I love you and I can't not think about you, but I have to forget you. Even though I thought breaking up was a good idea I didn't think losing you completely would be an option. This is the only thing I didn't want, that's why I was in with breaking up and healing, but in reality I didn't want to lose you. Even though we aren't good for eachother and we influence eachother badly I still long for you, your smell, voice, hands, or even your presence. I don't like you at the same time. I can't think of our good memories without seeing the bad ones. You weren't who I thought you were. I don't know if I can ever forgive you even though I love you. I am sorry for that, but it's how I am gonna get over you.
Sophia