Unsent Messages

Maybe I was wrong when I sent the last message because there is someone who has been consistent and good to me. I pray you never find out who, but that person brings me so much kindness. He's patient with me and gentle (even when he's being rough). Today I called out to the universe to send me someone that would make me feel all of the warmth and desire I once felt with you, and imagine my surprise when I open an out of the blue text that had a supportive meme, and then he asked me to stay the night with him over Christmas.. and to stay for breakfast in our messy pajamas. I never expected to feel so giddy, but I can't seem to stop smiling at the thought. You aren't the only one that can delight me like that, and I'm so relieved to finally feel that way. (And I'm not even all that sorry that it just happened to be him)