Unsent messages to JORDAN
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 7, 2023, 5:49 am UTC
our friendship was nice for the few months it lasted
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 6, 2023, 7:21 am UTC
in an alternate universe, i'd still choose you.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 4, 2023, 8:47 am UTC
i’m still waiting for you, i miss you my love
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 2, 2023, 3:57 am UTC
thank you for making me feel understood
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 2, 2023, 3:00 am UTC
stop going after people who suck. they don’t care about you.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: August 1, 2023, 1:30 am UTC
I wish you cared about me enough to reach out
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 31, 2023, 6:27 am UTC
I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you loved me
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 29, 2023, 11:45 pm UTC
stop hopping women and saying that it’s their fault you suck.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 29, 2023, 3:12 pm UTC
why do i always keep coming back to you? :(
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 29, 2023, 11:16 am UTC
i never liked anyone as much as i like you
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 29, 2023, 7:47 am UTC
When I close my eyes I still see the connection I had with you
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 28, 2023, 3:33 am UTC
i love you but not enough to let you treat me like this.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:42 am UTC
just tell me how you feel about me. i already know.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:54 pm UTC
some part of me is waiting for you to come back
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
I think a part of me will always look for you in people I meet
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:24 pm UTC
Found eternal happiness with you. I love you so much. <3
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:49 pm UTC
why do you switch up so fast from loving me to ignoring me.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:15 am UTC
As long as you’re alive, you’re always loved.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 19, 2021, 2:31 am UTC
What happened to you? I talk to you and it's like I don't know you. Every second of everyday you are becoming a stranger to me.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 19, 2021, 2:29 am UTC
You, you changed so much. You hurt me and you changed. Sometimes I wish I never dated you, you never truly loved me.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:43 pm UTC
I’m so sorry for what i did. I shouldn’t have been so scared to be in love. I only wish you light and happiness for the rest of your life.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:47 am UTC
we just started talking but you’re already one of my favorite people. i think i like you but you’re with someone else. so i’ll keep it to myself.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:57 am UTC
I know that youre busy, and we’re at difference places in our lives and it feels like it could never work out but god damnit i’m willing to wait for you.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:32 pm UTC
a few people including my best friend were saying how they think you and her like each other and that you’d be good for each other bc u have so much in common and ur so close already. my best friend said that. infront of me, having an idea that maybe i like you. and she told me that if we ever dated to not bring u around with them bc she doesn’t like you, it’s okay tho. lucky for her i don’t think anything could happen between us.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:27 pm UTC
i’m an awkward person and i’m not good at conversation but the few moments with you yesterday were fun
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:18 pm UTC
I don’t love you but when I saw the way you were looking at me, I felt it. I felt the echoes of what could be and to be honest it scares me.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:50 pm UTC
i really loved you a lot I’m sad it only lasted for a little bit but i loved you a lot and it was fun
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:44 am UTC
You didn’t need to “fix” me. You weren’t a good fit for me, and I wasn’t for you. I can see that now, we were just two people that didn’t match. I wish I could talk to you about normal things still, you were my friend. I wish I could tell you about him, I like getting your approval on things. I’m glad things ended, and it was probably even better they ended the way they did, I met him. I am forever grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:24 am UTC
you’re my best friend. when i look at you i fall for you every time. i love you endlessly. forever. i’ll never be over you
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
You’re my absolute dream boy. And you’ve brought me the happiness I’ve always searched for :) I love you my Jordan :))
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:24 am UTC
i went to france last year and you weren’t there. i tried not to think of you, but each crêpe reminded me of the ones you made. i’m so angry such a beautiful place will always be overshadowed by the beauty of you. it’s been three years now. i should have told you i loved you, but i knew you wouldn’t say it back. it’s too late, but je t’aime.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:59 pm UTC
We met on a game. We snapped each other and texted, stayed up till dawn talking to each other. You blocked me on everything; then later you told me you were afraid you were catching feelings.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:38 am UTC
I drink to forget abt other boys and how’ve they hurt me, and I always end up crying about you. I wish you didn’t die.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:05 am UTC
I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy. But you deserve happiness. I'm glad you've finally found it, with her.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:23 am UTC
you outed me and i’ve never actually recovered from that even if my friends were supportive and now you’re coming back trying to get back into my life and you ended up ruining everything i love right now i don’t want to hear about that i want to separate from you fully
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:34 am UTC
i dont know what i did wrong. i gave and i gave and i gave to you. you always ignored me, it was easy to tell that you were using
me but why? i dont understand how you thought she would pick you over me. get a life. stop copying people. and leave us alone.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:10 am UTC
i thought you would be a part of my life for so much longer, it was hard but i think i’m finally okay without you in it
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:32 am UTC
You left a stain on my mind that I can’t wash off. I think of you more than I should, please say the same because I crave your existence and I don’t want to be the only one suffering in this silence.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:18 am UTC
fuck you i was only a child. you wont remember but i do the thought of your hands make me sick we was playing a game and you unzipped my pjs and said shh this is what mummys and daddys do i wont forget that day.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:41 pm UTC
I love you. I should have taken the chance and the leap of faith when you asked me to be yours again that night over video chat. You are my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:18 am UTC
I miss you. Nuzzling into your neck sounds a hell of a lot better than crying to deviltown rn. I thought that we were soulmates, guess I forgot about the fact that I was just your practice dummy. Youve probably lost that ring I gave you, but dont loose yourself ok? remember to eat and drink water. I love you, no homo tho... right?
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:01 am UTC
I fear that what had the potential to be unadulterated, explosive, inescapable, effervescent Love has deflated into another notch of unrequited love.
From: ABC
To: jordan
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:29 am UTC
i know that i was weird and you didn't pay attention to me, but i can't help but wonder if the eye contact we make is ever on purpose
