i feel sorry for myself. i put so much effort into something that was a waste of time. i wish i could have seen just how little you cared about me whenever i first got to know you. i have finally noticed my full worth, and i am not going to allow you to diminish me anymore. goodbye jackson.

It took you only 4 days to give up on me. And here I am after having a crush on you since summer school last year, still thinking of you 9 months after we kissed. Pathetic! Please give me some kind of explanation. What you did really hurts.

i'd choose you. i'd choose you a thousand times over and let you break my heart each time if it meant i got to at least hold you for another time.

It really broke my heart hearing the words “I’ve caught feelings for someone else.” I will always remember the memories you made and I’ll love you forever :(

It took me a few to come to my senses but I’m in love with you. I may be too late but I can wait if I need to

i wish i didn't end like this but you thanks for being my first love. i'm over you but i will always miss our memories :( i hope you change

she’s everything i ever wanted. you treat her so bad and i have to sit here and act like i don’t love her.

i regret everything that i did with you, yet i wouldn’t change anything because of how much i miss you. but also fuck you.

You were my first love. I'm sorry we didn't work out, but i'm not sorry for not being enough for you. I needed someone who loved me for ME. I will always have this weird love for you since you were the first, but you moved on. So i should too. I miss staring into your eyes and listening to frank ocean together, but its time to let go.
-Your forever best friend. I love you

When you came to my game i knew at that point you were the one. But here we are, you have a new girl. It hurt at first, but i'm happy you found someone who makes you happier than i ever did. -Your forever best friend. I love you

You were always there to make me smile but in the end I still hurt you I'm sorry I only thought about my happiness and never yours I'm sorry, I still adore you with all my heart

i’m sorry. i have to learn to love myself before i can love anyone else and i hope you understand that.

hey i know we haven't talked in a while but i hope you're doing okay and that one day we will meet again at the right time!

i know we only know each other through the internet but you’ve became so important to me and i wish i could tell you how much you really mean to me.

even though we we supposed to be mortal enemies, you were kinda cute, and i like you. i think u like me back too.

you'll realize one day that im the one even though we met when i was literally 14. Im mental so that could also b why i think this

if i could go back to that night, i would’ve stayed on that couch just for a little longer. i knew you wanted to tell me something but i left. i saw the disappointment in your eyes as i walked away. i should’ve stayed.

We were nothing. But we were everything. You were all the colors in the rainbow and all the beautiful places in the world. You never think of me as more than a friend, but I think about the way I smile when I see your name and get distracted when I see your face. I will forever hope that somewhere we will fall together but I know we are only meant to fall apart. It’s okay though. I love you.

you helped build me back together by loving me and then later betrayed and left be more broke then before

i like you a lot but i can never tell you that because i know you don’t feel the same way and that hurts. i see you every day at school and hope you’ll see me the way i see you but you never do but i hope one that you can.

i can never stop thinking about you and i want to text you so bad and tell you how i feel but i know you don’t feel the same.i hope one day you’ll see me the way you see you.

you were worth everything. maybe one day when we are older, we will finally get it right. i love you.

Jackson, you were the first one who wanted me for me. Not my body or anything other than my personality. You wanted me to be myself. You were the one who showed me what love felt like. I think I loved you but I don't know for sure. I regret not sending that text to you a day before, a week before, hell even a month before. I'm sorry I did that to you, I'm sorry I gave up on you. On us. I missed my chance on what may have been the best thing that has happened in my life. I did everything to get me and you off my mind. Didn't work, I even made a playlist for you. You're my best friend. I know we've drifted but you are the one person I can trust who I know will listen to me. You're happy now, with her. And I'm happy for you. I may be jealous sometimes, jealous of her for getting to have you all to herself but my life is fulfilled knowing you're happy. I still listen to our song and smile every time. I still dream about you. I still think about you Jackson and I don't know if it's gonna last forever. I want you, but I don't want to ake you from anyone. I just want to apologize for getting scared, for commitment issues coming between us. I'm sorry for not texting you. I'm sorry for letting you go, but you're happy. And that makes me happy. Goodbye Jackson, I'm going to miss you with everything in my heart. Thank you, thank you for everything.

thank you for the laughs, the memories, the nights singing bruno mars. who said losing love hurts more then a friendship. you once were the person who said you could tell me anything, and now we're just strangers.

i think i’m loosing you. i cant wait anymore. i’m closing my self off from other people because i’m waiting for you and i know your never going to come back to be. i give up i think

i miss you more than you could ever imagine. i dont know if you even care. id do anything to just spend one day with you. even if you only live 20 feet away.

you made me feel so awful sometimes...yet I miss you...maybe I miss the good you. I wonder if that good you still exists.

you made me believe in trust again and people loving you again. thank you. please don't leave as everyone else did :)

I miss you every day. I miss the bond we have in high school. I regret not dating you when I had the chance. You were my best friend. You knew me better than I knew myself, and you treated me far better than anyone else in this world has. You were so, so sweet to me. I’m so sorry I was so selfish. I’m sorry I never gave you a chance. I love you and I hope you’re happy.

i miss you and i hate the fact that i do and 99% of the time i hate the way you make me feel and you probably think i’m crazy because i act like i hate you and then i love you on and off everyone five fucking seconds but the truth is that i literally cannot stay away from you and i have no idea why and i hate the way i’m so attached to you even though we never dated and i can’t get the image of you smiling at me the first time you kissed me after months and i’m just scared of the fact that it’s always going to be you.

A gentle soul with a big heart. I will always love that about you.

I’m engaged, having a baby, and living a good life without you. I’ve never been happier

i left you so i could keep you.

I’m so sorry. you deserve someone better.

i dont wanna be ur last priority anymore :(

i wasted 6 months of my life just for you to say you didn’t want a relationship

It hurts to know that you didn’t mean anything of what you said. Thanks for using me then leaving.

U were my first love.

im sorry i couldn’t give you the love you deserved.

I didn’t mean any of what I said during our last conversation

You know I don’t believe in anything but I find myself praying everyday that you’ll come back.

I’m sorry

i wish we could go back to october

i want to let go and i can’t, i never got closure. idk why it still lingers years later.

I think about you everyday and I don’t think i’m ever gonna stop.

did i mean anything? do u even miss me?

idk why I still miss you so much sometimes I wish you didn’t hate me now

i love you and i hope one day you will be able to come to terms with who you are

I love you more than life darling <3

Im done chasing