Unsent messages to IAN
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:23 am UTC
Does anyone know the real you? Do you know the real you?
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:11 am UTC
im sorry for not being enough for you.
- your first love.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:16 pm UTC
i think i will always have some place in my heart for you
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:13 pm UTC
i tried so many times to stop loving you.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:56 pm UTC
I really loved you. i miss you every day.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:40 pm UTC
I miss the way you cared for me & made me feel safe
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:03 pm UTC
Feels like every time I'm close to finding someone to make me happy, u pop up. I've always thought ab us being a thing, but you'll always love urself more than anyone else. We have good talks tho. Give B a chance? Maybe ur right ab the outcome but its worth a shot
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:29 am UTC
I never wanted a life in the suburbs with kids until I met you. It didn’t seem so bad when I thought about you and I.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:39 pm UTC
There are so many times I find myself wanting to reach out. I feel like I still never got the chance to know you.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:36 am UTC
Hi, i know you’re on your vacation and i want you to enjoy it, I remembered that you told me that you won’t have a good signal to talk and I understand it but bakit nung nagkatampuhan sa iba ka lumapit? Sa babaeng patay na patay sayo? Bakit? Alam mo sobrang insecure ko na kase di ko alam kung anong kulang ko? It hurts me kase alam kong binigay ko naman lahat but why? Meron ba talaga akong pagkukulang? Sobrang sakit kase. I know na alam mo na naumiiyak ako dahil hindi mo ko nakakausap araw araw but i just want to tell you that i love you so much and I’ll be here always. And sorry for not telling you that I’m anemic again, i love you
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:29 am UTC
Hi, I just wanted u to know that even though you cheated on me I’ll always be here for you. I love you
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:27 am UTC
thank you for talking to me. maybe it’s just me holding onto the past, but my heart will always love you. i hope life treats you well.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:14 am UTC
If you’re going to date someone who is in the lgbt community, care about their rights maybe. Don’t ignore them.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:37 am UTC
We're going a little fast, but it's not a bad or scary fast. To be completely honest i see us getting married.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:04 am UTC
You make my heart race every time you touch me. Sometimes I get scared you’ll hear it beating out my chest.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:20 pm UTC
Creo que podrĂamos tener algo muy bonito, pero me dijiste que te gusta ella primero, y tambiĂ©n le gustas
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:32 am UTC
So turns out I am a lesbian. That makes our relationship makes more sense, still fuck you. You crushed my ability to love and now I am a black hole
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:04 am UTC
i forgot your birthday lol. i guess you were right, i really never did care, and im glad thats the case.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:08 am UTC
we're dating but idk i dont feel loved or cared for. it just seems like I'm the one who cares all the time and you keep me around until something better comes along.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:44 am UTC
It's been almost 3 years and I have thought about you every single day, but it's finally time to move on, goodbye my lovely.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:11 pm UTC
I wish things didn’t end the way they did between us and i wish you weren’t an ass now even tho i think it’s my fault
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:43 pm UTC
You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. Thankyou for always loving me when I couldn't love myself.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:01 am UTC
I thought you’d be everything I could ever wanted but knowing you decided to trust an 18 year old rather then someone that is mentally ill, my respect for you erupted into nothing. People with bpd will love you more then the average person without it, we can’t choose our favourite person it just happens. I got arrested on New Years for being the person I feared to become.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 5, 2021, 5:00 am UTC
I should've realized earlier why you constantly talked to me in class, even though we had never been friends.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:46 pm UTC
blue was your favourite colour.im sorry for everything. i miss you.please come back you’re everything to me
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:33 pm UTC
“i wish she could be like you”, then when you opened your fucking eyes and saw me in front of you why did u still pick her?
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 2, 2021, 12:51 pm UTC
I can't believe you did that to me. I think you've ruined me because I see you everyone and everything. I hate you, you had no right to do that to me.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:16 am UTC
I miss you. I didn't realize how good I had it until I let it all slip away from me. If I could rekindle what we had, I would. You're living your life and I'm living mine. When I listen to Between Friends, their songs remind me of us. I hope we bump into each other one day, stranger.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:51 pm UTC
I will always love you. And i know it’s obvious u don’t like me. And that’s okay. I just wanted to tell u you are an amazing person. Your smile,your laugh,your respect for ppl. I rlly admire you for that.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:10 am UTC
The fact I know that I’ll never be good enough breaks me to the point I don’t even know if you’ll love me again
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
hi ian r your probably not seeing this but i really miss you and miss what we had i wish you never left i choose purple i remember it was your favorite color
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 29, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
I got so attached to you so easily.. I wish I wouldn't have. you broke my heart and my outlook on love yet I still miss you. I wish I could forget everything.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 26, 2020, 4:26 am UTC
I think about u and how u hurt me almost everyday. I miss u alot and if by some crazy chance ur seeing this please text me
love ashley
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:02 am UTC
You're so confusing, but I like you so much. I need to know if you like me. If you don't it will hurt, but I need to move on.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:54 pm UTC
ive spent so much time trying to figure out if there was anything real ever between us, i still dont know. either way i hope youre happy with her. even though i miss you so fucking much. and if i could do it all again i would, always. goodbye
-m
p.s. i learned how to spell oxygen
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 23, 2020, 5:56 am UTC
you’ve put scars on me. I will never love or trust the same. but I would never trade a minute of our time together. forever will love you... just not in that way anymore.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 22, 2020, 5:11 pm UTC
I love you, I’ll never stop you were my first everything but it breaks me because you stopped loving me
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:54 pm UTC
I wish I could still lay on top of you and listen to your heartbeat. Even though you don’t feel the same
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:28 am UTC
Your skates are cut flat bottom V. I remember the smallest things about you, but what do you remember about me?
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:49 am UTC
I miss laying on your chest and watching futurama. Despite everything, you are the still person who occupies my thoughts the most.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 21, 2020, 2:38 pm UTC
ha ha its funny to think you were my first "love" we were never anything I never wanted anything more until I felt not having anything at all
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 20, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
i was in love with you for like 3 years and sometimes i still think about it. if you said you liked me right now, i might actually say i like you too. but we're such good friends that id probably just laugh at you. thanks for being there for me :)
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:36 am UTC
You’re the ideal. I know you’ll never think of me like I think of you, but just so you know you’ll never completely leave my mind.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 19, 2020, 6:11 am UTC
I remember the first time I thought you might love me. But what I remember more is the way my heart dropped when I realized I meant nothing to you all along
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 16, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
eu te amo tanto mas sinto que as coisas não estão mais funcionando entre a gente, isso está me matando.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
tbh youre a really shitty person. youre selfish and use your mental health to your advantage and to manipulate people. you really did treat me like shit.
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
it took you four days to find somebody new... im starting to wonder if she was actually new or if she had you the whole time
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
i really really loved you. more than I’ve ever loved in my entire life. I tried my hardest for you and did what I could to give you the world. I just didn’t know that the only reason I loved you that much was bc of the safety and security you provided me. I loved you bc nobody loved me. now we’re both alone and more miserable than before. It wasn’t worth it to just be your stranger. I still hope you’re doing fine and that you’ve eaten and drank today. i wonder if you even remember me
From: ABC
To: ian
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:23 pm UTC
Hey ! can we please go back to last christmas, where we were both in love and we acted like we were the only ones in this world. Because i really miss that, when you make me feel something. it was nice.
