Unsent messages to N
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
the way im in love with you is scary. ive never loved someone the way I love you. so please don't fuck up this time
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:14 pm UTC
everything I post is about you. the songs, the books, the poems, the pictures, their captions, it's all about you. nothing has stopped being about you
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 7:26 pm UTC
After all the pain, if you ask me to be yours, iâd say yes in a heartbeat. Iâll always choose you. xxp
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
hey, its been 6 months and i moved on but i still think about you sometimes but i know you don't think of me anymore. my spot was taken by her.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
i know you can't stand me and you're probably with her right now, but i just wanted to say i'm sorry even though i have no idea what i'm apologising for.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:54 am UTC
Estoy harta de ser tu opciĂłn siempre, me encantas, me gustas tanto y me jode que jamĂĄs podremos ser nada por todo lo que he hecho, podrĂa haber sido lindo lo nuestro, espero que estĂ©s con alguien que te adore y le gustes tanto, que JAMĂS te lastime y tu tampoco la lastimes a ella, quiero que la ames de la manera en que yo jamĂĄs podrĂ© ser amada. Mientras tanto, yo aĂșn tengo reservada tu cita para el 2030 cuando sea dermatĂłloga. Te quiero nene.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
I really loved you and adored you. You couldâve just told me you didnât feel the same instead of making me feel as if you loved me too.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:02 pm UTC
Eras el amor de mi vida, te deje ir y te solte no por que no te amara, sino por que merecias algo mejor de lo que yo soy y era en ese momento, ahora trabajo en mi por si un dia el destino nos cruza ser lo que deceabas que fuera, perdoname por irme sin despedirme
Te amo siempre te ame y te amare.....
Eres el amor de mi vida
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:08 pm UTC
I know I wasnât the one for you but I want to thank you with all I have for making me happy. I love you and Iâm waiting for you to become if not Iâm this life then another
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:30 pm UTC
it kills me not knowing if i ever meant anything to you, but i don't think i ever would've gotten over you if you told me you loved me. ignorance is bliss, is it not?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:19 pm UTC
sometimes i wonder if you still think about me before i remember that i'm the reason we're not us anymore and you probably hate me. it's okay, i don't blame you, i hate me too
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:35 pm UTC
when you left it was like a ladder pulled beneath my feet. you were my rock and losing you was the hardest thing that i've had to go through. i miss you more and more everyday i wish you didn't have to go soon
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 9:20 am UTC
im learning to let you go. iâm learning i deserve to be loved the way i want to. i desperately wish you couldâve been the one to do that.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
You will always have a special little place in my heart. No matter how I love someone else, that place will be forever yours.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:46 am UTC
You almost drove me to kill myself and no one believed me when I told them how you treated me. They told me Iâm over dramatic
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:39 am UTC
Te quiero mas de lo que tĂș me quieres y duele... Tu siempre vas a ser mi primera opciĂłn y se que yo la tuya no, me quieres pero no de la misma forma, ojalĂĄ te dieses cuenta de la falta que me haces y que si alguna vez me dejases de hablar me morirĂa :( Te quiero muchĂsimo y no te puedo agradecer todo lo que haces por mi aunque no seas consciente. Siento ser tan pesad@ a veces, pero eres la Ășnica persona que me aguanta. En serio eres importisim@ y no quiero que nadie te haga daño nunca, sabes que mereces la pena de sobra. No se que has hecho conmigo pero me paso pensando todo el dĂa en ti y esperando un mensaje tuyo. Siempre tengo ganas de verte y de estar contigo, sabes que siempre voy a estar para ti. No puedo ser mĂĄs feliz cuando me abrazas. PerdĂłn si te molesto, pero te necesito demasiado :(
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:47 pm UTC
No me dejaste otra elección que separarme de ti. Nunca creo que te pueda dejar de querer, se que no me quieres y costarå superarlo. Estaré bien
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:34 pm UTC
Iâm sorry I let my mental health ruin it, I really felt like I love you and you deserve better.
I hope you wait for me
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
I know we were young, but I really loved you. You kept coming back so obviously I wasn't the problem.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:48 pm UTC
what was there that you didn't tell me? was it there? when did it stop? i miss the way you made me feel.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:46 am UTC
It hurts me how you seemingly forgot the "growing together" portion, how I'm no longer the center of you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:54 pm UTC
I want to tell you how much you really mean to me, we flirt as a joke but it isnât a joke to me, itâs all real - i want to tell you i love you but i donât want to ruin what we have
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:43 pm UTC
u are still my first thought in the morning and my last before i fall asleep. i am fighting every day to stay alive since u're gone. i hope u come back one day.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
i really thought it would be different this time. i really hoped you would've stayed, yet u left me like u never even cared about me. since u're gone, my world turned grey, even though it was once yellow with u.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
You promised that weâre gonna fix ourselves together, while we both were broken. At the end you broke me in all the ways you knew I got hurt in the past. Now Iâm learning how to fix myself without you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 6, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
i wrote about you in my poetry. i compared you to the stars and planets and everything above, and now it pains me to look at the night sky.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:38 pm UTC
i have no doubt that we were in love in a past life.
i just hope we can find love together in this lifetime too.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
i have no doubt that we were in love in a past life.
i just hope we can come together in this lifetime too.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
damn boi. we made our little history together. it is funny that we will always remember this. thank you for showing me that you were just the beginning!
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
It still hurt when you told me that you lied about wanting to be with me. Even worse is that I'm still in love with you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 8:03 pm UTC
Oon rakastunut suhun uudestaan niin monta kertaa jo. Kertaakaan en sitÀ oo kertonu. EnkÀ uskalla ikinÀ kertaakaan kertoakkaan. Haluisin olla sun kanssa joka pÀivÀ. Musta tuntuu etten ikinÀ kyllÀstyis suhun. Rakastan kun nauretaan yhdessÀ ja kun katon sun silmiin. En oo ikinÀ tuntenu tÀllÀstÀ enkÀ tiedÀ ootko sÀ. Mun olo on lohduton kun tiedÀn ettet tule ikinÀ tietÀmÀÀn miten paljon vÀlitÀn susta. Mun rakkaus riittÀisi niin paljoon. Mutta pidÀn sen itellÀni.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 5, 2020, 2:53 am UTC
Te amo pero como mi mejor amiga, aveces pensaba que tal vez sĂ podrĂamos estar juntas pero luego pienso: si terminamos mal donde voy a encontra a alguien que me de su amistad como lo hacĂas vos. Te amo siempre vas a ser mi mejor amiga y no te quiero perder.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 4, 2020, 9:26 pm UTC
eu nĂŁo quero te prender, pq sei q jĂĄ tĂĄ te fazendo mal hĂĄ mt tempo, e Ă s vezes eu sinto que nĂŁo vou mudar, e isso nos machuca e desgasta.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 4, 2020, 9:11 pm UTC
Eu sou o problema, jĂĄ tomaram conta de mim, e eu nĂŁo tenho coragem pra fazer o msm q vc fez por mim, sĂł quero me concertar e poder ficar ctg do jeito q planejamos.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:49 am UTC
i canât believe my heart is filled with love now. over something so simple. thank you for accepting me. i hate to say it but i love you
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
I finally decided to let it go. That's hurt but its better for us. I wish u the best and i'll always love u.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:07 pm UTC
We used to be very close friends. Im trying to bring us close again but I dont think you want that. Why?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 30, 2020, 2:44 pm UTC
i love you and im sorry that it had to be like this. we could have been something special, but i'll take what we are and be grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 30, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
I spoke about you again. I never knew how much I loved you till you were gone. It hurt me to realize I loved you and I was never enough
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 27, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
i just wanna sneak out at 4 am and watch the sunset with chipotle in our hands and talk about everything and anything
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 26, 2020, 2:39 pm UTC
No one should have to face harassment and bullying on a daily basis like I do, all the while my mind is put through literal hell. No one deserves this huge amount of pain. I'm tired of always waiting and trying to be so strong. I always try to ignore it as much as possible and it feels like it's been forever. I feel so empty and I need this to be over. I deserve to be happy. I don't want to wait and keep facing this cruelty on my own.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 25, 2020, 1:23 am UTC
Ya voy a dejar de quererte de esta forma de sentir esta minima cosa por ti por que sé q ya lo nuestro no puede ser. Tal vez la vida de vueltas y terminemos juntos pero por ahora sé que no y tal vez eso nunca pasé. Es verdad lo de que tal vez es la persona pero no el momento y es lo que nos pasó.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 25, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
Sigo pensando en lo que podrĂamos ser ahora, cuando tu me querĂas yo tenia novio y ahora es al reves. Lo q es la vida
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 25, 2020, 12:56 am UTC
Sometimes I reread old conversations just to remember what it felt to experience love for the first time. I wish I could go back in time.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
I think that you were sad because of him and you used me to feel better. Now Iâve got my heart broken, again
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
If you donât feel anything for me, why did you tell me that you wanted me to kiss you, instead of just having sex?
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:53 am UTC
i hope i never feel the way you made me feel again. i would never wish that kind of pain on anyone. but thank you for being the one to show me the kind of love that i know i don't deserve, the kind that no one does. if there's one thing you were good for, it was that. so thank you, but also, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:08 am UTC
you have such a cute laugh and I know you'll disagree with me on that but whatever. I apologize for hurting you I didn't mean any harm. I still care about you, I'm sorry for making you worried all the time about me & I'm sorry for always being such a stupid cunt to you. I feel like such a bad person for treating you like shit. I wish you never met me so you didn't have to feel the pain I caused you. :(
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 22, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
Iâm bisexual and my dads a raging homophobic bitch and will kick me out if I tell him Iâve know for 7 years and I canât hold the truth in anymore.
From: ABC
To: N
Date: November 22, 2020, 2:04 am UTC
You have a crush on my mom Lmfao. So it's real? I picked up on that. Thanks.
PS: I had a breakdown about it :(
