i think i'm finally over you. i don't know why it took me so long - looking back, you never treated me as well as i treated you. i think i was just so happy to have the undivided attention of someone else for the first time in my life. even if it wasn't for very long, and in the end it turned out everything you told me was a lie. you were bored, i was desperate - that's the way it goes i guess. i'm glad we don't hate each other, and we can talk about random things. sometimes i still think about you. but now, i'm not missing you in a romantic way - i just miss having a deep emotional connection with someone. i hope you're doing ok.