I heard our song come on today and it took everything in me not to cry. I miss you so much but I know we are broken up for a reason. I love you so much.

I still have the peace of your locker mirror that i broke three years ago. I don't think you know how a relationship works.

it’s been two weeks. i cry less than a week ago, but i still miss you.

i literally drove down 203 yesterday because it was the closest i could get to you.

i look through the photos from that day all the time. i know now why that jp saxe song tells me not to do that.

i miss the parts of our relationship that were magic and made me feel like i was floating. but i think there was enough anti-magic that it hurt a lot more than it was supposed to.

i hope one day it works out for us.

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I remember the first time I thought you might love me. But what I remember more is the way my heart dropped when I realized I meant nothing to you all along

Hi, I just wanted u to know that even though you cheated on me I’ll always be here for you. I love you

Hi, i know you’re on your vacation and i want you to enjoy it, I remembered that you told me that you won’t have a good signal to talk and I understand it but bakit nung nagkatampuhan sa iba ka lumapit? Sa babaeng patay na patay sayo? Bakit? Alam mo sobrang insecure ko na kase di ko alam kung anong kulang ko? It hurts me kase alam kong binigay ko naman lahat but why? Meron ba talaga akong pagkukulang? Sobrang sakit kase. I know na alam mo na naumiiyak ako dahil hindi mo ko nakakausap araw araw but i just want to tell you that i love you so much and I’ll be here always. And sorry for not telling you that I’m anemic again, i love you

i liked you, you liked the girl i looked up to. Sorry i accidentally called you i was removing your contact from my favorites

did you like me even a little and do you still think of me sometimes or i did i really mean nothing to you?

If I would send them a text message I would say that they have made me very happy and thanks for everything.

My heart always will have a special place for you. i’ve never felt the way I did with you towards anyone else. i’ll love you forever.

blue was your favourite colour.im sorry for everything. i miss you.please come back you’re everything to me

I really miss you a lot. I have so so so many regrets leaving you, I really just want to be eating Garlic bread tear and share with you right now

Im happy you came into my life. you made me so happy and i cant thank you so much for that.Thank you for all the times you made me laugh when i wasn't feeling well, and thank you for the little comments you would tell me, like "You always look good" or "your so cute" and many other things. I loved the way you always told everyone that i was yours. I Love the Good Morning and Goodnight messages, you never failed to make me happy. I love the way you would plan the future with me, the house by the beach..the wedding. When you said "I Love you" first i was scared, and yet, you weren't mad, you understood, you told me to take my time. thats when i knew it was you. "I love you" the words i dreaded to say to anyone incase it was a mistake. but now i know, it wasint a mistake, you made me happy, and thats all i needed. Im sorry if i broke your heart, but i didint have a choice. I was forced to. I know you dont know that but. i hope you dont blame me. Thank you for everything.

I loved you more than anyone then you broke me more than anyone . I wish you the best . We will never complete our plans but that’s okay .

I got so attached to you so easily.. I wish I wouldn't have. you broke my heart and my outlook on love yet I still miss you. I wish I could forget everything.

i hate the way u used and manipulated me. but i still wish you will come back. we can get through this. i know it

i know what keeps you up at night. i know what your insecurities are. about your childhood trauma. what makes you feel comforted. how you cant eat without being high. you cant sleep without it being 70 degrees, your fan on low and without 4 pillows. how sensitive your skin is and what materials of clothing you prefer. i know why you'd rather stay home than go out. i know every single freckle and every scar you have. all this and so much more. within 2 months. you cant even tell me my birthday or my middle name. id be so surprised if you remembered my favorite color. maybe this is why i fell harder than you. i invested myself more. maybe thats why it was so easy to walk away from me. every single day it breaks me more not to be with you. just please come back when you're ready. ill be waiting bb.

I should've realized earlier why you constantly talked to me in class, even though we had never been friends.

You are my best friend (in a completely platonic way) but now that I've moved far away, I just know you'll get over our friendship. I've said it before already, but just incase you didn't get the message, thank you for your friendship. I will miss you and will hate to see you replace me, but it's life and that's just the way it is sometimes. Anyways, happy thanksgiving to you and your family!

I'm so fucking glad you're happy because it looks so damn good on you but what keeps on hurting is that you will never admit what we kinda had and that you actually led me on and couldn't stop me because you liked having that attention I was giving you, but it's ok, I'l be ok

I thought you’d be everything I could ever wanted but knowing you decided to trust an 18 year old rather then someone that is mentally ill, my respect for you erupted into nothing. People with bpd will love you more then the average person without it, we can’t choose our favourite person it just happens. I got arrested on New Years for being the person I feared to become.

you cheated on me so many times. you lied to me so many fucking times, but somehow, I'm the bad guy when I feel insecure or unloved, or any slight difference. I remember when I got the first screenshots of you talking to other girls. being shown that I'm not good enough, sticks.
but when I cry, or feel insecure, you have the audacity to get mad at me. but deep down, you know I'm not here for a long time, I'm here till you find the next best thing, to replace me, again. but I stay, because you're everything to me, and in my eyes. but, ill never be like the other girls. no matter what. and I fucking hate you for how you treat me, and how you make me feel but I hate me too, bc I'm not skinny enough, or pretty enough, or overall enough for you, but then again I think I'm better than you, bc even now, I'm 100% loyal to you, even when you weren't to me. I wish we never met. fuck. you.

I saw your car. I really wanted to find you and hug you. you asked for no contact. I’m trying so hard to respect that.

I saw your car. I really wanted to find you and hug you. you asked for no contact. I’m trying so hard to respect that.

I saw your car. I really wanted to find you and hug you. you asked for no contact. I’m trying so hard to respect that.

¿Que fue lo que no funciono conmigo?, dijiste que no estabas listo pero ahora con una chica nueva lo estas más que nunca ):

I was going through such a hard time and you made me believe you were different. You lied to me and made me trust you just to hurt me and turn your back on me when I needed you the most. I hate you, but a part of me will always miss you.

the fact u go after everyone says a lot about u but i just cant bring myself to hate you, i wish i were enough for you

If u hadn’t moved away I’d be having all these first experiences with you, not him.
I wish you hadn’t moved. I just feel empty.

i kinda just wish you could hold me till it all gets less scary.

but you can't. trying my best not to call you.

i’m afraid that we might be soulmates & i’ll always miss you but i’ll never be able to forgive you for sleeping with her.

you were the light to my dark lane . you made me happy and feel loved and now your gone you left me. i do wish i was as pretty as you wished , i as perfect as you’d like because in my eyes your more then life itself. you gave me purpose when nothing else did you made me smile when no one else could and , for that i thank you , i know i’m just another name on the list but you were more i’m sorry you’ll never see me as the beautiful girl worth keeping and fighting for. you saved me and broke me you were my tears and my best bragging moments but to you i was a embarrassment. one day you may love me or not but i will always love you

I'm sorry that I treated you badly. You didn't deserve that, and I used you as a scapegoat for my other family issues. I regret being neglectful, and I just want you to be happy even though it isn't with me.

I’m so in love with you. one day I want to marry you and have your kids and grow old together and just be in your arms forever. long distance sucks. I love you babes

hi ian r your probably not seeing this but i really miss you and miss what we had i wish you never left i choose purple i remember it was your favorite color

I’m moving on now. I’m not sure if it’s really you sending these to me. Im sorry it has to be sam, he makes me feel whole again. I’ll always be sorry and my memories of you will always rest easy in my heart. Thank you for the best summer of my life.

When you held me in your arms on your birthday and we watched the clouds, that was the happiest day of my life.

You were the first person to ever make me truly feel the love of the world. I hope you feel it, too..

You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. Thankyou for always loving me when I couldn't love myself.

I wish things didn’t end the way they did between us and i wish you weren’t an ass now even tho i think it’s my fault

There are so many times I find myself wanting to reach out. I feel like I still never got the chance to know you.

today i was driving with my mom and i told her how i was jealous of you because you guys don’t use cars very often over there, usually trains and buses so you won’t HAVE to learn how to drive anytime soon. she smiled at me and said, “why not go live with him then?” if only she knew all our plans, id give anything to go back and listen to you talk about that big house by the beach with the dogs and that calm room you wanted for when my anxiety was so bad i couldn’t breathe. you really always thought about me first. but anyways, i just wish i could tell you that without it being awkward. my grandmother knew it far before us. also you never told me your favorite color but when i asked if it was dark blue, you always said it was dark blue after that so, i’ll make it the color of this and hope you don’t find it until life is easier between us.

I wish I could take it back and say sorry.I would do anything to go back in time for just one more day with you.

I wish I could take it back and say sorry.I would do anything to go back in time for just one more day with you.

It's been almost 3 years and I have thought about you every single day, but it's finally time to move on, goodbye my lovely.

i fell in love with you last saturday. i felt it throughout my whole body. please let this last a lifetime.

miss u more n more with each passing day. please just show me ur still here, somewhere, from heaven. thanku for showing me how to be me.

we're dating but idk i dont feel loved or cared for. it just seems like I'm the one who cares all the time and you keep me around until something better comes along.

You’re the ideal. I know you’ll never think of me like I think of you, but just so you know you’ll never completely leave my mind.

idk if you really get it. i'm just tired of feeling like a scared thirteen year old girl again. i miss you, but idk if i miss how you made me feel.