Unsent Messages

Hi it’s me, I’m finally letting you go. We’ve been through a lot, good and bad. We were there for each other at our highest and lowest points. We know each other like the back of our hands. And even if we go months without seeing each other, when we do it feels like there was never any time or distance apart. I’ve never experienced a connection as strong as ours, that without saying anything we know what each other is feeling & thinking. Part of me hopes that I never find a connection like ours, part of me feels like I never will. But I can’t keep holding on to something when you’ve let go a long time ago. Or maybe you haven’t, I don’t know... your push & pull confuses me. I don’t think I’ll understand that part. But when you love someone you hold on a little too tight sometimes, & I think I have suffocated you with my love long enough. No matter what though, I will always love you, you will always have a special place in my heart & even if we don’t ever reconnect like all the fairytales I hope you know that I’ll always be your little cheerleader that’s there to hype you up in your best moments & pick you up in the lowest. Because true love is that: endless. I love you. I miss you so much. & I hope things have been more than okay.