Unsent messages to NATE
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 25, 2023, 9:54 pm UTC
you never even indicated that you missed me
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 25, 2023, 1:31 am UTC
it’s silly, but sometimes i still sleep in your sweater
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 22, 2023, 3:52 am UTC
I will never forget that night u kissed me..
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 17, 2023, 9:41 pm UTC
i want you to love me the way i’ve always loved you.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 10, 2023, 2:52 am UTC
you leaving was the best thing that ever happened to me
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 9, 2023, 5:19 am UTC
Ever since you broke my heart I haven’t felt the same
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 6, 2023, 1:23 am UTC
I don’t understand why I cant stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: August 2, 2023, 1:24 am UTC
Of course you would use me for my body
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 31, 2023, 3:31 pm UTC
i think the color green will always remind me of you now
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 28, 2023, 3:36 am UTC
i used to love you so much, i’m glad i don’t anymore.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:42 pm UTC
I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:43 pm UTC
You are everything to me. I hope I'm enough for you
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:13 pm UTC
i’m not sure we’ll ever work no matter how hard we try
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 14, 2023, 4:55 pm UTC
i cant look at your name without feeling physically sick
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:59 pm UTC
I still want to be around you but I know I can't. I'm sorry
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: July 11, 2023, 10:53 pm UTC
the little moments with you actually mean a lot to me
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:53 pm UTC
I know im not perfect/ you dont even want to get to know me. but even seeing your face everyday at school brung me happiness.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:13 pm UTC
I wish I told you how I craved to be woken up besides you. To hear your little alien alarm. How much I adored your sleepy face. I always imagined us in the kitchen before work. Me in your tee shirt wearing your slippers slippin on a coffee telling you to hurry go shower while I made your pancakes your eggs your bacon. I wanted so badly to treat you how you deserved. I should of known that the push away was only a response to make me stay. I should of fucking stayed. I’ve regretted it almost every day sence. I still think of you as my other half though you are the better half, you’re my soft spot. I have nothing more than love in my heart for you even on those days that I scream all I have is hate. You taught me so much and I hope oneday you can say the same about I. Thank you for being in my lifetime. Your presence was enough. I’ll always cherish our little moments.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:37 pm UTC
I’d give the world a million times over in hopes that I could rewind time and love like I promised I would. I hated leaving you, every single time.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:50 am UTC
i really liked you. it hurts me to see the way your not affected by this at all. do you not care about me at all? i miss you
-.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:04 pm UTC
I feel empty when I think about a life without you. But I also feel empty when I think about a life with you. What do we do?
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:03 am UTC
I always deserved better than you. I forgive myself for not seeing that until you were already gone. -the summer girl
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
our love story ended the first time because no matter how hard we fought it, time was against us. it ended the second time because you became a different person after losing me the first time. i only wish you the best
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:58 am UTC
Why did you have to leave me, when all I wanted to do was love you? I prayed for you ever single night, how could you take my faith too ?
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:57 am UTC
You hurt me really bad, some things you’ve done and said are unforgivable. But even though you’re with someone new there’s a part of me always being pulled into you, I think I’ll miss you forever
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:48 am UTC
I know you're hurting, those 2:30am walks don't mean nothing. I need you to stay here with me. Please
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:37 pm UTC
I hate you so much for leaving me. For not choosing me when for the first time. I was falling in love.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 7, 2021, 3:46 am UTC
i never meant to hurt you. im sorry i always pushed you away. i was so scared of getting hurt that i ended up hurting you instead
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:34 am UTC
I spent most of my life thinking I was never good enough for you, and I still don't know. But just being able to have you in my life is enough.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:46 pm UTC
i know i messed up. i shouldn't have told you how i felt. i shouldn't have ruined our friendship like that. it made my senior year awful and i lost yet another best friend. i wish i could undo it all and take it all back. but did you ever really care in the first place? who knows.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:17 pm UTC
fuck you for breaking me to make you a better person. but i miss you sometimes. you’re a piece of shit but i miss you
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:37 am UTC
you knew me so well. for an entire year. we were like best friends. i could tell you anything. eh oh well i wasted a year of my life oopsies
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:36 am UTC
The last time I was in your arms, I almost told you I loved you. But I didn’t, because our friendship is important to me.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:58 pm UTC
I just want you, but I know that’s just hopeful thinking. I wish things were different between us I wish you saw me how I saw you.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:45 am UTC
if u really loved me like you claim you do, why would you cheat?
why can’t you just leave me alone to move on.
From: ABC
To: Nate
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:31 am UTC
I love you and I can't not think about you, but I have to forget you. Even though I thought breaking up was a good idea I didn't think losing you completely would be an option. This is the only thing I didn't want, that's why I was in with breaking up and healing, but in reality I didn't want to lose you. Even though we aren't good for eachother and we influence eachother badly I still long for you, your smell, voice, hands, or even your presence. I don't like you at the same time. I can't think of our good memories without seeing the bad ones. You weren't who I thought you were. I don't know if I can ever forgive you even though I love you. I am sorry for that, but it's how I am gonna get over you.
Sophia
