Life after losing you has consumed me in the worst way possible. What I would give to hold your hand again..

I’m so proud of you. I wish I could be there but I know you have to do this alone. I hope I never get over you

You’re literally embarrassing bro hahahah get a new hobby other than being a bitch, insecurity looks bad on you

uh hey, ok so you'll never see this and ig that's ok. i just wanted to say i wish things were the way they used to be. i miss the old you. i feel like i'm gonna get so heart broken and ig that's ok. you haven't told me you loved me in days back to back, and like idk. it just hurts. lmao, it is what it is, i'm ready for whatever.

You taught me how to truly love it kills me how much I love, and care for you.Id do anything for you to feel the same. I don't think you will ever leave my mind or my heart.

i shared things with you that no one else knows. you said you cared and you would “always” be there for me. then you left.

I hope you realize just how much you hurt me when you used me and decided to throw me away the second i reached out for help

sometimes when i ask people for advice about you, they tell me to wait for you, but what if waiting isnt enough for you or you never notice, what if im really left alone forever

you said you will change but i see that you haven’t. at all. you always go back to your nature and that’s why we’re only friends.

i still don’t understand why ,knowing very well that i don’t want a relationship get mad when i text my boybsf. know your place like he knows his.

no i’m not gonna leave you for my boy bestfriend, you’re my boyfriend, he is my bestfriend-completely different worlds.

I wish you would have given us more time. We could have been something amazing. If only you wanted us as badly as I did. I know that what you gave me was all you possibly could and I love you so much for that. Thank you

for years you made me feel like a bouquet, bright, beautiful and loved, now i feel like the last petal that has fallen.

I've liked you for so long but you don't see it, you never do. I may not be a 10/10 but I would give my world for you.

I miss you. It takes everything out of me to not talk to you. I've been doing bad these past few days. Really bad. I need you. Everything's falling apart.

I have always loved you from the second I saw you the butterflies in my stomach when I see you make me feel as if I'm dropping from a roller coaster but you like her

I think of all the relationships i’ve had up until now and it still breaks me to know I was the one who went and ended it. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision, how it could have played out if we went for that second chance. Why did I do it? how could you possibly expect me to stay after what you did? How can I trust someone like that again? so many questions are running through my mind it feels like we never even met. Take one good look at me now and the answer is abundantly clear. I’m better this way and I can’t be tied down. ever. I look back at all the bittersweet moments we shared. My first love, infatuated with the idea of you. I know now not to look for hopeless potential, letting go of my rationality for a glimmer of hope you would catch up to my level of care. I kept turning back, doubting myself if I deserved this, if this was the kind of love that was normal. I kept hanging on to a sliver of hope that things will get better. That change was eventual and falling in love was not a mistake. It felt like a never ending chase, and I guess that’s why it went on for as long as it did. I cant apologize now because there is nothing to be sorry for.

I wish you knew how much i fucking love spending time with you.I kinda wish we could be more than just friends...

you were my first crush. i honestly don't know why I liked you. Now I'm kinda repulsed by the thought of you.

I still love you even though you hit me everynight and that hurts to know no matter what you do I still will.

i will still go through our texts when i am sad and see how happy i was with you. it was all fo the better but you are a great person

Hi there. You are kinda weird and you judge people. That is not nice. Be nice. Btw Josie has a bf so do not get any ideas.

uh hey gav. i’m blocked by you... again. but i’m over you and i don’t love u anymore. finally. i’ll always wish you the best.

last month marked a year to when we first talked. it ended nearly 10 months ago and it still hurts. i hate you

I know we're better off as friends and I wouldn't change anything, but I still wonder about what we could've been

I knew I was not what you were looking for, always did. But that never stopped me from caring about you, and I still do

I know we never even dated and you would never see this but I wished I treat you better as my best friend

uh hi ig. so i wanted to send you a message because i love you, well loved you. you were my first love. haha akward

Thank you for being my first friend. And my first love. I dont love you anymore, but i def think ab you a lot lol. i love you. as a friend tho.

you were a fucking dick to me and I still managed to like you and struggled to get over you but i'm free now

i think it’s beautiful that i got to meet the old version of you that new people will never get to meet.

I want to talk again and be friends like we used to. But every time we do talk I end up hurting you. For some reason I always feel angry at you

I can never go back to you but I wish I could... you hurt me so many times but I still want to be with you

You were diffrent, I wanted you to stay, but you lied to me, i wish you wouldnt have made that promise

I never wanted kids, until I met you. I never wanted me, until I met you. I never wanted anything, until I met you.

Ah Gavin Gavin Gavin. I don't even know where to start with this. I don't even know if I would consider you my 'first true love' because, I can't tell if it love because I've never been in love. Or have I? I do love you in a way. A way maybe even stronger than a typical relationship. We weren't close for 3 years and now we are getting in touch again. Feels odd. Just realizing that we were just kids when we first met, being each others first crush, and now only a couple years later, still kids and I'm still not able to notice whether if I like you. Maybe that's my fault. My self sabotage; I always repress my own feelings that I have for people so fast and immediate because I always have the defensive mentality when it comes crushes. Never in my life will I ever fully accept the fact someone will choose me over the popular. Including you. But we're still kids. Still kids.

you lied to me, broke my heart and chose her over me. yet, though all that, your the face i see when i hear the word ''love''.

you were my person. we've moved on and that's okay. but i would still drop anything to be there for you.

idk how you lost feelings out of nowhere, I was in love with you and you dropped me like it was nothing

it’s always u. maybe we’ll meet again one dayy. i really do wish u all the happiness in the world even if u don’t

Never did I think I would find someone as loving and adventurous as you. Thank you for all that you do. I can’t wait to see what our future holds. I love you (forever) more

I miss you more than you will ever know. I wonder why you stopped talking to me, I would have done anything to be with you.

you’re the reason why i started to believe in right person wrong time. bc i’m not willing to let go of what we had.

im still in love with you. it hurts seeing you fall in love with somebody else, but its best for you and i

i am going to hate you forever for how badly you hurt me. you completely destroyed my perception of love and i don’t think i’ll genuinely be able to love anyone romantically ever again. no one will ever suffice because they aren’t you. i fucking hate you, but i’m going to love you for the rest of my life. you absolutely fucking destroyed me. have fun with your new life and new friends. i hope you’re happy.

i am going to hate you forever for how badly you hurt me. you completely destroyed my perception of love and i don’t think i’ll genuinely be able to love anyone romantically ever again. no one will ever suffice because they aren’t you. why couldn’t you love me back? why did you let me do what i did knowing how i fucking felt? i tried so hard, and you made me believe that we had a chance. i fucking hate you, but i’m going to love you for the rest of my life. you absolutely fucking destroyed me. have fun with your new life and new friends. i hope you’re happy.

You don't know how much I loved you, but notice it's past tense. Even though we were never a thing, you were my person. Again, pasted tense, but you will always hold a place in my heart. Thank you for being good to me. I love you.

i am so so sorry that i hurt you. you were there for me when nobody else was. you deserved better and i hope you find that.

People like you will always get the bad side of life. I expect wayy too much good from people who constantly let me down. Just know, it’s a lot less miserable being a good person.

i really wish we could’ve tried but we both knew it wouldn’t work. i really cared about you and i still do. i love you as a friend and thank you for always being there for me. the times we weren’t talking you were always on my mind. i hope maybe in the future we might work but i guess we’ll have to wait and see. good luck in the future g. i will miss you.