I can’t tell if it’s platonic or romantic. Either way, you’re an amazing person. Thanks for the memories.

I can’t tell if it’s platonic or romantic. Either way, you’re an amazing person. Thanks for the memories.

i wrote about you in my poetry. i compared you to the stars and planets and everything above, and now it pains me to look at the night sky.

hey lol where do i start. i’ve tried denying how i feel so many times because for one you’re in the grade below me but it’s just everytime i see you or talk to you i get the same feelings over and over again. it’s like butterflies, but i just feel so vulnerable and nervous and jealous when you’re around another girl. i know i’m not your type at all though. you like girls who are skinny, short, and have a nice body but something i’ve noticed is that they all see you the same way which i’ll never understand because even just from the smallest of conversations i’ve had with you i just know how much of kind, gentle, reserved, loving and funny person you are. it pains me to say this but at this moment of time if i were ever to put myself in a relationship even with a guy who’ll promise me the world, there won’t be a day were i won’t think of you and i don’t know what it is because you’ll never see me in that way so this all just confuses me. if only there was a way i could put how i feel about you into words, but i mean i’ll try my best to sum it up for you. dear yk who, i don’t know what it is about you that i admire so much whether that’s just you not giving me any attention whatsoever, or honestly just the thought of never actually being able to be with you, but one thing that’s certain is that whenever i am with you it feels like time has stopped and every moment spent with you even in a group environment is a moment i fall for you even harder than i already have. it’s been a year and you’re all i think about even though i know i’ll never be the one for you, but i promise that whatever happens and if you do meet that amazing girl one day i’ll be nothing but proud of you. so *, i love you.

Did you ever like me or was I just a game? U know when you took my pencil and I tried to take it back than u looked at me for full 5 min that is when I knew I loved you I and I don't know if I still do.

I’m sorry that i could never love you the way that you loved me. I was scared to break your heart like it broke mine.

I would've stayed with you even tho u did those things to me. I didn't realise how wrong they were. Until u broke up with me.

I’m sorry you didn’t think I was enough but I did everything I could for you and you replaced me in a few days. I saved your life

i loved you since we were kids and i still love you but we cant be together.
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The thought of kissing you makes me feel physically ill. Thank you for teaching me what not to look for in a partner.

for a second you put your head on my shoulder at the orchestra, saying you could fall asleep. our arms were parallel on the arm rest fuck I want to talk to you again, but I doubt you even remember this

I think you're the first person I'm actually in love with. Even though I can't be with you, you're still my best friend. Ily.

You promised that we‘re gonna fix ourselves together, while we both were broken. At the end you broke me in all the ways you knew I got hurt in the past. Now I‘m learning how to fix myself without you.

I’m still in love with the person you are and the one you’re going to become. Please stay in my life forever.

i really thought it would be different this time. i really hoped you would've stayed, yet u left me like u never even cared about me. since u're gone, my world turned grey, even though it was once yellow with u.

u are still my first thought in the morning and my last before i fall asleep. i am fighting every day to stay alive since u're gone. i hope u come back one day.

I want to tell you how much you really mean to me, we flirt as a joke but it isn’t a joke to me, it’s all real - i want to tell you i love you but i don’t want to ruin what we have

I remember one time when we stood in the heart together in a game for an achievement, and even though I said it was just for the achievement I was secretly glad it was with you

Thank you for being my 1st, for all the memories but most of all thank you for shaping me into the me i am today.

You made me feel worthless. What did she give you that i didn’t, all because you couldn’t control yourself.

it hurts to see you with other people living your best life but all I want is for you to be happy. if thats without me, im ok with that.

You can’t keep telling me that you’re replacing my last name with yours when you won’t even do it yourself.

you made all the first moves. you came into my life, only to hurt me the way you promised you wouldnt.

i love you with my all you should know that already but sometimes i feel that we need a break for the better or maybe a break up. ofc its going to hurt but im stopping myself from healing but yk i could always be wrong and what if i go back and we last forever? i really want to be like that 5 year relationship you had. she mustve had something that you guys never argued but i gotta remember im not her but i could try to be her but tbh i cant i love you so much bebe but these days i feel like im about to lose you and what if i am? that would hurt my heart alot but even though i said that sometimes i think that we should break up always know that i always have faith in us and never bring it up because we could always work through it i really hope that doesnt change i love you bye

It hurts me how you seemingly forgot the "growing together" portion, how I'm no longer the center of you.

we were supposed to be together i’m sorry i tried to make you jealous and wasted our only time left together

It’s been over a year since I ended things and I just heard you’re still not over me. I’m not over you either. Text me.

You changed too quickly. But I should have seen it coming. I think maybe I did, but I chose to ignore it because I had so much hope for you and I...

I will always believe in you and always remember there is a girl from across the world who loves you. :)

you will always be my first love. i miss you. you shouldn't have been with me if you weren't planning to stay.

You broke my heart and I can’t look at you the same way anymore but I love you too much that I had to take you back

hey, i know you wont like me back, but please just say it to my face. It's so hard to convince myself otherwise.

i know i broke it off but i dont see myself with anyone but you. you thought me how to love and i dont want to love anyone but you. i'm so sorry

you tried to make yoursef look bad when you left me, you wanted me to hate you, but you made me happy.

hi:) im writing this bc u piss me off all the time. i just dont know how to tell u. im sorry, but u can be very annoying yet i feel like guilty saying it towards u. im sorry.

Your my best friend and i’m losing you. I don’t know what to do, i thought we’d be best friends for a long time, but we’re so distant all of a sudden. I know i shouldn’t have depended on you so much but we depended on each other like that. Now we barely speak, you changed and yeah i did too but i was always there for you but i don’t think you were for me.

what the actual fuck? where did you even come from? why now? is all of this in my head or do you feel it too?

You have a crush on my mom Lmfao. So it's real? I picked up on that. Thanks.
PS: I had a breakdown about it :(

You made my world crumble beneath my feet but somehow whenever I see you smile, it comes back together again.

I'm still curious about what you wrote in that letter. Oh God why didn't I take it from u
-girl of your dreams

I cannot find the words to thank you. We went through so much. You held my hand through it all and I am here because of you. I hope you find someone who brings you peace. I hope you find your way back to the path and that you didn’t stray because of us ending. Nothing is permanent, you told me. My gratitude to you is. I could flood the world with it. I hope the universe kisses your cheek for me.

No matter how long it takes ill still be here waiting for you. Every night i have dreams of you and me, and i can only hope and pray that those are just a glimpse of the future

After waiting to hear how you've been you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted of love -Hopeless Romantic

After waiting to hear how you've been you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted of love -Hopeless Romantic

After waiting to hear how you've been, you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted in love - your hopeless romantic

You looked me in the eyes. Moved my hair from getting caught within the door, your body pressed against mine, you had the chance? Why did you let it go.

You make me so happy and you just get me so well, I love talking to you and honestly, I'm jealous of your girlfriend and I wish I could be her, please just take me?

I tell myself I don’t miss you but every night I stay awake thinking about you and wondering if you’re thinking of me. I hate that she gets everything I wanted, you always treat the next person better than you treated me and I hate that

i’m sorry i didn’t hug you goodbye. it’s my biggest regret. i’ll see you in heaven someday and i’ll hug you tight.

you really made me believe you were the one. i hope you seeing me with someone else will hurt you as much as it hurt me when i saw you with her the entire time.