Unsent messages to EVAN

I promise that one day I will get over you, but that day is not today. I now understand how you felt when you could not get over your ex girlfriend. but why did you have to do the same to me?

i miss u so much and i miss our relationship and it sucks u have a gf.we could have been something amazing

It took me 6 years to realize just how cruel you were to me. At the same time I'm glad the realization didn't crash on me all at once because I would be unfixable.

Looking into your eyes is like looking into space. And just like the planets, you decide to orbit in and out of my life as you please. Not even realizing the tides that you cause in my eyes.

things are getting so bad for me again and i wish i could talk to about. i wish i asked you that night about what was going on with your family i’m so sorry. i regret telling you that so much because you left then he left. i would’ve chose you.

i want to kiss you so hard you have no idea i just want to hold your hand and be stupid together. i cant talk around you i never know what to say but i wish you loved me.

it may have only been kindergarten but my little heart had a big crush on you and then you moved away

Hi Evanie, I love you. I told you about this website so I hope when you search up your name you will find this. You are my soulmate and I am so grateful you are in my life. Let's do MDMA together?

You were awful towards me, yet you were my first love, you left a scar on me and I’ll never forget it.

I would let you break my heart 1000 more times if that means i get to spend even a fraction of a minute with you

hey evan! things may not have turned out so good, but i’m here for you, despite the chaos i wanna be your calm in the storm. take care and i’ll see you again.

I think that I have finally let go and moved on. But every now and then I think of how hard you made me laugh and how happy I was when I was with you. Sad thing is you never felt that way about me, or you wouldn't have left so quickly.

i told you i didn't like it and it hurt my feelings and I didn't know how to explain it without feeling judged so I apologized.

Why did you have to call me a f*g. We barely talked as is. You cried when you apologized but you never changed. The old days are over, but you don't have to be a stranger. You could introduce me to your dates or say hey like you mean it and not like you see a ghost. I know you never reciprocated my love but at the very least you could be kind.

I miss you and wish we could have ended up together. Every time I drive past your house my heart starts racing.

i wish i had treated you the way you deserve to be treated. i was going through so much at the time. i worked to become my best for you, and you saw that as an opportunity to get out. im sorry i let it get this bad. i miss you and our laughs and our friendship and our trips to dunkin and the movies and taco bell and spending every moment of high school wanting to talk to you about everything and nothing. i dont think ill ever find someone i connect with as much as i did with you. im scared ill spend the rest of my life missing you and what we had. if i could change anything, i would have treated you better. you were my everything.

i think you left because you realized how i felt for you. if i what i had for you was love, i dont think ill ever feel that again. i miss you, but the worst part is, i know i shouldnt.

I don't know if you were my first love but it sure feels like it. I try so hard to erase my feelings for you but you keep popping back up. You are so kind and thoughtful, you don't go unnoticed. I hope you have an amazing life.

I don't know if you were my first love but it sure feels like it. I try so hard to erase my feelings for you but you keep popping back up. You are so kind and thoughtful, you don't go unnoticed. I hope you have an amazing life.

It’s been almost a year, we’re friends but I’m in love with you even though you told me you can’t do distance, and to move on: ( Do you still think about me the way I think about you? I wish the distance didn’t exist.

I was utterly obsessed with you and kinda still am. I noticed everything you did, what you wore each day, how many times you smiled, what people you talked to and it broke me when you got together with another girl becasue we had our special moments and at school you acted like it meant nothing, and that hurt a lot. I miss you so fucking much and i always wonder what it would be like if were still here and if we would be together or you would leave me in the dirt once again and it hurts me so much that you dont speak to me and dont want anything to do with me after everything we have been throught together and the memories we have made. Come back to me Evan, please. I miss you.

You're so honest, it's something I love about you. But ur honesty has left me worrying more and more when it comes to how you feel. I finally feel free and on top of the world but I'm struggling to make sure you feel as much for me as I do for you. I'm falling for you more everyday and I'm afraid you'll never reach a level beyond where we are.

what scares me most of all is I haven't thought about you in weeks until just now reading the ones with my name hoping maybe one is from you. I fear I will always have love for u bug

while i cannot say that I have enjoyed being heartbroken, i will say that the pain i endured in your absence invigorated the artist within me and inspired me to write again.

I wish you knew you saved me from myself. I wouldn’t be here without you, even though we had a short time together. So come back dummy I need you more than ever

without u i can't breathe... i am drowning in my own mind, u are the only one who can lead me out of the darkness

idk how u have so much power over me...I wonder, do I have the same power over u or am I another one of ur conquests

i am laying in my bed, staring at the 9h on delivered... wondering if you are texting someone instead of me

evan hays. you’re my best friend. i trust you more than my other friends which i have known for years longer than you. you make me feel special and wanted and beautiful. you’re always there to talk or to joke around with. i love it when on my bad days you take the time to make sure i’m ok. i will always be there for you. you can tell me anything. i just wanna know what’s really wrong, ok. i want you to be ok . anyways, ily

hey. you’re my best friend and i love you so much. we’ve been together for a while now but idk how much longer it’s gonna last. you moving is gonna hurt me so much. you’re my best friend. talking to you is my favourite. you will always mean so much to me. ily evan, nothing will ever change that
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hey. you’re my best friend and i love you so much. we’ve been together for a while now but idk how much longer it’s gonna last. you moving is gonna hurt me so much. you’re my best friend. talking to you is my favourite. you will always mean so much to me. ily evan, nothing will ever change that
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i hate you but i love you..? you treated me so wrong and i did nothing but try to help and u never even asked if i was okay but u were my happiness for a while and i appreciate you for that...

Some days I'm over you and some days I'm not, but I always wonder what could've been if you just listened to me.

i always read through these under your name wondering if anyone is writing about you too, i hope not.

You couldn't even tell me yourself. Yet you get away with everything and take responsibility for nothing

i would’ve done anything for you. i tried to let go when you looked at her the way i looked at you, but i still love you.

i miss you
i love you so much but you chose her.
i get it, i’ll always come back and you know that.
why did you have to do it

The more I remove you from my life the more I realize what poison you were. Enjoy your ten cavities and fuck you

yeah, no ur a piece of shit. and dont get me wrong, i would totally say this to ur face. just putting it out there that ur a total piece of garbage

I always used to wonder why I was never quite the girl you seemed to be looking for, but as it turns out, you're the one I should've avoided.

I can't stop thinking about what it would be like if you had chosen me over her. I hate not being able to talk about my feelings about you because I know for a fact you'll always choose her over me.

You didn’t break me, you weren’t that special. I broke myself trying to believe you were anything worthy of me.

The first time everyone met you they all called gorgeous, well i dint think that but deep time in my heart i knew we would get along. days went by and our relationship got better and better. we laughed made jokes and i stayed out really late just to see u.

i dont understand why you got to be happy so easy. after all the bad things you did you were the one who got to be happy. thats so not fair.

I love it when you wave to me in the halls and even though I know you are in a happy relationship I still fell for you.

sometimes i wish you were still here but at the same time you’ve caused me so much pain, i want you back, but the old evan i knew and loved before.

white jersey...black zink smeared under your sonic blue eyes...sweaty hair. That was what you were wearing the first time we locked eyes. I did not even know who you were. You pulled off your football helmet with your right hand after your game and shook your head left and right. that was when I knew that you were someone special.
-k
(dark blue to match his eyes)

white jersey...black zink smeared under your sonic blue eyes...sweaty hair. That was what you were wearing the first time we locked eyes. I did not even know who you were. You pulled off your football helmet with your right hand after your game and shook your head left and right. that was when I knew that you were someone special.
-k
(dark blue to match his eyes)

You're so strange but in a good way, I love that about you. It's just that it's scary well not you. Just that my feelings are all over the place. You're an amazing person and I hope you know that. It's just crazy how we quickly got along as if I've known you for ages. I just don't want us to end as strangers, I really don't.

ur really cute. u have beautiful flowing hair. and a nice voice. but you are a trump supporter. nvm.