I hope you will eventually grow up. Please realize that you are not above anyone else. Wish u the best

if the tarot cards dont lie, why did we have to stop?
i fear i'll miss what could have been, forever..
i wish you were ready for me, i miss you already

I think we needed this to happen, it’s awful What happened but now you can move on and we can try and be happy for each other from afar. We probably won’t speak or see each other for a long long time, but I hope you can move on and be happy

my last note i sent here didn't go through but it was about how one day i hoped to get the courage to say how much i care about you. im glad i got the courage last night. already i know you're one of the best people ive met and mean so much to me. i hope by the time i read this again things are still well. i love you my luv

Ok i fucked up but don't act like you weren't talking to other girls the whole time you lied to me with so much fucking confidence and i believed you for a while and then when i found out i wasn't the only one i felt to stupid for even believing you and i was actually staying loyal to you i just wanted the same back honestly fuck you for lying to me i still love you but its not the same anymore i wish you the best always.

we danced without leaving room for jesus and my friends made fun of you for your long arms. i kinda miss the days that that was all it had to be.

We haven't talked since you moved a couple years ago, I think about you sometimes and I think it's because we never got to see how far we would make it. I always wonder what would have happened if you stayed here, but if we are meant to be then God will lead us back to each other.

Deep down I always knew we would never be anything. The stars never aligned for us, and probably never will

I like you a lot but its like you cant even tell. All I want to do is be in your arms, but idek if you even want me.

i miss you so much i wish i hadnt said anything and hadnt left.i feel like the longer i leave it the less you'll care, if u even care at all. im always on the verge of messaging you and then i think about how youre most likely talking to her, it wouldnt be the same if i came back. im sorry i know you hate me and i understand why i just wish i could re do everything but this time do it properly.

I miss you too, you deserve to be happy and I think without me you can do that a lot easier now, you’ll always be in my heart and I hope we can speak one day. I really do hope you’ll be happy, eventually ❤️

you always told me you’d never cheat on me yet that’s exactly what you did. then broke up w me bc i “cheated on you” but that’s not true. you just weren’t man enough to leave bc you weren’t happy. i’ll never forgive you for ruining my reputation and stealing my best friend from me. i hate you.

I’m sorry I am giving up. I just can’t handle the lies anymore. It hurts to much. You will always have a place in my heart.

I know we've never dated, but I am absolutely in love with you and everything you do. Ever since I met you I've been in love with you. You're amazing in every way.

haven’t had my first love, but i felt as if i did love you. we never got past talking. you matched me. my energy, our humor, our little sarcasm. i thought i found my soulmate. i miss you. i miss your personality. i hope you’re out doing big things. i’ll always be here for you.

i can’t be for you what you want. maybe it’s just right person wrong time. we aren’t ready for this yet but maybe someday we will be. i guess we will see but i wish you’d come back

I thought we would be together by now but life got in the way and we were too scared. i love you even if i don’t get to say it to your face

i just want you and it hurts. for you, i would die. let’s run away and pretend that the world is pure.

I know you don't care and I hate that it's hard to let go of someone like you I know I deserve better but I just want you to be better. I want to be with you, you made me happy you made me feel like I was really alive you saved me from a dark place but now your slowly putting me back there. I miss who I thought you were you understood what i was going through because you went through it to and i admit I'm not easy to love I'm damaged so i understood why you let and gave up on me what i don't understand is why you promised me something and broke it you said you would never leave so i opened up to you, and you left. I never told you this but you were the only man who ever truly made me feel safe. Any man who was in my life i feared and i never told you why but it doesn't matter because i trusted you now I'm afraid that i will never be able to trust or feel save. You were my safe place now its gone. what did i do to make you leave was i not enough for you. You said your done waiting but how are you waiting on someone you left behind. I miss you and i will be waiting but like a bus after waiting for one another comes through takes you though another path until you forget the path of the old bus. I hope you don't become a memory i hope if now isn't for us i hope the future is and we can rise together in order to let you go i have to tell you this but i know you would ignore it i know you'll never see this. Jordan i let you go you were there for me but i would drop everything to help you but i fear you wouldn't do the same for me you were never actually there. Goodbye Jordan until we meet again

Your were a really cool person and matched my energy , and if you really are gone , rest in peace mi amor but if you're not , I hope you're doing well love :}

you were my absolute bestfriend for years. we screwed that up by our relationship. you were in love with me for years and when I finally felt it back, it started to leave for you. I still love you. you're happy now and that's all I could ever ask for. but you also ruined trust and relationships for me.

i’ve always been so drawn to you. you make me feel more loved than anyone and i hate to imagine my future with anyone else. i love you more than the moon loves the stars. i’m so excited to live out everything we have planned. high school sweethearts, my love♾

stranger who knows all my secrets. can pull me apart and break my heart. a soulmate who wasn’t meant to be. kn

I lied about liking your favorite band, I just wanted to spend time with you. You were the first girl I ever liked, and I don't even know your last name.

I will never forget the was you used to hold my hand, the way you would rub my hand every few minutes to let me know your still there.

It’s almost been 3 years and every once in a while the thought of you comes back and I can’t get you off my mind.

I rly loved you with all my heart, whyd you have to do that to me. You broke me but you will always have a place in my heart even though you prolly don't care ab me at all. I know im blocked and I think its crazy how you made me love you for you just to leave.

My friends hate you and we always hate on you in the group chat. I wish I could tell them I love you.

hey jordy! theres literally no chance that you'll ever see this but maybe one day you'll come across it. i am genuinely sorry but i'm doing you a favour. i'll forever be so proud of you and i look forward to seeing your accomplishments more than i do mine - you're gonna do so well for yourself, please never give up no matter what. people love you, i love you, you have so much to live for. i'm so sorry but thank you for everything, truly. i hope you get everything you want even if the thing you want is the reason ive left. just go for it yano. you'll regret it otherwise. just try not to rub it in my face when it does happen please ahah!!! i hope you get the happiness you deserve and i have no doubt that you will. keep being the strong, compassionate and comparing man you've grew up to be. i truly wish you the best in everything. i do wanna say this was the last option, i don't see anything else i can do without destroying myself more than i already have. i hope you understand and dont hate me but its fine if you do i understand completely.
amber

when i look into your eyes and see your smile , it makes me feel whole. thankyou for showing me happiness again

That night where you cuddled me in bed was the best night of my life, I felt so safe in your arms and actually loved for once.Did it not mean anything to you? I was so in love with and i thought you loved me too.Why do you treat me so different now, why don't you look at me the way you use too, why don't you love me anymore.

ive known you for most of my life, and not once have i ever felt secure in our friendship. i honestly dont know how to be around you

i miss you everyday and i dont think i'll ever be able to get over you,, you're beautiful and i hope you know that.

I know we won’t ever be together but I sometime picture what it would be like, there’s something between us, I can’t explain it and I think you know what I mean too. I just want us to hold hands again please

It was just a one time thing to you.. but to me it was so much more. I’ve waited for 6th months and I will wait some more.

its a shame we are no longer friends, I still look at you the way I did in 5th grade and I wish I could change the way things happened.

You were the very first person who made me believe I could be loved, and since you've left I stopped believing.

I still miss you every single day. I like to think we meet up in our dreams. I guess this just wasn’t the lifetime for us.

you’re my best friend. when i look at you i fall for you every time. i love you endlessly. forever. i’ll never be over you

thank you for saving my life ! i’m still in love with you but you have moved on and idk what to do anymore. i’ll be waiting here for you to come back no matter how long i may have to wait. ❤️

Even though you left me with an open scar, with no closure, I’ll always be here for you if you need it.

You were my first love. My first a lot of things. And now we barely talk. My mood is still affected by you even months later. You don’t talk to be I feel broken inside, and when you do everything is okay. All I want is to be something to you again. To be in your life again. I miss you. And I think I always will. And I know I’m going to be okay...but it’s just hard. I loved you Jordan. And I think I always will.

i just love you so much and i’m happy we are finding our way back to eachother but i need you and i feel like you just want me and don’t need me

I am so much more without you. I am happy, strong, free and beautiful now that you are out of my life. Knowing you'll never feel the same satisfaction makes my soul blossom with a sick sort of triumph. Now you'll finally know what it's like to be hurt in a completely unforgiving and relentless way. Have a good life without me. I know I'm enjoying my life without you. PS: Was it all worth it? You got everything you wanted but the consequence was losing me forever. I hope it hurts.

You didn’t need to “fix” me. You weren’t a good fit for me, and I wasn’t for you. I can see that now, we were just two people that didn’t match. I wish I could talk to you about normal things still, you were my friend. I wish I could tell you about him, I like getting your approval on things. I’m glad things ended, and it was probably even better they ended the way they did, I met him. I am forever grateful for that.

You are one of the scariest men I have ever met in my entire life. You fucked me up for a long time and I still haven't forgiven you for it. Go to hell.

i really loved you a lot I’m sad it only lasted for a little bit but i loved you a lot and it was fun

I pray you see this but your gf ana legit talked sh!t about you to me and even told me to not talk to you bc of your issues so i never wanted anything to do with you anymore and now your dating. leave her trash a** for someone better dude.

I don’t love you but when I saw the way you were looking at me, I felt it. I felt the echoes of what could be and to be honest it scares me.

You tried to change me, i felt stupid and unattractive. Yet now it's embarrassing i was ever with you, not embarrassing you were with me.