You were perfect to me, made me feel safe and loved, but our path had different directions. It's okey, it's life. I understand it now. Hope that you achieve everything you want in life, you deserved. You are a wonderful man. You will always have a piece of me. Miss you, Kiddo.

i've been thinking about you a lot lately. you've been in my dreams too. i miss you, and i hope you are well.

I will never be the same after what you did to me. Sometimes I feel like i’ll never truly be happy again. You took that away from me.

You make me feel stupid for staying with you for 3 months, because you treated me like trash. You wasted my time and my love. screw you

Im making this blue cause its your favorite color. you used me for sex and i still came back to you you broke my heart and never bothered to check in. i just want things to be how they used to be back in april

Bitch wake up it’s been 15 hours and ur boi needs their attention. Who even sleeps for 15 hours anyways cMon

I’m starting to rethink my sexuality, I want you to touch me, I want to feel/see/heal your body, I want an sexual connection with u,but your out of my way

you told me not to wait for you, but here i am. i hope you're truly mine so you will come back to me.

I was blind to see how hurt you we're bringing to me and my heart which I beat myself up for over and over and day by day. Those late night facetime calls we're amazing in the moment but now it feels like I never should have texted you back. And now that your finally gone I feel free of the hurt and heartbreak. And I thought I couldn't go months without talking to you but look at me now (months later).

i’m glad we are friends!! i’m sorry about the stuff from the past. also did u write me one? there was one with my name and yours.

Didn't think i would still be so in love with you over 2 years down the line, especially with all the pain you put me through, but here we are. I've tried moving on so many times but it just doesn't feel the same with someone else, but atleast you're happy

Being friends with you destroys me - but I’ll do it again and again just to have you around longer - to wait if your feelings change back to before.

Before I met you, I didn’t think love was for me. It was something other people had and felt. Something in movies and in TV shows. It felt more like a wish I had than something real. Now that I’m with you, love is so much more tangible. It’s something I can reach out and touch. It’s so much more than a wish or a hope (though it does give me hope, for so many things), it’s the very real, wonderful person I wake up to. The warm hand next to mine, the way you smile at me. I love you and because of that love I love so much more than you. I love myself and the world in a way I never thought possible. You’ve made that possible for me. You’ve made everything possible

You’ve lit a fire in me. It’s a passion that grows with each passing day. Just when I think I get used to my love for you, you’ll do something small and amazing. Maybe you’ll make me laugh, or say something so smart it makes me see the world in a new way, and suddenly there it is again—that rush of emotion, of love, that comes over me so swiftly it’s like a wildfire in my soul. I hope you know how much you mean to me, how much I love you, and how excited I am to walk through this journey we call life with you

When I was a kid, I used to sit, look up at the sky and stars and think of what the person I loved would be like. I pictured kissing in fields or maybe on the beach. A beautiful person who was kind. You are so much more than I could have ever imagined. I never even thought to wish for someone as beautiful, kind, sweet, funny, smart, and amazing as you. You are my life’s biggest surprise. And I’m so grateful that you’re here, stronger than ever

the songs are about you. you are so incredibly hard to get over. i think i have it and then you look at me or text me and im right back at the start. heatwaves makes me cry because it reminds me of us in some way. i love you so much in so many ways. i'm proud of you too. you're doing amazing things. i hope if you ever find this it wont make you think of me differently. ily aj

if we were gonna end up being strangers, we should've just risked our friendship because in the end everything was just a waste. I didn't need to know someone like you just for you to end up a stranger again

I never told you this but after we stopped talking for a few months I met someone new but as soon as you came back, I made the biggest mistake ever and chose you. I chose you just for you to choose her over me. I don't know why we wasted so much time with each other just for us to end up strangers.

you wanted me and made me fall in love you but you still went back to her. you broke me but thats okay, i still want the best for you.

Losing my first love was hard, but losing my best friend because he ghosted me when he told me he always wanted me in his life hurt way more.

I don’t know what it is about you but I can’t let you go. You hurt me but I know that you were just protecting yourself. I hope you realize one day that I was the right one for you.

do you know how miserable you made me feel after we stopped talking... you made me feel like a toxic person..

I loved you platonically as a friend. But in return, you turned into a toxic manipulative bitch. For months I wish you had changed. When I confronted you, you turned your back and told me I was the problem. Hope you find happiness i guess

I wish I could tell you how sorry i am that things ended that way but we both know it's for the best if we go our separate ways

It's important you know that I don't have you blocked because I don't love you anymore. It's because if you wanted to come back, I would let you. And I don't deserve that

you knew how much i needed you , but you still left here i am still waiting for you to come back , and ofc i still love you just like i said forever and always . its good that you're happy bab , but i need you so just come back when you're ready . I love you forever and always

I didn't fall in love with your face or your appearance. I fell in love with your personality, your kindness, your respectiveness. Your good looks was just a bonus

Hi hi hi hi

All the time I go 2 send u something and then I remember.. smfh
;( anyways hope u r doing okay

i believe u are the one . because u are u always made sure i was happy u were what made me happy was never a dull moment with you were slowly falling apart and i dont want to we even promised that we would never do this and were doing it idk if you even fell for me as hard as i fell for you . but i just feel like i need someone to talk to and i only wanna talk to you i miss you i miss ur smile ur laugh eveything about u i miss jay please come back .

although you hurt me. and gave me trauma. i'm healing, i no longer hurt. thank you for helping me become who i am today, you cunt.

it still hurts when you compliment me.. i think back to that night. i was too scared to say no, i pretended to be asleep. but somehow...we’re friends again. and it hurts when you talk about me in a sexual way...it’s triggering

I miss you so much. It's been 5 years already, but I'll forever carry this heavy feeling. I just want to go back in time and see you and hug you even just for a minute, I'd give everything to see you again.

You made me catch feelings through a screen and then ghosted me after making me think you had maybe catch feelings too

it hurts to know that the only reason you ever said I love u was too laugh at my answers with your friends

I liked you for so long but I got scared when you said you liked me too so I shot you down, I missed my chance forever and now we aren't even friends... I miss you so much

this is my way of letting go and getting closure i just wanted to say that i loved you even though you may of not felt the same way back i really thought we could make it work i really did you were as you said "the man of my dreams" although your no longer here i just wanted to give the biggest thank you for being the reason my showers didnt sting and how i could wear sort sleeves without being insecure. i love you

I miss you so much but I was wrong when I said being friends was what I wanted. You hurt me really badly. I'm sorry.

you hurt me
and i still had feelings for you
even when we ended
but i know it’s over now
and this is my goodbye

i really hate you for making me hate myself. you made me feel like i was the worst person when it was you all along

Jay....I liked you for a while. I don't even know where the feelings came from but one day after another I began to fall more and more in love with you. I didn't say anything cause if you didn't feel the same then our friendship would be ruined. I just wish the best for you in life. I hope some girl makes you happy, I hope she is happy too and realizes that she's the luckiest woman in the world.

i can't stop replaying that one morning in my head, when it was just us and nothing else mattered. i think im in love with you, but it hurts so much knowing you love her more.

We stopped talking out of nowhere. but I'm sorry. I didnt know how to react to your words and you opened up to me and I left you hanging. I'm sorry. I ran away bc I didnt want to hurt you. I may not think of you in the same way but trust me... I still care about you. If anything happens you can text me out of nowhere and I will definitely hear you out if you need someone to talk to

you came in so unexpectedly & i never want you to leave. i love you so much i don’t know how to show it.

I think I love you but I can’t tell if I really do because you change sometimes :( and I don’t know if I want that

You were right about me when you told me I was someone who is messed up, I did the same thing to the new man in my life and it only gets worse from there.

Hi! Just wanted to check up on you my friend. How's life? Did you finally graduate? Did you finally get that job? Did you finally accomplish all those things you told me? Your mom must be proud. Like I've said since the beginning I'll always give you that support physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm so proud of how far you've come. Continue doing great things in life!

i’m sorry we hurt eachother so much, but the part that hurts the most is that u won’t love me the same anymore

God you broke me. You hurt me and took a piece of me. You hurt my feelings. But, I’m stronger, I’m better, and I learned my lesson. So thank you. I wish you nothing but the best.

Is chivalry dead Jay?? You should have asked if I wanted my shoes so I didn’t have to walk in the rain

You have left me so many times. Given me such false hope. Now you have left me on 25thDec2020. You hurt me to much I relapsed on my cutting.