i still think about you every day, i miss you, i’m sorry i left without saying goodbye it just wasn’t the right time for us ?

Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you

you keep putting yourself down saying heartbreaking stuff, saying
you’d never find love. if only you’d open your eyes to realise you’ve got two girls who like you. one innocent girl who doesn’t know how to translate her feelings into words. and one traumatised girl who knows which girl it is you like and it’s not her. you’re unknowingly breaking my heart by hating yourself jordan, and you don’t even know it. i want nothing more than to be there for you, to be able to play with your hair to calm you down when you’re upset, to be able to look into your eyes and tell you it’ll be okay, to look at you and to find you looking back at me instead of her..

i see every message she sends you on here. i wish you’d see them, they’re in such a happy colour. the colour of mine are the colour of the album we both love. i don’t know which is more sappy but here we are. please notice one of us because it’s killing me man

you were my first female crush and i was scared that even if you knew i was pan (and were accepting of it) then you wouldn't want me in your life anymore. that's why i drifted. i'm sorry that i still like you even though it's been over a year

thank you for allowing me to feel that obsession of love. i really loved it while it existed and have no regrets.

you're not my first love but i still wanted to write this. sometimes i cannot stand you there are little things you do that make me mad. but i love our friendship and i honestly dont know what id do without you. all i can say is you are def a libra. love, your favorite saggitarius

you kinda made me realise a part of myself but you're also partially responsible for making me hide it, goodbye jordan

i've accepted what it is. i miss us though. probably always will. just go and do what makes you happy. be who u are no matter what. fuck what people have to say, its not their life. thank you for everything, you've forever changed me as a person - for the better. x

thank you for changing me into a better person. you hurt me a lot and i wish you wanted me in the past but i’m fine now. your so perfect.

I’m sorry how it ended. I only want the best for you and I took the fight too far. All I want is for you to come back

I’m sorry for hurting you. I didn’t realize I’m still in love with you until I got past the guilt of not loving you enough.

I’ll always love you. Thank you for making me the happiest person for a little while. Please stay safe I know it’s hard rn but I’ll always be here even though you don’t want me there anymore.

2 years of my life I spent by your side. I wouldn’t take a millisecond of it back. It’s been 6 months now and I hope you’re doing okay.

breaking up with you was the most difficult thing i’ve ever had to do. i still haven’t healed from what you did to me though. it still makes me doubt myself in relationships, i’ll never be good enough. fuck you for that.

You’re my absolute dream boy. And you’ve brought me the happiness I’ve always searched for :) I love you my Jordan :))

Hi, I'm not in love with you but I do like you. You mean a lot to me and I can't wait to get closer to you. I'll wait for you.

Your eyes are so beautiful. I love the way your hair compliments them too. It’s sad we both have to be so messed up. Who knows what would’ve happened if we werent so sad?

lol, thanks for being there for me and cherishing me, anyways wish you well, and im sorry if i ever hurt you :)

you live so far and it pains me, im scared to tell you i love you. im terrified you dont feel the same. but jordan, i really do love you

I knew I loved you ever since I saw you for the first time 10 years ago when I became your neighbour.

We were friends, then I admitted my feelings and you ghosted me. my friends thought I was in love with you. I wasn’t.

It was just an elementary school love. We were on and off, but whenever I was with you, I always felt entranced by you. But it turned toxic. If I could go back, I would do it all again.

You're not my first love at all but fuck you for making me think I liked you. You were my best friend and I wanted you to leave me so bad and you didn't so I did what I did so you could hurt me so I wouldn't be so attached.

Never thought it was possible to fall in love over the phone until I met you. I don't think you understand the hell you put me through for almost a year, but I have moved on.

Your best friend's girlfriend, we have twins, they had a little girl, and you only thought of getting your dick wet and nothing else

i dont know how much longer i can do this for but thank you for everything u made my life so much better. take care of yourself yeah x

if i do ever leave i promise u its not because i dont care its quite literally the opposite, i care for u more than myself but when youre in love with someone else i just cant stick around. ive tried but i cant. leaving is just my way of coping. hope we can be friends again one day when im over u fully but for now i dont know. thank you for everything

You never told me the truth. You said you'd be there for me and you were too busy doing something else

Stop featuring yourself in other people's Instas. You're far from whoever you make yourself to be online.

You weren't my first love, but I hope you know that you were the first person who showed me genuine love. The video of the hair clip flying around your head will forever be my favorite video of you. All the late night conversations we had with intellectual questions and just picking each others brains. I'll miss it. You quickly became my favorite person and I forgive you for not being vocal about how you felt, I know you struggle with that. I got my closure and now it's time for me to move on. Thank you for the really good 7 months I'll always have a soft spot for you.

I wish we could have more time I’ve never felt like this before and I don’t know what I’m gonna do when you leave

we aren't anything serious yet but no one has ever made me feel so safe and respected i can't even begin to tell you how much that means to me

if I had one wish it would be to tell you how I really feel without it ruining the friendship we have built because you're the one I want to be with.

I started leaving my notifications on in case you text when I'm asleep. You haven't yet but I'm still hoping you might.

God, I love you. Every waking moment is you. Every single breath I take, it's for you. It always has been.

I told my best friend I love you...
She said she knew. That she always did. That I've never looked at someone the way I looked at you.
Sometimes I'm afraid you'll never look back at me the same way.

I feel like you give up on me every time you like a new girl. I'm not trying to be selfish but you said you wouldn't give up on me. I just want to know if you really are giving up.

I know we haven't known each other for very long but you make me feel happier than anyone else ever has. You've turned my life around. even if sometimes I don't show it, I care about you so much

i wish we could change the stupid things we said. i would give everything for you to hold me again. i love you.

I was really happy with you and I dreamt of a beautiful future with you. I wish the circumstances were better. I love you

i still dont know what i did but whatever it was im really sorry,, i dont listen to 16 04 16 the same anymore hehe. i hope we can make walter cake pops one day, and if we don't, that's okay. i love you always

lol you messed up and i didnt. sucks to suck right. im a great girlfriend usually. u lost the best youll ever get.

the sidewalk we walked on still makes me sad. i walk in the street down that block now. i keep remembering little memories and it makes me feel like i’m choking. why cant you want me the same. my camera has 20 pictures of you and the day after we broke up i went to the walgreens down the street to get them developed. i’ll put them in an envelope or something because i can’t bear to even see the corner of your face

how can i know if hes the one. like what if we try again and it actually works out. the what ifs are constantly on my mind. idk what the right thing to do is but he keeps me wrapped around his finger bc he told me hes not ready for a relationship rn but he wants me to stay. im ready lol. if he would find a way to cope with his problems maybe he could handle me. how do i know if im being "too clingy" like i constantly check his location and get upset when hes active but he doesnt text me back. i just want affermation from him. he tells me he cares but does he? lol anyway

LMFAO i wear lavender deodorant because you used to wear it and i loved the smell. also i love your versage perfume. idk how to spell that

If you would have told me you loved me as many times as you made me cry, maybe we’d still be together.

I miss you. I tell myself you were no good for me, over, and over again, but I still love you. Why didn't you see it?

i just want to stop myself from thinking about you. it’s too much, especially hearing so many people around me saying they think you like our friend.

i broke up with you because you made me frustrated and annoyed and i didn’t want to feel that anymore. move on!!