Unsent messages to JACKSON

I feel really dumb that I cried over you. You're a real piece of shit I hope you know that. I wish you luck in the future.

you knew you broke me. you acted like you would change, but you didn’t. you lie then go back to the same girl.

i know that you did this for my own good. i really do, but why did you have to make it seem like you hated me?

I don’t know what I did wrong, and you really hurt me. I just wish you would tell me so I don’t have to think about it every night

I miss you and it hurts knowing you probably forgot all about me when you really had such a huge impact on my life, you didnt know it but you were there for me in the darkest times of my life and im sorry if i was toxic to you i just never wanted to lose you even though i did at the end. I have finally accepted i have to let go of you but i havent yet accepted how we wont ever talk again and we will be strangers bc realizing that pains me so much. You always made me laugh you were always the funniest person without even trying. Anyways i hope you have an amazing life and i wish you the best. I want you to be happy even if it means being happy without me and with someone else. You deserve to be happy. I love you so much and maybe i should just accept the fact that we wont talk again ever but even if we dont you will always have a spot in my heart always. Just like i promised . I hope we can meet in another lifetime