Unsent messages to IAN

i remember you told me you'd never felt like youve experienced love before. i know i love you, and i think you love me too now. i want to tell you so bad, but telling you would complicate the place were in even more. so ill just wait until you tell me first.

you're the first person that made me feel okay. i havent felt that since youve been gone. why did you hurt me? i miss the old you. it hurts so bad, ian. youve made me feel like im nothing