you broke me more than anyone, you manipulated me, you took advantage of me, you used me and you fucked me up so bad n ill never forgive

bitch. fuck you for pulling me into nsfw situations when I WAS UNCOMFY AND A FUCKING MINOR. fuck you for ruining comforts for me. fuck you for continuing to manipulate me, fuck you for vague posting about me, fuck you for everything, i fucking hate you.

It would’ve been nice if I heard from you. Just one message could’ve made my whole day better. I know we’re not friends anymore and I’m to blame for that but lately life has been kinda hard and I just need you like it was back then.

I am just noticing I didn't really love you I just loved the way you made me feel and when you choose her it crushed my soul, it's been a year you guys broke up and we don't talk anymore but I miss you and wish we could have stayed friends

You were so right for me. Too right for me. I didn’t deserve you, I don’t deserve you. I thought my friends were gonna think differently of me if I were in a relationship with you and that is my fault. I lied to you about so many things, you said it was fine. It wasn’t. Every now and then I remember the things we would tell each other and I just smile.. or cry. but I just want to let you know that you’re gonna make someone so happy. so so so happy.

I wish we'd just laugh at ourselves and continue our friendship. Life is just happier with you in it.

hey. it's me, w. ull probably never see this, but i just wanted to say, it kindof hurt when u asked them out. u kept on calling me cute, and i didnt like it from anyone else, but you, i weirdly loved it. i like your laugh, and the way u think u r so hard. i like how we argue sometimes about silly things. i save every song you ever put, and ive made an album out of them. it hurts when i listen to them bc it reminds me of you. i wish id met you at a different time. ur my right person wrong time.

jay, i have loved you since we were t e n, when i found out my sexuality... i still do but you’ll never feel the same. i love you.

i loved you more than i did myself, thanks for making me happy for some time, but i didn’t deserve the pain you put me thru

Why did you do that to me? Why did you completely change who I was to become “perfect” for you and you still hurt me worse than anyone in my life.

I’m really sorry that I didn’t seem interested. I miss talking to you and I really want to cuddle with you.

I’m really sorry that I didn’t seem interested. I miss talking to you and I really want to cuddle with you.

I’m really sorry that I didn’t seem interested. I miss talking to you and I really want to cuddle with you.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

I really miss you. I’m sorry I didn’t seem interested or made an effort, I didn’t know what to do. I wish we could see each other and cuddle.

Nobody is you, nobody makes me feel special like you do. I wish that we worked things out because all I do is think about you.

I know we met online but for that 6mths we spent together were the best too me, I knew that if I opened up u would leave but I didn't think it would be so soon...u begged me.. I thought u promised forever

You fell in love with me when I didn’t realise. I fell in love with you when it was too late.
I’m head over heels in love with you it’s suffocating me.

whenever you come back into my life i'm happy but I know not to get too happy because you won't stay for long I still love you, don't get me wrong but its not the same no more I am beginning to let you go, but trust me when i say i'm far from moving on as much as I wanted to keep you to myself I think its time we let each other go......and you don't know how hard it was to make that decision it took me almost 6 years you were my person. I just wasn't yours and I hope the next girl you have makes you happier than I did I wish you nothing but the best I can go on and on and on but sitting here and crying almost every night won't bring you back and won't change nothing. we just found each other at the wrong time god knows how much I love you and how I would've done anything and everything for you but not everyone is meant to be and I was just one of those unlucky ones who couldn't spend the rest of my life with the person called their first love I hope you find happiness and I'll be loving you from and distance and maybe even see you fall in love with another :( but i'm glad I got to know what loving felt like goodbye my love.....

i like your laugh. it's... tinkly. you wouldn't expect that type of laugh to come out of you, but it does. i think that makes me like you more, you are not expected.

i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough for you and that i couldn’t be the person you wanted. i knew she was there the whole time which hurt the most.

i just want to let you know that i still truly love you, you made me feel things i've never felt before in my life. You pop into my head from time to time, and i remember the days when we used to go over plans for dates and cute couple ideas. it hurts knowing you probably moved on already because i havent, but i still have hope that we can resolve our problems and reunie again, going back to what we once were: a couple with no care in the world whose only matter was making the other happy and smile.

I miss you man . Theres not a day I dont think of you I don't care how many times we break up or you block me but I fucking luv you ok I wanna be with you I wanna have your kids and everything I dont care what everybody else say I want you and only you damn I know I was selfish but I still wanna be with you jay please bra I fucking miss you .

I wish we could’ve worked out. You were one of the best things to happen to me. Our break up changed me completely, so thank you.

i first met u when we use to go to karate together back when we were like 11-12 . you looked a lot different :) i liked u and i would get so caught up when we would accidentally bump into each other . now, we ended up in the same highschool. although ur one grade above me, back when covid wasn’t around, we would pass each other in the halls from time to time. i wonder if u recognize me or even remember me. i still wonder if you’ve ever liked me,,

you were the first boy i ever fell in love with, yet the one i took for granted. you are amazing, and i’ll always love you. i’m sorry.

Its been a year to the day. why can't I let you go? why do you cloud my mind 24/7 when I know I'm not even a thought in yours.

It’s currently 4:26 am, and maybe if we both didn’t mess it up we’d be on the phone right now. I’d be telling you about the dumb details of my day as you lay with one hand behind you big ass head and the other on your chest. Instead I’m here crying and missing you for the millionth time since June, while your off falling in love with a girl named Gloria. Ever since you I can’t fall in love, even when there’s a perfect guy right in front of me. One who doesn’t sexualizare me every chance he gets, one who wasn’t in denial of meeting my parents, one who cares enough to help me through all me anxiety. That of which you never even bothered to notice or help me out of. I'm tired of laying here unable to sleep, crying wondering what if? What if i had put limits to your rush to do things. What if I had been smarter and done things in order and had put myself in a place where you respected me and sincerely loved me. Maybe it would have actually developed into that kind of consuming love I longed for. Where you wouldn’t have been afraid to take my name out of your bio or tell your mom about the amazing girl you had been so lucky to find. But no, instead I’m the one crying to my sister about a guy who didn’t fight for me when there’s a million else who would. So fuck you for fucking me up. Fuck you for having me questioning what’s so wrong about me, screw you for being a constant reminder that even though I could have caviar I’m not gonna stop craving the invaluable catfish. Screw you for saying you loved me and getting me to actually love you. Because now I can’t stop, and now I can’t move on. Every single fucking thing I do reminds me of you, which is crazy because I do a lot. And the thing is I didn’t even let you in, imagine if I had.

I used to think it was just wrong timing for us, it took me years to realize that you were just wrong for me.

i know that in another lifetime we were right for each other. i still think about you every single day. i hate you so much but i cant even remember why. im sorry.

please dont get bored of me, i love you. please dont hate me, i love you. please dont leave me, i love you.

its flora, thnx for showing me what its like 2 love and be loved. u were my 1st everything. i wouldn't be who i am today w/o u

why did i take our time together for granted? i always thought it would last forever. i always thought there would be more

you knew i’d always have a soft spot for u. & u took advantage of that. but i cant hate u no matter how hard i try.

I don’t know what i’m doing at all. i love you so much though and i wish you the best always, i just hope we can work it out and try again one day when i’m ready❤️

I wish you knew how much I missed you.you were and are everything to me.my first love,all of our memories that we created together.i will never forget you.my love for you is unconditional.

its time to let u go. my sweet boy i loved doesn't exist anymore. you'll never understand how bad u hurt me.

I know that you may my future husband, you’ll always have a special place in my heart. A special place for my first love, that I will never forget.

i’m sorry if i’ve ever hurt you. i keep losing feelings and they keep coming back. but i can’t lose you as my best friend

I honestly just don’t even feel like living anymore and I don’t tell u it cuz all u would say is a simple “sorry”

im sorry. im sorry i keep walking away i dont mean to hurt you but i love you so much it scares me it scares me in a way i cant explain i wish everyday i could just text you but i feel its better i keep my distance for my sake and you heart. i love you more than ive ever loved anyone i dont belive in soulmates in fact i think thats a bunch of bs but i think you're mine and that terrifies me. so im sorry, sorry i cant be what you need, want, and deserve. but maybe one day we'll find each other. i miss my doorkman:)

i know what's done is done but i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss you from time to time. i hope you're living your best life. if one day we ever connect again just know i never hated you and you're not a shitty person and all i ever wanted was for you to be happy. i'm still cheering you on from the side lines.

i know you hurt them, but plz, come back, even if its just one minute, i just want to relive on memory

No matter what happens, you were still my first love. I care about you. I want the best for you. Whenever we talk I still feel a little sad.

Thank you.
Really.
For everything, for every moment, the good and the hard ones. We've truly grown together as a whole and I wish we'd figure out a way to continue this complicity. I've discovered more about myself through you and I'm really grateful that our paths crossed. At some point I truly thought we were soulmates. I still do.
Although why aren't you keeping that promise ? "To always be there if I needed anything". I need you now and where are you?

i still think you are my soulmate, but I’d rather die alone than go back to how you used to treat me :(