Unsent messages to JACKSON
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: August 7, 2023, 7:29 am UTC
i wish i was enough for you. why wasn’t i enough?
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: August 5, 2023, 9:51 pm UTC
why couldn’t you love me back, i gave you everything.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: August 5, 2023, 2:21 am UTC
somtimes the memories make me sick I wish you had never met her
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: August 4, 2023, 1:53 pm UTC
what even happened i have so many questions
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: August 1, 2023, 4:09 am UTC
idk how i’m gonna survive being 5 hours apart
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 29, 2023, 7:29 pm UTC
i wish that you love me. i'll be here waiting for you.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 27, 2023, 11:16 pm UTC
I’ve thought about you everyday since we met
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 27, 2023, 12:53 am UTC
I know you’re over us and that’s ok it just hurts
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:08 pm UTC
I hope we find our way back to each other. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:04 pm UTC
i wish you could care and i wish i could stop
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:55 am UTC
I don’t know if I can be in a relationship with you anymore.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:23 pm UTC
I hope one day you’ll love yourself the way I once loved you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:18 pm UTC
i hope that we can find eachother again one day. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:14 pm UTC
I wish you loved me the way that I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 16, 2023, 4:50 am UTC
i wish you made me feel like i was special.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:14 am UTC
I’m glad we grew apart and grew as people
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:26 pm UTC
I still remember what you wrote in my yearbook.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 12, 2023, 2:27 pm UTC
I wonder if you think about me they way I think about you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:29 am UTC
i miss you. i hope you still think about me
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:35 am UTC
I never meant to let you down. I just wasn’t ready
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:45 pm UTC
You were always there to make me smile but in the end I still hurt you I'm sorry I only thought about my happiness and never yours I'm sorry, I still adore you with all my heart
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:21 am UTC
she’s everything i ever wanted. you treat her so bad and i have to sit here and act like i don’t love her.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:19 pm UTC
i feel sorry for myself. i put so much effort into something that was a waste of time. i wish i could have seen just how little you cared about me whenever i first got to know you. i have finally noticed my full worth, and i am not going to allow you to diminish me anymore. goodbye jackson.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:02 am UTC
You were the first guy I ever truly liked. I still walk by you every day, but it’s not the same anymore. We’ve both changed and grown, some ways for the better, and some for the worst. I miss the butterflies I got when you looked my way or said my name, but I know that I was childish back then. I know you’ll never read this, but I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:10 am UTC
i wish you liked me as much as you seem to like her. i wish i was good enough for you but i’m not and i need to accept that you only want me for my body.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:53 pm UTC
i’m so tired. so fucking tired. wish it was from staying up all night to talk to you like we used to.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:41 am UTC
I don't know if you're just my friend, or if I'm in love with you, but I wanna be by your side forever.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:13 pm UTC
i know we don’t talk anymore but you could always light up my day. you made me feel something i never did before and i haven’t felt it since. you were an amazing friend and i wish it didn’t end how it did
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:59 am UTC
You motherfucker, how's life treating ya? It's kinda ironic that a lesbian got a crush on a gay dude but, we met at all girls Christian summer camp so watcha gonna do. I was a learning experience and it shaped me as a person, thanks for the dress.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:27 am UTC
i love you so much, im killing myself trying to forget everything about you. please come back to me it was my fault. i hope you have a good last image. i love you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:34 am UTC
I really loved you, but you broke me and you are so selfish. Leaving you freed me and now I am happy.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:13 am UTC
i think i'm finally over you. i don't know why it took me so long - looking back, you never treated me as well as i treated you. i think i was just so happy to have the undivided attention of someone else for the first time in my life. even if it wasn't for very long, and in the end it turned out everything you told me was a lie. you were bored, i was desperate - that's the way it goes i guess. i'm glad we don't hate each other, and we can talk about random things. sometimes i still think about you. but now, i'm not missing you in a romantic way - i just miss having a deep emotional connection with someone. i hope you're doing ok.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:49 am UTC
i think it’s funny and maybe sad how nobody, not even you, will ever come close to understanding what i feel for you.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:00 am UTC
I’m sorry I know you care about me and I can’t leave bc I know I’ll
Break you but I just don’t feel the same
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 9, 2021, 5:32 am UTC
even though we we supposed to be mortal enemies, you were kinda cute, and i like you. i think u like me back too.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 8, 2021, 12:06 am UTC
You were always so perfect, but in the most complex way. Although it hurt, I chose to stay friends with you rather than open the possibility of losing you by telling you how I felt. In the end, you left anyway and I wish I would told you in case that would change your mind.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
you were most definitely not my first love, i realize that now. but i still think abt you sometimes. not necessarily miss you because i also realized that i made most of the memories up of what i wish would’ve happened. i just hope you’re doing okay and allie is doing good too. i miss her.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:00 pm UTC
sorry i fucked up so many times. you're better than me in so many ways. i'm jealous that you've figured out what you want. maybe at least we can be friends.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:29 am UTC
I wanted to be there for you but I dont how to be and I am tired of waiting for you to care for me the way that I care for you. I love you with all my heart and thats what hurts the most.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:34 pm UTC
Fuck you. you broke me after you promised you never would. i apologized for your mistakes. i hate that i still love you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 6, 2021, 3:31 pm UTC
You were my first love. And I’ve loved you since. I really thought we’d be able to make it work this summer but we couldn’t and I think that’s ok. All I wanted in this life was for you to be happy. And if something happens I’m always here. And I’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 6, 2021, 3:30 pm UTC
You were my first love. And I’ve loved you since. I really thought we’d be able to make it work this summer but we couldn’t and I think that’s ok. All I wanted in this life was for you to be happy. And if something happens I’m always here. And I’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:59 am UTC
I didnt know that me getting myself hurt would cause all of this but im glad that we are atleast talking now and i know i was a stupid person back then but ive changed now and i wanna try to fix what i did and try it again
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:27 am UTC
hey jackson, i’m sorry about everything. ik things probably won’t go back to the way they were but i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:18 pm UTC
i loved you but you kept pushing me away, you told me you do that on purpose to not get hurt but that just hurt me in the end.
