Unsent messages to N
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 5, 2020, 7:15 am UTC
we didn't even date but you took more of me than i ever thought possible. wish you the best, but fuck you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 4, 2020, 2:02 pm UTC
It was not only wrong that you said you needed a break and needed to focus on yourself and then 1 week later you were with someone else it was the most hurtful thing.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 3, 2020, 7:10 pm UTC
I remember having your hand in mine. I remember the galaxies in your eyes as you smiled at me that day at the café, how you picked me up and smiled — smiled, with the purest joy in your eyes — eyes I’ve told you I’m in love with countless times. I’m sorry I hurt you. I hope you find the happiness you deserve.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
I hope you're happy now because you made my life miserable yet I still care about you. I don't even want to be here anymore.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 2, 2020, 1:23 pm UTC
i always told myself that you’d eventually realise how much I loved you , that you’d realise how much I lost myself whilst helping you find yourself , but I’m stupid for even thinking this , Maybe it’s my fault , for being so naive , so forgiving and so gullible . I thought you were the greatest boy , the most worthy and the most loving but how can you be all that when you’ve turned me into the person I am today , a cold and unlovable being , total opposites from the person you first met . I hope you realise how much you ruined me , and that I’ll never forgive you .
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 1, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
you’re not my first love but you’re the person i’d go to in a room full of everyone i’ve ever loved. i know we’ll come back to each other. i miss being yours.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 30, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
Traumatic, horrible experiences one after another. I'd always get caught. I had a plan. You saved me. You changed my mind.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 28, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
i know we're young, but can we please make it? it just feels way too right. i don't want anyone else, ever.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 26, 2020, 7:43 pm UTC
You never knew how much I loved you. It wasn’t a relationship kind of love but it was a family love you came into my life and I never thought you would leave until you did .
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 25, 2020, 10:28 am UTC
i wish we had never met, that way i could’ve have saved my firsts for most things without regretting it all now. things would’ve been much simpler
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 24, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
When I see your eyes sparkle when she walks into the room my heart shatters into a thousand pieces. But all I can do is watch as you fall more and more in love with her everyday.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
who am I anymore I don't recognize myself anymore idk what happened i miss being the happy little girl that didn't give a shit and just smiled didn't know what was happening but still decided to smile idk where that part of me went i just want to find myself this is so hard no one even notices i'm just so tired yk like so over this i really am.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 22, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
I thought you were the key to being happy, but now I see I've just hurt us both. I'm sorry, I really did try.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:15 pm UTC
After waiting to hear how you've been, you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted in love - your hopeless romantic
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:09 pm UTC
After waiting to hear how you've been you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted of love -Hopeless Romantic
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
After waiting to hear how you've been you asked what colour I see you as. But what I see now is our canvas is blank ready to be painted of love -Hopeless Romantic
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 14, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
I'm still curious about what you wrote in that letter. Oh God why didn't I take it from u
-girl of your dreams
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 12, 2020, 6:01 pm UTC
i know i broke it off but i dont see myself with anyone but you. you thought me how to love and i dont want to love anyone but you. i'm so sorry
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 7, 2020, 8:04 pm UTC
i loved you since we were kids and i still love you but we cant be together.
_T
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:53 pm UTC
I’m sorry that i could never love you the way that you loved me. I was scared to break your heart like it broke mine.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 6, 2020, 7:13 am UTC
Did you ever like me or was I just a game? U know when you took my pencil and I tried to take it back than u looked at me for full 5 min that is when I knew I loved you I and I don't know if I still do.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 4, 2020, 12:12 pm UTC
I was supposed to say I like you yesterday and that I could make you happy, but why'd you end your life this soon?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 3, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
I don’t know if you liked me back or not but I had a feeling you did. Sorry I was so mean to you I was trying to flirt.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 3, 2020, 11:31 am UTC
i had a crush on you in like 4th grade then you made fun of my weight. i thought you were different from the rest of them.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 3, 2020, 11:20 am UTC
i had a crush on you in like 4th grade then you made fun of my weight. i thought you were different from the rest of them.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
i still love you. even tho i’ve said that i don’t. i still want it to be you and only you. your my everything but i’m nothing to you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
I understand. I admire you and how content you are. Its amazing. You deserve so much, and I know you will get it. Thank you for reminding me that there's good guys out there. Thank you for all the kind words you have said to me. I'm so incredibly sorry for making you uncomfortable, and I will make sure it doesn't happen again. You are precious, I love you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
i wish i could tell u how i felt, but now it's too late. u fell in love w the girl i introduced u to.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 30, 2020, 1:22 pm UTC
i have always been in love with you. i hope one day you’ll finally see how perfect i am for you and you will finally love me back. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:48 am UTC
I can forgive
but I cannot forget
how you made my mind race with possibilities that all pointed to me being the one who was in the wrong, but all along I was the one who was wronged
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
i hope one day our paths will cross again. but for now, i hope you know how sorry i am. i love you always.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 28, 2020, 1:01 am UTC
you really made me believe you were the one. i hope you seeing me with someone else will hurt you as much as it hurt me when i saw you with her the entire time.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 28, 2020, 12:06 am UTC
i’m sorry i didn’t hug you goodbye. it’s my biggest regret. i’ll see you in heaven someday and i’ll hug you tight.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 27, 2020, 10:04 am UTC
You looked me in the eyes. Moved my hair from getting caught within the door, your body pressed against mine, you had the chance? Why did you let it go.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 25, 2020, 7:21 am UTC
why don't you want to fight for us anymore? how do I make you have faith in us again? is our love not enough to try again?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 24, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
i miss you so much. there's so much that was left unsaid & I wish you'd text me, saying u felt the same but clearly if u did, I would've heard from you by now. anyways, I hope ur doing good, I just wanna get this out of my system and be done with it. after I press submit, I'm making peace with where we're at in life and that sometimes good things must come to an end, so something better finds you. goodbye n.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 22, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
You're all playing so well, aren't you? You completely shifted my reality and think all is good? Wow...
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 21, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
i told you that being loved by you was the best feeling in the world. looking back, i probably should’ve kept that to myself.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 19, 2020, 8:06 pm UTC
I know it hasn't been that long but why do I feel so possessive over you? I don't even like you that much...
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 19, 2020, 10:44 am UTC
I don’t remember. All I remember is staying at your place, feeling happy and a blurry moment of our first date. I’m sorry. That’s how it is with my memories with everyone. Not just you. I’m extremely lost.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 18, 2020, 8:25 pm UTC
please look at me like i look at you. please notice me like i notice you. please love me like i think i do.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 18, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
hey. i really, really, really, really fucking regret it. i hate myself so so so so so much for it. i know i treated you wrong. i treated you horribly. i shouldn’t have left like that. it was fucking childish. i hate myself and i cant get over it for it. ugh. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:38 am UTC
i’m sorry for... everything... you have so much going on for u and i don’t make anything easier for you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 15, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
why did i have to leave when i did? youll always be what defines love to me, but fate had other ideas
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:50 am UTC
It’s been over a year since I ended things and I just heard you’re still not over me. I’m not over you either. Text me.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:22 am UTC
You made me feel worthless. What did she give you that i didn’t, all because you couldn’t control yourself.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
Thank you for being my 1st, for all the memories but most of all thank you for shaping me into the me i am today.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:16 am UTC
I’m still in love with the person you are and the one you’re going to become. Please stay in my life forever.
