Unsent messages to N
From: ABC
To: N
I really loved you and adored you. You could’ve just told me you didn’t feel the same instead of making me feel as if you loved me too.
From: ABC
To: N
We used to be very close friends. Im trying to bring us close again but I dont think you want that. Why?
From: ABC
To: N
right person, wrong time. that's what i meant when i told you i needed more time. the color of this is what it looks like in my room because i want you but i can't figure it out just yet and it hurts for no reason.
From: ABC
To: N
i wish i knew how i felt right away. i wish i could feel how i felt before i let go. because no matter how bad my shit was, i got to think about you all the time. i'm at an all time low and i need you but i cant. its very hard to explain :/
From: ABC
To: N
if only you knew how much i really loved you. my heart breaks knowing that you never have nor will you ever feel the same about me. a girl can only dream though, right?
From: ABC
To: N
i know we're young, but can we please make it? it just feels way too right. i don't want anyone else, ever.
From: ABC
To: N
Being without you drives me crazy. Being with you suffocates me. I hope we never see eachother again.
From: ABC
To: N
I finally decided to let it go. That's hurt but its better for us. I wish u the best and i'll always love u.
From: ABC
To: N
I am not ready to admit the way I feel about you coz you have absolutely no idea and I can tell I don’t even exist to you
From: ABC
To: N
Estoy harta de ser tu opción siempre, me encantas, me gustas tanto y me jode que jamás podremos ser nada por todo lo que he hecho, podría haber sido lindo lo nuestro, espero que estés con alguien que te adore y le gustes tanto, que JAMÁS te lastime y tu tampoco la lastimes a ella, quiero que la ames de la manera en que yo jamás podré ser amada. Mientras tanto, yo aún tengo reservada tu cita para el 2030 cuando sea dermatóloga. Te quiero nene.
From: ABC
To: N
you're messed up n i'm complicated but u still succeed at being close to me, idk what'll happen for us but i hope u won't die and i won't be hurt too much
maybe u are the one maybe not, i don't even know now and i am even more lost but i hope everything will be fine in the end
From: ABC
To: N
i still blame myself for everything you did to me. i still love you because you love me back. its only nature.
From: ABC
To: N
i know you can't stand me and you're probably with her right now, but i just wanted to say i'm sorry even though i have no idea what i'm apologising for.
From: ABC
To: N
hey, its been 6 months and i moved on but i still think about you sometimes but i know you don't think of me anymore. my spot was taken by her.
From: ABC
To: N
There are times I wish we worked out, but only in my head. You’re the person my friends always warned me about.
From: ABC
To: N
I thought we were going well, until you left and I realized your true intentions. Was it worth it to lie?
From: ABC
To: N
I’ll remember you for showing me how it felt to be wanted, but also how it felt to be lied and used for.
From: ABC
To: N
After all the pain, if you ask me to be yours, i’d say yes in a heartbeat. I’ll always choose you. xxp
From: ABC
To: N
why did i have to leave when i did? youll always be what defines love to me, but fate had other ideas
From: ABC
To: N
I never fully grasped what it meant to be so far deep you forgot how to breathe, that was until I caught a glimpse of those emerald eyes.
From: ABC
To: N
everything I post is about you. the songs, the books, the poems, the pictures, their captions, it's all about you. nothing has stopped being about you
From: ABC
To: N
the way im in love with you is scary. ive never loved someone the way I love you. so please don't fuck up this time
From: ABC
To: N
i made this green because it’s your favorite color. i’ve grown to appreciate the color green more, just because of you. i think of the color, and then i think of you and how much i love you. it’s a lot of love. you’re my soulmate, you’re my twin flame, you’re my yellow. i can’t live without you, and it breaks my heart that you’re so sad so much. you don’t deserve it. i hope i can find a way to convince you of you.
i really hope you never read this. but if you do somehow, it’s your soupmate.
From: ABC
To: N
I wish you would pay the slight attention to me and not shut me out every time you act genuinely nice like you do to everyone else. I wish you weren’t so oblivious and didn’t talk about that other girl all the time. I wish that you would like me back. I wish that you would show an actual interest in me like I show in you. I wish you wouldn’t be dry when we text but so happy in the group-chats. I just wished that you liked me like I like you.
From: ABC
To: N
Traumatic, horrible experiences one after another. I'd always get caught. I had a plan. You saved me. You changed my mind.
From: ABC
To: N
i just wish i ended things earlier. would've lessened the pain. if i didn't know what i wanted i should've just broken it off completely.
From: ABC
To: N
I bought a family sized box of frosted flakes and then you left me.
Now it just sits on the top shelf mocking me
From: ABC
To: N
i’m sorry for... everything... you have so much going on for u and i don’t make anything easier for you.
From: ABC
To: N
Letting you go is harder then I thought it would be. 2 years is a lot to move past, even if I thought I was stronger then what happened to me and how our love seemed to dissolve right in my hands. I do miss you, even if you think I dont, and the pit in my stomach grows and shrinks when I remember how much I love you, and then I try to remind myself of all the things you did to me. You were the first love of my life and right now I don't know if I'll ever recover. Please never forget about me, please. I need the memories.
From: ABC
To: N
I know you don't miss me, but I'm still very fond of you, and I'm still hopeful that we'll become something :(
From: ABC
To: N
I am really falling for you. Or, at least I think I am. It's just hard to fully let you in so soon after all you have put me through to get to where we are now. I think I am just scared of losing you because I have never felt this strongly.
From: ABC
To: N
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
hey. i really, really, really, really fucking regret it. i hate myself so so so so so much for it. i know i treated you wrong. i treated you horribly. i shouldn’t have left like that. it was fucking childish. i hate myself and i cant get over it for it. ugh. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: N
let me be selfish one last time. i hope that whenever you see this colour on someone you think of me, that your thoughts they'll flooded by our memories. but i also hope you make new memories, one that are happy and fill you with joy. ones that make you beam with happiness. something i couldn't make you do.
From: ABC
To: N
i hate having to pretend that i'm okay when we all know damn well that i miss you. at this point, i'm positive that i would give anything to have you back in my life again
From: ABC
To: N
please look at me like i look at you. please notice me like i notice you. please love me like i think i do.
From: ABC
To: N
i always told myself that you’d eventually realise how much I loved you , that you’d realise how much I lost myself whilst helping you find yourself , but I’m stupid for even thinking this , Maybe it’s my fault , for being so naive , so forgiving and so gullible . I thought you were the greatest boy , the most worthy and the most loving but how can you be all that when you’ve turned me into the person I am today , a cold and unlovable being , total opposites from the person you first met . I hope you realise how much you ruined me , and that I’ll never forgive you .
From: ABC
To: N
I can't tell if you're just busy or if this is who you are- why don't you engage more? Was this a mistake?
From: ABC
To: N
At the end, you went back to the same life you had before. Why is it fair that you left me in your pain?
From: ABC
To: N
I don’t remember. All I remember is staying at your place, feeling happy and a blurry moment of our first date. I’m sorry. That’s how it is with my memories with everyone. Not just you. I’m extremely lost.
From: ABC
To: N
I know it hasn't been that long but why do I feel so possessive over you? I don't even like you that much...
From: ABC
To: N
I thought you were my person. Turns out I was your person, and you let me waste my time thinking you cared about me back. You hurt me worse than I’ve ever been hurt before.
From: ABC
To: N
I want to ruin our friendship
We should be lovers instead
I do not know how to say this
Because you really are my best friend:(
From: ABC
To: N
I hope you're happy now because you made my life miserable yet I still care about you. I don't even want to be here anymore.
From: ABC
To: N
I almost threw up tonight thinking about the moment you’ll put your hand on another persons face to kiss them
From: ABC
To: N
I'm sorry.
sorry for making you feel like you needed to starve yourself to be good enough even though I thought you perfect just the way you were. other then that I hate you for making me feel like I needed to show you my body and have sex with you.
From: ABC
To: N
you’re not the same. i have no clue what to think about you. i moved on ages ago and i’d like you to that i’m doing way better without you.
From: ABC
To: N
I’m bisexual and my dads a raging homophobic bitch and will kick me out if I tell him I’ve know for 7 years and I can’t hold the truth in anymore.
