i sit here and remember when u called me cute names and now it’s been hard bc u ask me for my body, idk how to love anymore

i dont know why i cant just get over you already.. its been months and we were never even a thing. you still constantly pass my mind, i cant even imagine liking another at this point its just pathetic of me. and even if you saw this youd give me so much shit lmao. goodluck with football though, i truely wish you the best buddy.. you little mammoth

I’d give the world a million times over in hopes that I could rewind time and love like I promised I would. I hated leaving you, every single time.

I wish I told you how I craved to be woken up besides you. To hear your little alien alarm. How much I adored your sleepy face. I always imagined us in the kitchen before work. Me in your tee shirt wearing your slippers slippin on a coffee telling you to hurry go shower while I made your pancakes your eggs your bacon. I wanted so badly to treat you how you deserved. I should of known that the push away was only a response to make me stay. I should of fucking stayed. I’ve regretted it almost every day sence. I still think of you as my other half though you are the better half, you’re my soft spot. I have nothing more than love in my heart for you even on those days that I scream all I have is hate. You taught me so much and I hope oneday you can say the same about I. Thank you for being in my lifetime. Your presence was enough. I’ll always cherish our little moments.

we’re not dating and you said you don’t want to, but i just want you to care for me bc i’m in love with you

your so sweet to everyone. I love u bc I love ur energy and being around u. U make me so happy and I haven’t lost feelings since I met u. My stomach hurts when I think of u

In another world you and me would be together, but for now it's just you and me being best friends. And I can't wait till you're ready for our next chapter, I love you

fuck you. fuck you for making me fall in love at such a young age. fuck you for “loving” me. you really had to tell me i was special and i believed it. fuck you cause my dumbass really waited for you. i rejected everyone that came my way cause i promised you i would wait. i promised so many things and guess what? i kept them all, every. single. one. guess what i was still here when you came back. i promised you would always have a special place in my heart and i wasn’t lying. my heart aches thinking about you. i was so happy. but i was just another person you talked to cause you were bored. i got too attached. when you left, everything left with you. my self confidence, my self love. but i had to act like none of that shit hurt me. like i didn’t care. i’m not saying this to make you feel bad. not at all. just saying what i think. i’m never gonna send this to you, don’t want to ruin what we have now, if its even considered anything. i miss the old you so much.

I miss you everyday. You knew me better than anyone and now we are strangers. Thank you for the good parts. I will always miss the good parts of you.

fuck you for breaking me to make you a better person. but i miss you sometimes. you’re a piece of shit but i miss you

Since I know you, I can’t stop thinking about you, can’t stop move on and forget about you. You’re the only one in my heart and if not you, then who? It’s sad how it all changes, from cute messages to “i’m busy” thingy. I still love you, and i’ll always be here for you if you need me. I am just so in love with you even after almost 4 months of not talking. Your smile was making my day brighter, your laugh was making my day emotional, your stupid and cute hair that you didn’t like was so fucking cute. I believe in us even you don’t. We are young, why won’t we try to give us a chance?

i really liked you and i sat there helping you try to get over your ex. it's not your fault, you didn't know. but it sucked.

hi nate. this is my last letter to you (hopefully). i've left notes to you for the past three months, and i think it's finally time to stop. i hope you find another girl suits you better, a goth one who loves cars, but doesn't wear those "ugly shoes". i hope you find a sx240 with prettier nice interior and a maybe even a white rx-7 in the future. i hope you get those real friendships that you so desire, ones that don't leave you feeling lonely. i hope you learn to be vulnerable and open and that it's okay to not bottle everything up. i hope you stop being so hateful all the time and learn to be sweet and kind. i hope you open your eyes and see all the pain you have caused to those who love you. i hope you grow and learn what love truly is, and that it's more than just a feeling. i love you, nate, and forever will, but i have to let you go. thank you for our memories. i'll cherish those two golden days forever. to the boy i once knew, goodbye.

you made me feel truly cared for for the first time, i still love you but i dont know if i like you anymore

you went back to the girl you told me not to worry about. you’re the reason i became depressed, developed trust issues, and so much more.

I remember that you’re left handed because the night we met we got matching beaded necklaces that we wore on our wrists.

i know i messed up. i shouldn't have told you how i felt. i shouldn't have ruined our friendship like that. it made my senior year awful and i lost yet another best friend. i wish i could undo it all and take it all back. but did you ever really care in the first place? who knows.

no matter how much i want to hate you for what you did, i know in my heart that i will never stop loving you

Sometimes when I think I need you I wonder if you ever do the same. But then I remember I was never enough for you.

I picked this color because you said this was your favorite color on me:) but I came to this website to make it seem like I could text you but it wouldn’t feel the same it wouldn’t have that spark of butterflies cause I know you won’t see it and reply but ever since middle school you gave me them and I never gave up on you, but you did.

i can still feel your laugh and your touch, i can still see your eyes. 1 minute you were my world and the next i gave you up.

You were my best friend. I loved how much we hung out and how much we appreciated eachother. I loved it so much that I started to fall in love with you. Unfortunately we went through a rough patch and we couldn't get past it. I miss you everyday, I think about you all the time, and I just wish we were still friends. I wish I could tell you how I feel. I love you.

I spent most of my life thinking I was never good enough for you, and I still don't know. But just being able to have you in my life is enough.

Thank you for being the first person I loved and for eventually teaching me what to not look for in a boyfriend and to know when it’s over.

you showed me what love was. even though things didn't end great, I'm grateful that I had you in my life.

i wish you could know how much i still love you. we fucked each other up so much but i would still do anything hear you laugh again

I know im not perfect/ you dont even want to get to know me. but even seeing your face everyday at school brung me happiness.

why didn't you stay? did we ever love each other properly? and if so, why did you toss me in the bin and replace me so quickly? you said you think about me every day the moment I reached out again from across the globe on New Year's Day. I can't help but wonder now how much you meant it. you were my first love, even though I wasn't yours. had I known you'd be sorry two years later, would I have bled out the way I did? would I have shed the skin I was in, time and time again, so I could finally say you never touched it?

You make me want to see myself the way you see me. You make me want to love myself the way you love me.

i never meant to hurt you. im sorry i always pushed you away. i was so scared of getting hurt that i ended up hurting you instead

I remember the first time in our relationship I realized I didn’t love you. It’s funny how a year went by after.

I still remember everything about you. I don’t hate you I never did. If you ever stop hating me maybe we can talk.

originally i wanted to punch you out of angst. now i want to punch you because you make my life complicated in a good way. nonetheless, fuck you.

sincerely,
a

lol i am madly in love with you and it hurts that you’ll never realize or feel the same way but i have felt this way since sixth grade and it doesn’t seem to be going away any time soon and um yeah

You told me you wanted to love me but couldn't. You made me think I could try to love again. I wish you would've picked me.

Sad short life taken away too quickly they’d say too me though it would be like you had never existed. So stay dead.

i never sent the post cards because they're always imperfect. I had them on my wall instead next to a dalí piece. best to you always

I still think of you sometimes. Maybe it was right person wrong time, or maybe you weren't meant to stay in my life but that day I spent with you was one of the happiest ones of my life

Hi its your ex me from middle school im so sorry for ever letting you go. I never realized how great of a guy you were and that you actually cared about me i miss you but you maybe have moved on an im scared to text you.

I hate you so much for leaving me. For not choosing me when for the first time. I was falling in love.

I really hope she was worth it. I loved you with my whole heart and i know you knew i was doing as best i could for you. It just wasn't enough was it? I saw you every second day and it still wasn't enough for you. It's been 209 days and i still miss you. I hate myself for it. I hope you find happiness in something or someone. I still see our spot all the time. i hate that it's the only thing i have left of you. I still love you forever and always

I hate you, but nearly 3 years go by and I still can’t help thinking of you. Maybe I don’t hate you so much after all.

I don't feel sad anymore when I think of you. Instead I feel proud I was able to put you in the past. I hope you two are happy together :)

I loved you for a long time. Including the time it took me to accept you didn’t feel the same way back. You made me chase you and when I finally caught up, I saw you at the finish line with somebody else. You made my heart flutter and believe in true love. You danced in the rain, you watched movies at sunset, you were the perfect romantic. I just wish I was the Juliet to the end of your movie.

I want to be with you. I truely do, I want to steal your hoodies and be yours. But that will never happe I mean look at me I'm ugly, I'm overweight who would love me not you I just wish... I thought we were soulmates but that changed when you dumpeb mm for the most basic one in school Fuck what was I thinking

i fell in love with you before i even knew you. and it’s like i still don’t know you. i’d imagined so many scenarios with u, pictured all the cute things we could do together and imagined a life with u. and then you walked away. like we had never even met. and all i’m left with is my made up scenarios in my head.

you threw away our bromance for a girl i totally understand but i thought our four years would be worth more that her 4 months. :(

I miss you or maybe i just miss the way you made me feel. I hope she treats you better than i ever did

You treated me so horribly, I wish I could tell you how mad I am at you. But if I did I would think you're in the right all over again

I'm still not sure what I did to make you hate me, but I hope you're in a good and happy place right now.