Unsent messages to N
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 21, 2020, 12:17 pm UTC
I will always believe in you and always remember there is a girl from across the world who loves you. :)
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
we were supposed to be together i’m sorry i tried to make you jealous and wasted our only time left together
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:43 am UTC
i love you with my all you should know that already but sometimes i feel that we need a break for the better or maybe a break up. ofc its going to hurt but im stopping myself from healing but yk i could always be wrong and what if i go back and we last forever? i really want to be like that 5 year relationship you had. she mustve had something that you guys never argued but i gotta remember im not her but i could try to be her but tbh i cant i love you so much bebe but these days i feel like im about to lose you and what if i am? that would hurt my heart alot but even though i said that sometimes i think that we should break up always know that i always have faith in us and never bring it up because we could always work through it i really hope that doesnt change i love you bye
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
You can’t keep telling me that you’re replacing my last name with yours when you won’t even do it yourself.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
it hurts to see you with other people living your best life but all I want is for you to be happy. if thats without me, im ok with that.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:31 pm UTC
I would've stayed with you even tho u did those things to me. I didn't realise how wrong they were. Until u broke up with me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:27 am UTC
hey lol where do i start. i’ve tried denying how i feel so many times because for one you’re in the grade below me but it’s just everytime i see you or talk to you i get the same feelings over and over again. it’s like butterflies, but i just feel so vulnerable and nervous and jealous when you’re around another girl. i know i’m not your type at all though. you like girls who are skinny, short, and have a nice body but something i’ve noticed is that they all see you the same way which i’ll never understand because even just from the smallest of conversations i’ve had with you i just know how much of kind, gentle, reserved, loving and funny person you are. it pains me to say this but at this moment of time if i were ever to put myself in a relationship even with a guy who’ll promise me the world, there won’t be a day were i won’t think of you and i don’t know what it is because you’ll never see me in that way so this all just confuses me. if only there was a way i could put how i feel about you into words, but i mean i’ll try my best to sum it up for you. dear yk who, i don’t know what it is about you that i admire so much whether that’s just you not giving me any attention whatsoever, or honestly just the thought of never actually being able to be with you, but one thing that’s certain is that whenever i am with you it feels like time has stopped and every moment spent with you even in a group environment is a moment i fall for you even harder than i already have. it’s been a year and you’re all i think about even though i know i’ll never be the one for you, but i promise that whatever happens and if you do meet that amazing girl one day i’ll be nothing but proud of you. so *, i love you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
Whenever I feel the most anxious, I imagine being in your bed, your dimples when you smile and your touch. I’m forever grateful for you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:09 am UTC
im thinking of you a lot more than i should be... im better now. im okay. thanks for the good times, but please treat her better.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
Estoy muerta de amor por vos y no te das cuenta lo mal que me hace no poder vernos y sentir que vos estas en otra, te extraño y quiero como a nadie
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:26 pm UTC
I don’t think I was in love with you, but you broke me. You broke my heart, because you treated me as a toy, and now? I guess you don’t even remember me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:34 pm UTC
and every night before i fall asleep i still think about us and the love we had. I will always love you
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:55 pm UTC
Ya te perdoné pero me hubiera gustado que fueras honesta conmigo desde el momento en el que dejaste de quererme en vez de tenerme como tu pendeja tanto tiempo y con el corazón roto
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:09 am UTC
sometimes i still wonder what made you abandon me during the toughest time in my life. i tell myself i was enough. now i have to just believe it.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
I don't understand why you didn't let me help you. Instead you ruined our relationship and now I'm broken because of you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
F you like fr you hurt me at a time I couldn't fight back. Who does that? You a Whole woman while I'm a Kid
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
I tell myself I don’t miss you but every night I stay awake thinking about you and wondering if you’re thinking of me. I hate that she gets everything I wanted, you always treat the next person better than you treated me and I hate that
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:48 pm UTC
You make me so happy and you just get me so well, I love talking to you and honestly, I'm jealous of your girlfriend and I wish I could be her, please just take me?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:41 pm UTC
No matter how long it takes ill still be here waiting for you. Every night i have dreams of you and me, and i can only hope and pray that those are just a glimpse of the future
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
i'm sorry for lying, i'm sorry for sending mixed messages. but most of all i'm sorry for breaking your heart.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
just really bad timing and horrible communication. maybe at a later time but a small part of me will always wait for u.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:53 pm UTC
bruh you literallly are to perfect to be true and I have only been talking to you for such a little time period. I really am scared of relationships but I can see myself with you, I feel like you are gonna ghost me tho, bc u are just so perfect. pls i am so touch deprivedddd
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
Yeah I don’t really know you. You have no idea I exists and it pains me. Yeah since I don’t know you that well I shouldn’t even like you like that or i should have already got over it. It’s just that.. you’re the first. and.. i just really hope one day you’ll notice me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:36 am UTC
Maybe we weren't right for each other, maybe our timing wasn't right. I just wish you'd say something to me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
Wish you could’ve saved yourself for me, like I saved myself for you...i will never bash you for it, but i know I will never be her. It just hurts to say because I wish I was ur first.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:53 am UTC
Please don't show up every 5-6 months apologizing after every conversation. I get over you then get re-attached just for you to show up and then go away for half a year
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
You used to see me as a friend. Now we’re not even that. I miss you, and still hope you think about me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:25 am UTC
I know you’ve been through a lot. I know you feel like you won’t find love in this life. If your feelings change, I’ll be here.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:33 am UTC
I wished you knew, you taught me lot about myself and I didn’t realize until that I’m doing much better without you:)
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:02 pm UTC
i made this green because it’s your favorite color. i’ve grown to appreciate the color green more, just because of you. i think of the color, and then i think of you and how much i love you. it’s a lot of love. you’re my soulmate, you’re my twin flame, you’re my yellow. i can’t live without you, and it breaks my heart that you’re so sad so much. you don’t deserve it. i hope i can find a way to convince you of you.
i really hope you never read this. but if you do somehow, it’s your soupmate.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 15, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
i still blame myself for everything you did to me. i still love you because you love me back. its only nature.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 15, 2020, 1:22 pm UTC
I am not ready to admit the way I feel about you coz you have absolutely no idea and I can tell I don’t even exist to you
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 15, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
Being without you drives me crazy. Being with you suffocates me. I hope we never see eachother again.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 15, 2020, 2:59 am UTC
if only you knew how much i really loved you. my heart breaks knowing that you never have nor will you ever feel the same about me. a girl can only dream though, right?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 14, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
Maybe I was wrong when I sent the last message because there is someone who has been consistent and good to me. I pray you never find out who, but that person brings me so much kindness. He's patient with me and gentle (even when he's being rough). Today I called out to the universe to send me someone that would make me feel all of the warmth and desire I once felt with you, and imagine my surprise when I open an out of the blue text that had a supportive meme, and then he asked me to stay the night with him over Christmas.. and to stay for breakfast in our messy pajamas. I never expected to feel so giddy, but I can't seem to stop smiling at the thought. You aren't the only one that can delight me like that, and I'm so relieved to finally feel that way. (And I'm not even all that sorry that it just happened to be him)
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 14, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
i wish we had closure so i could see you one last time. But i had to leave for my own sanity for the second time.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 14, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
They said that the life is too short and the world too big because of that u have to full ur mind of memories and u always will be my best memory
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 13, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
maybe they’re right and we should stop holding onto the friendship but you were meant to be in my life. i know it
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 13, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
maybe they’re right and we should stop holding onto the friendship but you were meant to be in my life. i know it
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:55 pm UTC
hi:) im writing this bc u piss me off all the time. i just dont know how to tell u. im sorry, but u can be very annoying yet i feel like guilty saying it towards u. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:36 am UTC
you will always be my first love. i miss you. you shouldn't have been with me if you weren't planning to stay.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 10, 2020, 5:20 am UTC
for a second you put your head on my shoulder at the orchestra, saying you could fall asleep. our arms were parallel on the arm rest fuck I want to talk to you again, but I doubt you even remember this
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 9, 2020, 7:18 am UTC
perdĂłn si te hice perder el tiempo creyendo que te podĂa amar, pero me estaba mintiendo. no te puedo amar todavĂa, mi corazĂłn sigue esperando recibir el mismo amor que sentĂa cuando estaba con Ă©l. lo siento mucho...
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:36 pm UTC
I said fucking love me not fucking leave me :(
I said talk me cute not talk bad things at my back :|
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:17 pm UTC
Nunca llegué a amarte, solo fuiste parte de mi vida unos meses. Te agradezco por enseñarme a no rogarle amor a nadie, el que quiere estar, estará y el que no se irá. Te deseo lo mejor. Aún extraño hablarte pero no me interesa saber nada de ti.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 8, 2020, 6:50 am UTC
I have always told you everything, but... I really appreciate you shared your dreams with me. I always wanted to be part of them.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:29 pm UTC
I wish that your pillowcase still smells like my hair so you'd have to remember me and how much you hurted me every night before you go to sleep.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 7, 2020, 3:25 am UTC
you broke my heart. how do i just let the memories fade? i miss u but i never wanna be with you again
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 6, 2020, 2:52 pm UTC
I hope you find someone that loves you like I did. You’ve taken a piece of my soul with you.My heart is yours, forever.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 6, 2020, 2:51 pm UTC
I hope you find someone that loves you like I did. You’ve taken a piece of my soul with you.My heart is yours, forever.
