i know time wont do anything for me. it'll always be you i want. you're special. just do whatever makes you happy. you'll get there in the end don't worry x

it's always going to be her isnt it? i know you never loved me as much as you love her but i actually get why so its fine

u never wanted to admit ur feelings, but we both know u had them. ur pride made us hate each other, thats why i left.

i think we could of really worked, i fell for you hard & the day you told me you thought we were "just friends" broke my heart, i never showed that because we weren't that serious but jesus christ idk how you did it, i would've dropped everything to be with you, i still would. i think what made me love you so much was your music taste. immaculate. we could sit there for hours listening to music and would love every second. you gave me a short glimpse of happiness but im not just a casual fucking hookup and i never will be. when you've grown up and realised you want a genuine relationship and to feel hella loved. hit me the fuck up baby, because ill always be here you dickhead x

i’m an awkward person and i’m not good at conversation but the few moments with you yesterday were fun

a few people including my best friend were saying how they think you and her like each other and that you’d be good for each other bc u have so much in common and ur so close already. my best friend said that. infront of me, having an idea that maybe i like you. and she told me that if we ever dated to not bring u around with them bc she doesn’t like you, it’s okay tho. lucky for her i don’t think anything could happen between us.

I hate you. and i hate that i hate you. you were the one person who always understood me.. i still want to call you every day and every piece of me wants you back but you hurt so badly i’ll never be able to look at you the same. i know we can never be together again.. and i hate you for it. and yet, i still love you.

i really miss u and i shouldnt. i think i still love u even tho recently ive been saying im over u. its like one side is me hating u but i also still love u. fuck u. fuck u fuck u fuck u. i would go back with u if u ever asked. i would do anything for u. u would always come first. i miss u so much. but fuck u.

hey first love. i miss you. whenever i look in my bed or on my couch i like to imagine you’re there. so thank you for loving me and teaching me how to be loved. i needed it.

lo hice mal conmigo mismo, esperaba tus mensajes , los espero, pero no esta bien que lo haga , después de todo no somos nada.

llámame y hablemos como aquellas veces, me gustaría que recordaras lo que hablamos... te olvidas facil

se borro , pero decía que si estabas conmigo ya no huiría de las canciones tristes, ni te importo cuando te lo dije.

Do you really hate me that much? You never text me anymore and I feel like I've done something wrong, if I did, I'm sorry.

when i first started speaking to you i did not know quite what to say. i do put on a confident front but i’m very shy. you did not seem to care and we’ve been friends ever since. here’s to many more months and years of friendship . ily

when i first started speaking to you i did not know quite what to say. i do put on a confident front but i’m very shy. you did not seem to care and we’ve been friends ever since. here’s to many more months and years of friendship . ily

I thought u were my type but finding out who you really are put me to shame. U had looks but Ur personality stinks ?

i know that i was weird and you didn't pay attention to me, but i can't help but wonder if the eye contact we make is ever on purpose

i love you but you drain me so much. idk if im wasting my time with you. i found out you lied about not texting other girls. im disappointed and embarrassed that i actually believed you. their is always another girl ALWAYS.

thank you for teaching me what love is. i still think of you sometimes and what we would’ve become if you had said yes.

id do anything to go back to the way things were. why are you the one causing the pain but the only one that can fix it. i look pathetic because all i want is you and i can feel my heart throbbing. it’s that chest feeling i told you about, and ive only ever gotten it with you. the throb of something really horrible. i just wanted you and now i just want you. you made me feel ok. you made everything else not hurt but now it’s all bad again and my chest hurts and im dying again

I fear that what had the potential to be unadulterated, explosive, inescapable, effervescent Love has deflated into another notch of unrequited love.

I miss you. Nuzzling into your neck sounds a hell of a lot better than crying to deviltown rn. I thought that we were soulmates, guess I forgot about the fact that I was just your practice dummy. Youve probably lost that ring I gave you, but dont loose yourself ok? remember to eat and drink water. I love you, no homo tho... right?

i need to let go because you don't care anymore. i need to stop tricking myself that it would be the same - those memories are one of the best memories of my life but i need to accept that they will never happen again, at least not with you. it hurt that you didn't say you missed me when i reached out to you again. 7 years of friendship gone. i still love you but i need to let go now.

you saved my life. you ignited a fire inside my soul and i am forever grateful for everything we have. ily

I hate you so much, I can't even explain what you've done to me over time, you've ruined and I don't feel like I deserve love because of you. You manipulated and lied to me multiple times. I let it happen because you were the first guy to show love and care for me. I thought you would leave if I didn't do as you wanted. I realized over time how toxic you were. You flirted with my best friend in front of my family members and myself. You told me to go kill myself and threatened to beat me up. I feel worthless because of how you treated me. I still cry at night thinking I wasn't good enough for you, and that I caused you to be toxic. I hate myself mainly because of you. I didn't understand what love meant until I realized how complicated it can be.

i dont know if youll ever see this but i wanted you to know that i care about you very much and no way in hell would i let anyone or anything hurt you i know youve gone through a lot and i know i can be annoying a lot of the time and im sorry anyway i just want you to know that i care about you a lot and that you are my bsf ok bye bye ily

I love you. I should have taken the chance and the leap of faith when you asked me to be yours again that night over video chat. You are my soulmate.

I’ve never met anyone as amazing as you and I just want to tell you just how amazing you are but I’m sure the feelings aren’t mutual but I just wish they are but I might never know

You were my first kiss, which is not really that important but you should of seen how excited i was to tell my sister after it happened. It was all i could think about for a while, and what would come after the kiss the next time we met. all the possibilities of things we could of done together. Because i trusted you and i would do anything for you, even now. if you wanted me back id say yes in a heartbeat even though i dont want to admit that you also have a weird control over me and i still dont know what it is that makes you and him so special. maybe i never will. i was angry for a while and i hated your guts, im pretty sure thats called denial haha. but i want to say thankyou because you taught me that i am worthy of peoples love and respect and that means the world to me.

i'm sorry i was selfish and fucked up. i was really sad back then and didn't know what to do. but i loved you. you knocked me out.

este ultimo tiempo no he parado de pensar en ti, se que nunca llegamos a tener nada y que cuando yo te confesé que me gustabas solo me ignoraste, pero aquí estoy queriéndote y a la vez odiándote.

Why did you cheat on me? Was I not good enough? I tried my best for you. 2 years wasted on someone who didn't care..

I hope you’re ok, I’m leaving you alone for now for you to fully be happier without me, you’ll thank me in the future even though it might seem rubbish now, miss you ?

i cut you out of my life knowing that you would come right back. it took me so long to let you go and at this point i still havent fully let you go. theres a part of me that will always love you. ive tried letting you go but i cant. i just cant let you go and maybe one day i will come to terms with that. i hated knowing that some part of you moved on but at the same time im glad to see you happy once again. if you ever need anything just know you can call me. im done trying to figure out what we had because i know it wont ever happen again. i just keep thinking about the person i wish you were. ily. im happy to see you thrive.

fuck you i was only a child. you wont remember but i do the thought of your hands make me sick we was playing a game and you unzipped my pjs and said shh this is what mummys and daddys do i wont forget that day.

I can’t believe you let your mom break us up. Like us being best friends and in a relationship for 3 years meant nothing, well now you’re nothing to me, I guess we got what we deserved in the end

I know that youre busy, and we’re at difference places in our lives and it feels like it could never work out but god damnit i’m willing to wait for you.

Ummm I really loved you...but you hurt me more than anyone for cheating on me... and for all the other things. I hope you are well but, I don’t love you anymore...

It’s been months but they say you still have our messages. I hope you read them every night, wishing you could text me once more.

words can’t describe what i feel for u. you are never not on my mind. i wish we could have ended up in a better setting. it hurts seeing you. like we’ve never talked. everything reminds me of u. it sucks kinda lol. the pain i get because i know u don’t like me anymore. i’m sorry for anything i’ve ever done to hurt you. thank u for the best time i could ever ask for. u were so amazing, fun, sweet, too much to write. i miss you so much.

we just started talking but you’re already one of my favorite people. i think i like you but you’re with someone else. so i’ll keep it to myself.

You were a waste of time. You pushed me to commit for this relationship but in the end you pushed me away. You said you loved me so early it made me get the “ICK”. Fuck you and have fun with your online girlfriend

i re-read our messages every day until it became too painful. my favourite was when you said i was important

you were the first person i cried about him to, and you promised you wouldn't do the same. but you did

I’m so sorry for what i did. I shouldn’t have been so scared to be in love. I only wish you light and happiness for the rest of your life.

You, you changed so much. You hurt me and you changed. Sometimes I wish I never dated you, you never truly loved me.

You knew how much I loved you and you still lied,cheated,and used me,but I still love you and I wish I didn’t

What happened to you? I talk to you and it's like I don't know you. Every second of everyday you are becoming a stranger to me.

I dont like you anymore. But you were my first love. I was in love w u and obsessed w u for 3 years. You moved on. It was an elementary crush if we are being honest but this one was very different from every other guy.

Man idk what it is about you but ik you dont feel the same way, ik im not perfect, and you live far too, but i cant stop thinking about you.