Hi sunflower boy you brought me so much happiness in a time when no one was happy. You showed me how deeply I could feel for someone and for that I am eternally grateful.

I fell in love with your laugh, your smile, your hair, everything about you. I miss you. please come back.

i didnt mean to break your heart but the harsh way was the only way for me to make sure i didnt go back. the only part that was the worst is when my best friend betrayed me to be friends with you.

You lied. Bad. There is no getting me back now. You need some serious, intense help. I hope that whoever is next knows the truth about you. You're sick, dude. Very sick. But I think I am, too, because I would still jump in front of a moving bus for you. Never talk to me again and leave my name out of your mouth. Forever. But not the forever I thought we'd have.

Hi. I wanted to send you this months ago but I didn't. I'm finally happy. Thank you for setting me free.

im still waiting for you to come back. im sure my friends are tired of hearing me talk about how much i miss you. i know you probably dont even think about me anymore but i miss you so much. remember when we planned out our future together? what am i supposed to do now.

i know i didnt know you then. Yet i still blame myself for it. I want the blood of your brother on my hands for what he did to you. ilysm. im sorry i couldnt do anything. I feel at fault

I liked you for a long time and even though i dont act like it I am in love with everything you do...mean kid

And when I held your hands that were full of warmth compared to my cold small ones I thought you were never going to leave. And when I heard that laugh that sounds like kids at playgrounds I thought I would it hear it forever. But I thought wrong .

You're one of the reasons why I feel this,, because of my fucking daddy issues. I hate you. I'm angry. Just,, why?

i still listen to that album all the time - the one you told me to listen to. oddly enough, i miss you a lot. maybe even the most out of anyone. isn’t that weird

I really like you but idk how to tell you how I really feel. You make me happy and smile whenever you text me like an idiot. I know you probably don’t like me but it’s fine. I just want you to be happy even if it hurts me...

u felt like home to me. a safe place. in all honesty u were my first
love :( i still wanna text u after school & ask how ur day was. sometimes when something good happens ur the first person i think about telling, but its not the way it used to be i didn’t mean to be overbearing and i apologize, i just
wish things ended differently between us. if ur happy, that makes me happy. i miss u everyday & i hope ur safe. i still talk to God about u praying he protects you. i love u forever.

i still listen to the album you told me to listen to. and lately i’ve realized that, oddly enough, i miss you more than anyone. isn’t that weird, and kind of stupid? anyway — i hope you see this, although i know you won’t.

I know i hurt you. I fucked you up for life and i can never take that back. I don't want to be your burden, your sadness and ur anger. But fuck, fuck um i don't know how to apologize to you. But theres not a day that goes by where when i see your face and you see mine in the hallways, i know it hurts you. Im so sorry.

I wanted it to be you so bad. I wanted us in the end. I’ve let you go and now I don’t even want to love or try again. I’m so scared and every time I start or see potential in someone I freak out and leave because they’re not you. You’re my comfort. You’re my home. Why couldn’t you see that? You still are my home. You will always be my home. I guess we’ll just always have this unfinished story.

its weird because even after all that happened between us, I still have so much love for you. I hope you’re happy.

god you arent respinding to my texts rn which is really concerning and i really hope that you are ok. i love you so much and youre the best thing to happen to me and help me through so much every single day. i love you so much and never want to lose you.

I liked you, but you didn’t feel the same. I can’t stop thinking about you, even now, we met at a skating rink but I really felt something, then you asked for nudes and it just wasn’t the same. anyways I like your best friend now so fuck off and go die motherfucker.

it hurts me that you think ur not enough, but to me ur more than enough. i love you. and i wish i told you that earlier. you were the right person but the wrong time. i hope our paths cross again. and i hope you’re happy with her. you deserve the world. sorry i couldn’t be the one to give it to you. -the girl in vegas

please stop being on my mind. stop. you're all i think about. you and these imaginary scenarios of us.

ur better off without me. i’m sorry for hurting you. i still worry about you. i hope u find someone that treats you better then i did.

you still mean everything to me and i wish you were still in my life, everything would be perfect if you were here again

we could have had such a wonderful life together....why did you have to ruin it? why did you have to ruin me?

i used to read our messages every night wondering what i did wrong. you told me you loved me. you told me so many things... so many empty promises. you made me feel so small and stupid. you ruined my favorite movies for me. and your name is stupid. i hope u never get into ucla or usc u fucking dick hole.

how dare you treat me as an option when i am nothing less but a priority. be a better friend to the next one

i only miss you when i start feeling lonely. its a good sign. it reminds me that it just wasn't meant to be

yk that one trippie song that goes like “sometimes i’m miserable without you so it’s just like you’re still here” ... yea ?

I've wanted to confess to you for a while, but I never did. I know you would never like me, so I can't ever confess. You're a year older than me, so I know you probably just think of me as some gross little girl. But if you somehow might see this, and think you know that this is me, please text me. I really like you.

i hate u for everything u did to me. u literally broke me and saw me at my lowest and continued to fuck with me. i cant do anything that reminds me of u without feeling a stinging in my chest

hey, i know we have a drifted apart a lot. i just want you to know that whenever i see you, i think about all the times we have spent together. whether it was talking about basketball or in the car to your granparents house, falling asleep together in the car. it makes me happy. i know you probably don't think about me but i want you to know that i still care about you a lot and hope you are happy.
even though we never actually dated it always felt like we did. staying up until 3:00am texting or having the best conversations while babysitting together. it also felt like we had a good connection. i miss you :)

i keep seeing things that make me think of you and it hurts that i can’t show you them because you’re mean to me. you’re mean and you don’t even realize it and i’m too scared to tell you that it hurts because i honestly don’t think you see it.

I look back and always wonder what I could’ve done to make you like me. I know you’re a great guy and I don’t blame you for anything. It was my fault for realizing too late. Here we are years later to only being strangers. I miss you but I know you aren’t coming back. Thank you for this lovely chapter my friend. I’ll always be here for you no matter what. I made a promise back then and I’m gonna keep it, friends or strangers I’m here.

i'm sorry i couldn't give u what u deserve. i feel like i took advantage of your feelings at the start of things but if i'm being honest i did want something serious with u towards the end. i'm sorry i put u through everything i did, u were so used with being fucked over and i feel like i did the same as the other girls b4 me, i'm sorry i hurt u. as much as i wanna reach out and talk to u again i won't, i'm not gonna disturb your peace anymore, u deserve better. u will find the right girl one day, trust me.

i just wish you would text me so we could talk one last time. i know we shouldn’t be together for the time being, but we never had a long honest conversation about how we felt, like we said we would. you would be proud of who i’ve become. :(

Why did we argue all the time? Was it because of your trust issues? Was it because of mine? I never really talk about my trust issues as it’s hard for me to talk about, but i started stuff up for no reason and i regret it obviously but u always got so angry at me, I couldn’t help it, i wish i could but i couldn’t. I really loved you but the constant arguing drove me away and it’s probably my fault and i regret it but i did apologise for it and u just had another go at me. I don’t know what to do i done everything i could. I love you.

Hey it’s me. Just wanted to say that I miss you and I am doing a lot better now without you. I told myself that if I don’t hear from you then it’s a sign to move on and I think it’s time I do. I just always thought we could still be friends but I guess not but that’s totally ok because I’ve accepted that you were in my life just to teach me a lesson. Thanks dawg. Just one more heartbreak closer to finding a good person who’ll actually be there for me in my darkest and brightest days.

I did love u but u blocked me for no reason then promised me something u couldn’t keep. I don’t like at all. Then u told me u loved me and I believed it I was so happy to feel loved and I liked coming home to your texts but I’m glade your gone I hope u never come back. Enjoy your new girl you won’t get better than me?

i miss you so much. you meant everything to me. i tried to do my best for you. we were so young and that’s probably why it didn’t work. i wish we still kept contact .

a part of me aches every time i think of you. we ended on an open page and we could’ve gone further, but timing wasn’t right for us. i say i’ve moved on, but i can’t help but think about what could’ve been.

I hope you are doing okay. You are deserving of so much more than I could give you. I’m sorry I ended up like this.

hey babs, i wanted to stop by here to talk about a few things.
idk if u will find this,but it still feels good to write in here.
i kinda got distant,i know.
its just,i know whats gonna halen when you leave,so im trying to make it less painful as possible.
thank you for everything you have done.
you're my first ever true friend.
you mean so much to me.
and i know you told me that you leaving doesnt mean anything,and that we will still talk.
you know how much i went thru believing things like that.
i cant anymore.
anyways,i love you so much.
i dont think i will ever find someone like you ever again.
thats okay.
im sorry for the times that i was lacking.
i never considered myself a good friend,and i dont expect you to too.
but i hope i helped you,in someone way shape or form.
i love you,i hope the cycle doesnt replay again.

I loved you so much. I just wish you could’ve treated me with respect. You were awful to me and I’ll miss you.

I can't believe I actually like you. How did you enamor me so? you're not even attractive. You just understand me and I don't like it at all. Stop making me laugh. Stop casually flirting with me because I can't stop myself from doing it back. I know we can't have a relationship but that won't stop my feelings. But I beg of you, don't make it too real. I'll end up hurting you in the end. We're better as friends. Not that you feel the same anyway.

I almost called you tonight. I'm glad I didn't but would you have picked up? Stop infiltrating my mind, I don't want your name stuck on the tip of my tongue every time I ask myself who I love. Just leave me alone.

Ur a fucking twat. U make fun of me for fucking everything. Ur not fucking funny. U and ur friends r the reason I don’t wanna go to school everyday. I hope ur life is fucking shit. I rlly hope it is. I hate u.

I know you’re doing great things. You don’t know this but I’ll always be your biggest supporter and even though it hurts that we’re no longer in contact I’m just so happy to know that you’re finally headed down the right path.

Hahaha purple like purple guy, If you were seeing this you'd probably laugh,
anyways hey sunflower, thank you for making me feel secure, less self conscious. thank you for accepting my past and helping me through the present, I really do love you and my only hope is that this lasts forever
-from Orange Boy
or pumpkin :>

Although I now know I can live life without speaking to you, I still would be happier with you in my life. Please respond, I miss you :/

you hurt him. i trusted you and you hurt the boy i still care about. he says you two are, doing well now but ill never forgive you for hurting him. i hope hes doing ok.