months.Everyday I wish I could see you. You meant so much to me and I hate that I met you so young, and when I am not allowed to date. Your hugs made me feel safe and secure, I hate that you had to be a secret.. I could go on and on, but I wont... thankyou for saving my life..

i loved you a lot. and i don’t know what you’ve told other people but our relationship wasn’t my fault. nathan you were my first example of love, you were a really shit example. i don’t like you anymore and i’m over us but i’m sorry of the other girls that you’ve dated and told lies to.

It's me I know you wanted me gone out of your life but man did it hurt your words are harsh and you don't know how to use them in SOME situations you blocked me because you couldn't give a shit for us which hurts so much I'm currently sitting in bed at 05:55 to be exact) in the morning listening to some sad shit to cry to while thinking of you which became a memory unfortunately.

Are you happy? Are you okay? Are you doing well?

IT pains me, the thought of you pains me very minute I wish it didn't have to come to this and you know it but I have to let you go I guess but remember me please. :3

I'm scared and just want someone to reassure me but I guess it hard.
Good luck with life Nathan.

:)

ok so get out i dont like you and ur literally like awful. homphobic and transphobic and idk how you support trump because hes literally racist what. anyways i hope i forget about you, and jonathon too yall were weird.

I really liked you even if i didn’t show u I really did like u but I had a feeling you were gonna break my heart yk so I just took the first chance I got to leave u and I shouldn’t have did that. I should’ve texted u and spoke with u first but I didn’t and I regret that everyday. And I wish I texted u first and showed u all the love I had for u I don’t know what was wrong with me ig u just came out of no where all of a sudden and started showing me attention and it was all so sudden. But I honestly believe if we were friends for a lil longer and I got to know u some more then I would’ve 100% stayed with u. I love you and miss u so much and even tho I don’t ever want u to ever see this deep deep down I want u to because I know u feel like I hate u and I did u wrong but it’s the opposite I promise. And Ik this is gonna sound so fucking weird but I’ve always felt a connection with u the first time I saw u. But if your name happens to be Nathan and u come across this then I want u to know you’re loved. Someone in the world loves u so much even if they may not show it.

I love you with my whole heart. Grateful we ended up together, but I worry it won't last. You'll always be my person

whenever i got a notification from you i got butterflies in my stomach, why couldn't you get them too

i’m so sorry for hurting you. but you manipulated me to get what you wanted from me and then you left..

Even though you didn’t have the maturity to be anything more than my best friend, and even though you hurt me, I’ll always have a place in my heart for you.

it’s so bittersweet being with you, but not together. i miss holding your face and pausing during a kiss to smile.

i didn’t like my name until you said it . i didn’t like my body until you made me feel confident . i love and miss you so much .

all those painful years you had put me in with all those girls just made me love you even more and i wish it could just stop .

you are my angel. always have been, always will be. i am forever beside you, in the here and now and in the life to come. i’ll love you forever, my sunshine. mocha chai.