I wish I was waking up to you, I miss rolling over and seeing your bright blue eyes. That was my favorite part of my day. I miss you JM

in some other life or alternate universe, we're together. I just know it. i kinda wish it was this one though.

i’m sorry i broke it off. i am so in love with you and you are with me and i hate how the timing just ruined everything and i feel like you won’t love me the way i love you

probably one of the biggest bullies i’ve ever met, but despite tht ur a pvp pro and an absolute briefcase wanker, wish u the best in life

I doubt you'd ever see this but in hopes you do, im sorry. im sorry I had to be your first love and make it hard. you don't know how terribly I want to be better for you. because I really am deeply in love with you. your the reason I'm alive, and there isn't enough of anything to repay you for everything you've done for me. I just really hope that you still love me too.

You were horrible to me. I don’t even know if Jason was your real name. You caused me so much unnecessary trauma and body dysmorphia.

you 're not my first love....we're just friends, but u def have a special place in my heart. u made me feel things that i haven't felt in so long. I didn't rlly think that was possible. the amount of warmth and comfort that I felt when I talked to u was so freeing. I was/am going through a rough spot and talking to u was prob the only thing I looked forward to every day. ur honestly the only person who rlly made sure I was okay. ur my bsf and ik that we've been pretty distant rn and im sad abt that but just know ill always be here for u

I keep telling myself I already let go of you but part of me keeps pushing the truth away I don't know why I guess I rather just you hurt me over and over than someone else

why do we keep on drifting? i dont want u to forget ab me. why wont u just love me the same :// i pour so much effort into trying to make u happy but u just throw it away. i love you so much

i forever wish you'd put in the same effort i do. you mean the world to me but i don't think you feel the same and it hurts

You weren't my first love but I really thought you would be the one for me. I turned out to be wrong, like always. Although, deep down inside, I will always love you and I will never forget you. You will forever be treasured in my heart.

i liked u from the first time i saw u looking at me with those piercing blue eyes. i never seen anything quite like them. they are the most beautiful eyes i've seen. u had longer hair back then. it looked like an ocean full of brunette waves. it seemed so fluffy. and then later when u stood up to get a glue stick, i saw how tall u were. i know everyone made fun of u because u had the size of a baby giraffe or even taller than that but i liked that about u. oh god, i liked all of u. ur smile. ur humour. ur charm. ur touch. ur laugh. ur height. ur insecurities. every time u played with my hair. every time u hugged me. i felt so protected in ur arms. like nothing bad could happen. ur goofy personality. ur smell. ur intelligence. u. only u. i felt loved for the first time in my life. everybody said it was only butterflies but i knew that is was more than that. love. until i found out ur weren't mr. perfect anymore. u became someone else. cold. cheater. manipulator. liar. different. substance user. anger issues. u became full of darkness and anger. i know u had ur demons but i wished u loved me the way i did with u. i miss u more and more everyday. urs truly, a.

Why? You were the only one i could count on and you supported me so much. I just want my friend back man

FUCK YOU! you were meant to teach me how to live but you just broke me down and cared more about my brother then me. you left me out in the rain and took him in. you said you’d never hurt me. thankfully you’re no longer in my life but the scars physically and mentally will always be there.
if you ever see this just know. i’m doing better then ever with out you so is mum and nug and olly. i still want to talk to you and ask you why you did what you did but you don’t take responsibility you’re just a lying manipulative dick.

You were the first person I truly believed loved me just for me, it breaks me to know I still love you.

I gave you every chance to let me come back to you, I wanted you to choose me again- it’s was too late, I’m sorry.

If I knew how to fix everything I really would’ve. I’m so sorry things have come to this. I just want us to be okay again

you were a terrible friend, and left me with so much emotional trauma that i failed my first relationship. i haven’t had feelings for you for a while, and i’m glad that i was able to get past you.

If you ever see this i just wanna say im not mad i just wanna know why you did it, i trusted you with something i dont even trust sharing with my family, i loved you dearly i thought you loved me too but i'll be okay. i cherish all the moments and memories we made together, even if they didnt mean anything to you. love you

this isn't quite aqua but it's close enough. i don't know why you did what you did, and hopefully you can be honest with yourself soon. ALSO, your new girl looks like you took a picture of me and put it in a blender. remember what i said in the car..

i was avoiding him for you. because you said i was better than that. but now there’s no point. you can’t tell me what i should do. you promised me. you made me a promise to my face and you broke it.

a revenge scheme? i guess you don’t know me at all. if you thought i couldn’t promise you anything, why would you make me a promise in the first place?

stop pretending you don’t like her or kissing her or anything. if you didn’t like it then you wouldn’t do it. it doesn’t make me feel better when you say that it just makes me sad that you lied to me about a girl you don’t even have real feelings for.

i’m not going to fight with you through digital boxes online. i told you everything i did. i didn’t have to tell you about any of it but i chose to of my own free will. you chose to openly deny the truth about a relationship for weeks. you continued to tell me you friendzoned her AFTER you had kissed her. this is not my fault. i’ve done things in the past but this situation is completely on you.

I don't know why I love you, yet I do. Why do I think about you every night? It's so stupid as you have a girlfriend, yet I can't stop thinking about you.

I liked you for so long and I think we just missed. You never told me how you felt if you felt anything. I think maybe there was a reason she hated when we talked. We never said anything but I hope we can still stay friends

I miss you. I miss us but as time goes on and the less you talk to me, I start to move on a little bit more everyday. Memories will stay but time will fade. I misses you a lot..

i felt our stars collide when your hands locked with mine, but it’s time to find a new constellation.

I'm so thankful to have you in my life. You taught me what love is like. I love you so much. As a person. As a best friend. And everything in between

While you were falling asleep the other night, I thought I heard you say you loved me for the first time. Sorry I didn’t say it back. I’ve got you covered next time.

There is just something about you..

I wish I never sent you all those pictures.

I thought you were different

i miss you jason, why can’t you love me the way i love you?

It should've been us, for forever and a day. Maybe in another life, my sweet boy.

i was a complete idiot back then. i’m sorry for not being the person you deserved.

I know you left suddenly no reason but i’ll always love you and you’ll always be my dad

I’m sorry for loving you

You said that you’d fix it, and part of me hopes you do. I miss what we were before you broke us.

I like you

why are you so mean to me? you used to be so nice to me what happened? where did i go wrong

I will get married to you one day I hope you ask me soon :)

Why after I put all my trust into you you took advantage of me?

i miss you. i want to hate you for what you did to me but i cant. i hate myself more.

i don’t have the gall to say it yet, but you already know i love you. love isn’t a big enough word.

ive never connected with someone like you

All I did was love you and you broke me.

sometimes I wonder if you're reminded of me like i'm reminded of you

i really wanted it to be you. is this how we end?

you’re an angel…