Unsent Messages

I wish I told you how I craved to be woken up besides you. To hear your little alien alarm. How much I adored your sleepy face. I always imagined us in the kitchen before work. Me in your tee shirt wearing your slippers slippin on a coffee telling you to hurry go shower while I made your pancakes your eggs your bacon. I wanted so badly to treat you how you deserved. I should of known that the push away was only a response to make me stay. I should of fucking stayed. I’ve regretted it almost every day sence. I still think of you as my other half though you are the better half, you’re my soft spot. I have nothing more than love in my heart for you even on those days that I scream all I have is hate. You taught me so much and I hope oneday you can say the same about I. Thank you for being in my lifetime. Your presence was enough. I’ll always cherish our little moments.