Unsent Messages

Tonight I thought about the ring you gave me. I even remember the day it happened. We were at the park and you said it was a promise ring. I don’t like to think about what it meant and what you said because it makes me sad. But tonight I was reminded by it. Part of me thinks you still love me, but the other part of me knows it only hurts me more to hold onto those hopes that you still do... Loving you has been the easiest thing I have ever done, and not being able to show you that love has hurt me beyond explanation... Maybe it’s a good thing if you don’t love me anymore, I wouldn’t be able to bear the pain knowing you’re suffering as much as I am. Even after everything, I hope that between the both of us, you’ve suffered the least from this break up. You deserve to be happy, that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you. So even if being happy was never meant to be happy with me, I still want you to be happy. I hope one day I am too, even if deep down I wish it would have been with you.