Unsent messages to MARIO

Por fin logre olvidarte paso mucho tiempo pero lo logre, cicatrizaron todas las heridas que dejaste me enseñaste cosas que nunca creí descubrir te agradezco y a la vez te digo adiós.

Do i still have a chance? I miss you so much... I really thought you were the guy i was looking for...I'm sorry i didn't know what to say when you told me you liked me. I don't know what was in my mind...I really like your hair,your eyes,your voice,your face and your akwardness and i hope you would text me some day:) i wish i could be erza to your mystogan...

i love you so much you dont understand, i know you love me so much back, but i just cant let anyone know that we love eachother. when i first met you, i fell in love even though you werent the most attractive in class you still caught my eyes, my friends dont think your cute but i do, i promise i love you sm. everytime you text me i get butterflys. i already thought about a future together even though it might sound crazy. i love you mario, and i know you love me too. :')

i hate you so much for lying to me about you cheating on me for what? the third time. i hate that you're my first love and i hate that we always get back together. idk if were twin flames or your a lesson that i still haven't learned. you only loved me for a few months because if you did actually love me i would be missing you and energy never lies, i hate you.

you are so mean.its crazy how you say that nobody loves you and that you’re a loner yet when i try to show you i love you all you do is ignore me.it hurts being in love with somebody that hates you.

You made me feel so loved and so wanted. In the end it faded, but for a while, your love was everything to me.

This is like the color of your hair
I appreciate every little detail that you made and that’s why I fell in love with u, I can’t stop thinking bout and I’m afraid that you only see me as a friend

you've been the reason I've been smiling these past few months and i'd like it to be that way. i hope you feel the same...

realmente me dolio todo lo que pasamos, tu eras la persona correcta pero el momento no era el correcto, se que algun dia seremos felices , por que se que estas esperando por mi y es mutuo, te extraño soulmate

Sometimes I sit here and wonder what went wrong.I wish you knew how bad it hurt when you cheated.i try so hard to understand why you did this and I always end up blaming it on me. why did you manipulate me like this?why did you lie?why did you make me believe that you're actually different?for what? you destroyed my heart.

Hey. Ich weiß, das es dir nicht immer gut geht aber ich bin trotz allem immer für dich da. Ich würde für dich diese 3 stunden fahren, nur um dir zu helfen, falls dir irgenwas passiert ist

i think i still have feelings for you(or the idea of you). how do i find out? i miss ur hugs. i was a bitch, so were u

You went back to her and it broke me. You should have picked me, we would have been so happy together .

I loved you so much :,) I still miss you, everything reminds me of you and seeing you with someone else hurts. Thank you for all the good you gave me

I'd never thought I'd say this but I think i'm finally getting over you. I will always love you but you will never get that version of me back.

i hate the fact that you know how i feel about you and you choose to take advantage of that bc yk i can never hate you

i guess i knew i was in love when i’d imagine us venturing every path that i currently i walk alone and the thought of your smile made my own world go round

I will always be here, patiently waiting for the right time to come. I will always love you. I know that it can't work right now, but.. there's something out there telling me that I should keep waiting for you.

i will never understand why you changed, and why you stopped caring about me and left me wondering every night where it all went wrong but more importantly what i did wrong , everytime you came back gave me hope , its fading now , i love you & ill always think your the one even if it was one sided.

I miss you, let’s see each other again. I want to see you smile and hear you laugh. It’s the little things that I miss most.

I can't help but wonder what we would've been like together. I missed how we used to be. now everything is different and I guess I just miss u

We didn't talk for 7 months now.. I thought about messaging u, but I'm blocking myself to do that.. You are still going through my mind and I hope that we will meet when we are older..

After all this time, I'm still here waiting for you, even though I know you won't come back. I love you.

Sometimes I wonder why did you choose me and not any other girl, why aren't talking to me, why don't you just tell me what have I done wrong and how can I repair it, why did you play with my feelings, why are not texting back, why Mario,why.....

Me gustaría saber si aún guardas el ukelele que te regalé en tu cumple. Hacías magia con la música y ese siempre será mi recuerdo favorito de ti.

I hate that I'm changing for you. I loved myself so much. The more I change myself so you'd like me, the more i dislike myself.

Habría querido que lo nuestro se pudiera dar. Pero no siempre pasa como lo planeamos.
Me enamoré de cada parte de ti, y estoy segura de que fue amor puro. Espero logres encontrar un amor lindo y sano en alguien más, pero sobretodo en ti mismo. Te amo infinitamente, mas allá de las estrellas. Si lees esto envíaselo, Ig: andres_.rs ?

i think it's for the best that you didn't love me anymore. i think i'm better without you. and that hurts.

Sono elena. ieri ho visto una foto che ti ho scattato in grecia, tu non lo sapevi, eri troppo tenero, ti dovevo conservare così. Comunque niente dura per sempre. nemmeno il mio sentimento per te. abbi cura di te cugino xx

I was reminded of you today. Its been almost a full year since we last talked. I miss you. I wish things had worked out between us. I wish I could have talked. I wish you told me the truth. I wonder if you forgot me.

Hii imysm but you have a girlfriend now and I have to act happy for you but like you said we’re better off as best friends ?

Maldita la hora en la que me enseñaste a amar.
Te intente olvidar pero no puedo te tendre en mi corazon toda mi puta vida

“It’s not about the first kiss, it’s about the one that matters.” It made me think about ours. Although you were my first kiss, I remember how you would say you wished that you would have waited so I could be yours too. It didn’t matter to me, because like the quote says, it was about the one that mattered. & ours always did. Ever kiss we had, whether it was our first, our make outs, our fishy kisses, our forehead kisses, or our last kiss, they all mattered to me because they were all with the one who has mattered most to me. You.

I saw something today that really put things into perspective for me. “Why would you want someone in your life who constantly leaves you feeling confused. Someone who ghosts you, who isn’t there for you, someone who doesn’t prioritize you.” It made me realize... I never asked for a lot. I never asked you to go out of your way for me, all I wanted was for you to be there for me when I needed you. To check up on me the way I always did for you. But you made me feel like I wasn’t even worthy of those simple things. You made me feel like a burden each and every time I reached out to you. It never mattered to me that we weren’t together anymore, because I was always there for you when you called and said you needed someone. How come when I opened up to say I needed you, you brushed me off and took hours to respond back and then proceeded to never message me again. That’s what hurt me most. The fact that you stopped talking to me the moment you didn’t need me anymore and I was left to pick up the pieces once again. Sometimes I wonder if you’re SO dense to not realize how your actions have affected me or if you simply do not care. I wish I hated you, I wish the love I have for you could turn cold the way yours did when you stopped caring about me, I wish I didn’t think about you every waking moment, I wish everything didn’t remind me of you and I wish you weren’t my last thought because I’ve grown tired. I’ve grown tired of loving someone who can’t seem to show me the bare minimum who can’t simply just explain what they want from me instead of coming in and out of my life when you feel like it. I’ve grown tired. I deserved better than the way you treated me. & I hope one day you realize it. But by then I know it will be too late.

thank you for showing me what I do and don't want in a relationship. we were never together, but through this I've learned so much about myself and you as well. I know someday you'll be an amazing dad bc you don't wanna make the same mistakes ur parents made, and someday I hope to do the same, hopefully together with you. I'd love to have a family with you and see how kind you are with our kids, but everything happens for a reason. Anyways, if we're meant to be we will be!

I know you will never love me the way I love you, I know you dream of her and I left you not because I did not love you, I left you because I did not want to see you sad by my side

i wish we could’ve loved eachother. i wish things would’ve worked out. i’m talking to you in person soon for the first time in like a year. i’m not mentally prepared. everytime i see you time freezes even though the things that were going on between us stopped so long ago. i do wish we could get the chance to start over though. when i talk to you and am around you i feel differently than i feel with anyone else. i guess it’s just first, second maybe, love jitters. it sucks to say that i do believe our story is over.

i’m sorry i was scared to truly love you. forever wishing i could go back and do what i couldn’t do then

Tonight I thought about the ring you gave me. I even remember the day it happened. We were at the park and you said it was a promise ring. I don’t like to think about what it meant and what you said because it makes me sad. But tonight I was reminded by it. Part of me thinks you still love me, but the other part of me knows it only hurts me more to hold onto those hopes that you still do... Loving you has been the easiest thing I have ever done, and not being able to show you that love has hurt me beyond explanation... Maybe it’s a good thing if you don’t love me anymore, I wouldn’t be able to bear the pain knowing you’re suffering as much as I am. Even after everything, I hope that between the both of us, you’ve suffered the least from this break up. You deserve to be happy, that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. So even if being happy was never meant to be happy with me, I still want you to be happy. I hope one day I am too, even if deep down I wish it would have been with you.

Gracias por enseñarme a querer y dejar que me quieran. Ojalá pudiera seguir aprendiendo contigo. Siempre puedes volver a casa.

I'm sorry that we can't stay together anymore. I wish we could have been more time laughing or something. Hope see you soon ♥.

Please don't write me any more, cause every time you return to my life I remember and love u again and each time u leave I suffer again, let me try to heal baby
Please
Always yours... MMC

puff it's been 2 years since we haven't seen each other in person, I know that everything ended badly, that you surely hated me too much and you wouldn't even want to see me, although well ... I guess you won't care, time heals everything no? ... I would love for you to know that until long after everything happened, I continued to love you and seeing you with my former friend broke my heart over and over again, feeling that she had what I could never have .. to you, it killed me. Beyond your physique, I loved your way of treating others, I adored that our relationship x to call it that was made of vague jokes, in which I paired with another person to annoy you and that deep down it made my heart shrink . Well, going back to the present, I do not wish you evil far from it, I want you to find everything you want in life and of course live it next to the right person. Honestly in these years if I have remembered you ... that you were my first love, the first person who made me lose myself just by looking at me, the person who I loved to look at in class or who I loved to show indifference at first xra that at least that way you would notice that it existed ... Thank you because despite everything that happened, I do not regret having met you and because thanks to you I also suffered my first "heartbreak" ..., and although I You did the most damage that no one has ever done to me, and you made me cry until the wee hours of the morning, you taught me that no one dies of love and once the first heartbreak is over, the others are less harsh ....

It’s 3am, and I’m up watching Hulu. Mid episode, I had a flashback to a memory. It was about you. & the way you used to rub your thumb against the back of my hand when we’d walk around with our hands interlocked. I don’t think I ever told you but those were the moments I felt at peace. Those were the moments I felt your love. I wanted to tell you about it but I can never bring myself to message you, it would hurt me too much if you didn’t message me back or it didn’t mean as much to you as it meant to me. Then I think about how I’d wake up each morning excited to read your messages and tell you about the cute dreams I had of us. Those were the moments that brought me joy... I miss you. Do you miss me too?

I read this poem saying "if only you stopped for a second to really see me - you could have had all of me". I loved you so much but I was never the one for you.

Hi it’s me, I’m finally letting you go. We’ve been through a lot, good and bad. We were there for each other at our highest and lowest points. We know each other like the back of our hands. And even if we go months without seeing each other, when we do it feels like there was never any time or distance apart. I’ve never experienced a connection as strong as ours, that without saying anything we know what each other is feeling & thinking. Part of me hopes that I never find a connection like ours, part of me feels like I never will. But I can’t keep holding on to something when you’ve let go a long time ago. Or maybe you haven’t, I don’t know... your push & pull confuses me. I don’t think I’ll understand that part. But when you love someone you hold on a little too tight sometimes, & I think I have suffocated you with my love long enough. No matter what though, I will always love you, you will always have a special place in my heart & even if we don’t ever reconnect like all the fairytales I hope you know that I’ll always be your little cheerleader that’s there to hype you up in your best moments & pick you up in the lowest. Because true love is that: endless. I love you. I miss you so much. & I hope things have been more than okay.

I don't know... I think- no, I know, I know that part of me will always love you. Part of me will always long for you to be in my life. I can live without you, I truly can, but I don't want to. I want to wake up and tell you about my dreams, I want to text you when I'm bored and tell you that I miss you. I want the excitement I would get when I would see you smile. Part of me feels like I ruined things with my mental health, I was never as open because I wanted to be strong for you and for us. But I think that's what ruined things in the end, the guard I put up and the lack of communication. I still love you, I still think about you, but part of me still feels like you fell out of love with me a long time ago. Part of me feels like you lost the spark for me when things got bad and that is why you left. I don't blame you or hate you for leaving because I know that even though I still have feelings for you, I needed to experience our break up so that I could put in the effort of getting help and growing mentally and emotionally. & for that I will always be thankful, I hope that you grew while we've been apart too. Even when we were broken up and still in contact, our connection was never lost. I still had my best friend. I don't know when we distanced ourselves from each other but I hope someday in the future we find ourselves again even if it is just to be friends because you made my life better. You encouraged me to become the person I always wanted to be even with just a simple "everything is okay". I hope you know that even with this physical and emotional distance between I want the best for you, and that will never change. Because when you truly love someone, you want them to be happy even if happiness isn't together. You were always my yellow. Love, your brightest star in the sky.

Hello H. Watson, I hope it's you, I hope you'll find this, thank you for being with me when I'm sad and made me feel better, sorry for everything, I was coward for being afraid losing you and greedy for asking more when you were already trying so hard, thank you and sorry for everything, I'll let you go now, we shouldn't and can't be together, thank you for the memories, I hope you will find happiness and having a great life, goodbye

Sometimes I can’t sleep so I stay up reading old messages & in those moments I fall in love with you all over again.... but I wish you still felt the same way as when we first started dating. I wish you would have never given up on us. I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving you, it wouldn’t be love if I did.

I will never forget how you made me truly feel beautiful and happy despite being in one of the darkest moments of my life. You set my standards for my future boyfriends so high I wonder if I will ever meet someone like you again. You saved my life.