It’s 3am, and I’m up watching Hulu. Mid episode, I had a flashback to a memory. It was about you. & the way you used to rub your thumb against the back of my hand when we’d walk around with our hands interlocked. I don’t think I ever told you but those were the moments I felt at peace. Those were the moments I felt your love. I wanted to tell you about it but I can never bring myself to message you, it would hurt me too much if you didn’t message me back or it didn’t mean as much to you as it meant to me. Then I think about how I’d wake up each morning excited to read your messages and tell you about the cute dreams I had of us. Those were the moments that brought me joy... I miss you. Do you miss me too?