what scares me most of all is I haven't thought about you in weeks until just now reading the ones with my name hoping maybe one is from you. I fear I will always have love for u bug

it may have only been kindergarten but my little heart had a big crush on you and then you moved away

It will always be you. I miss you even though you're right here. I'm happy you're happy, I just wish it could have been me

we met in 2nd grade and you left before 4th but I had a giant crush on you years after, thanks for being my friend

You're so honest, it's something I love about you. But ur honesty has left me worrying more and more when it comes to how you feel. I finally feel free and on top of the world but I'm struggling to make sure you feel as much for me as I do for you. I'm falling for you more everyday and I'm afraid you'll never reach a level beyond where we are.

i want to kiss you so hard you have no idea i just want to hold your hand and be stupid together. i cant talk around you i never know what to say but i wish you loved me.

do u know i love u?
i’m so scared that i will lose u, i want to break my heart by leaving before u break mine. but u show me the love i deserve, the forgiving type the one that loves unconditionally. yet i’m so used to love that is filled with hatred that i can’t manage to think that our love with fester into that. lots of love yours truly

things are getting so bad for me again and i wish i could talk to about. i wish i asked you that night about what was going on with your family i’m so sorry. i regret telling you that so much because you left then he left. i would’ve chose you.

you made me understand what taylor swift meant when she sang about love... i'll love you forever for that♡

I love you so much. I truly think you’re my soulmate.. but you’re too good for me. I’m so fucking damaged. I’m sorry

i love you
so so much
it was perfect
you complimented me 24/. we laughed. we smiled and it was easy.
then you went to camp
and came back someone i don’t even know.
i lost someone i finally trusted
and it’s ur fault

Looking into your eyes is like looking into space. And just like the planets, you decide to orbit in and out of my life as you please. Not even realizing the tides that you cause in my eyes.

You were my home and my safe space and I don't know how to move on without you. I want you to be happy. Thank you for everything

I love you bub. Thank you for being my home and safe space. I just want you to be happy even if it's not with me

It took me 6 years to realize just how cruel you were to me. At the same time I'm glad the realization didn't crash on me all at once because I would be unfixable.

hey evan just thought you should know im in love with you again. apparently you're just the default for my heart and mind

no offense but fuck u for using me to make urself happy until u felt like u didnt need me anymore and left me wondering where i went wrong.

I’m deeply terrified that I’ll never find someone who makes me feel the way you did. I do not know how to move on from someone so perfect. I miss you.

I don't think I could ever do it again. And I still miss you. I love you. I wish you knew what you wanted.

i cant get rid of this stupid piece of me that still says "what if?" i miss you and i hate it. come back

We haven’t spoken in almost 4 years and yet I still think about you and our friendship frequently. We were young and stupid and you taught me so much about myself. I forgive you. I miss you. I wish you were thinking of me. I miss our friendship so much and wish that our follow forevers on tumblr stayed true

i feel like i care abt u way too much ? u annoy me the most but ily honestly and i wish you knew, kinda scared to tell you though so ig i won't

i miss u so much and i miss our relationship and it sucks u have a gf.we could have been something amazing

i dont know if you were my first love, but for some reason i cry when i hear your name. i never knew what to say to you, but you made feel so safe. i hope youre doing well, lets catch up soon

I wish I would’ve given us a chance but I was so scared and I didn’t want to get hurt again but there will always be a part of me that loves you

I promise that one day I will get over you, but that day is not today. I now understand how you felt when you could not get over your ex girlfriend. but why did you have to do the same to me?

I really wish I would’ve responded to you again, but I had what everyone else was telling me stuck in my head. We barley talked and it was over a year ago but we had some really great conversations. I felt like for the first time in a long time I was really myself. I’m sorry I’m such a dick.

i don’t believe in soulmates anymore, it still feels like a cruel joke sometimes. take care of the piece of me that you took when you left.

i felt you losing feelings & all i could do was lay under the stars and pray that you get the life you deserve

You truly were my first love. Those 8 months were really fun. I got a chance to grow as a person, so thank you. You taught me a lot. I still don't know how much I actually meant to you but I think you were being honest when you said I was something special. I'm sorry it had to end that way. All of my friends knew about you. I don't know if they know how much you meant to me. I wonder if they've experienced that feeling before. I couldn't get over you for the longest time... well guess what! I'm doing pretty well now. I'm sure you'd care if I was telling you this 6 months ago. My grades are honestly amazing and my life is quite good atm. Thank you so much for the memories and I'm sorry for not being there for you. I indeed made a mistake. Maybe if I didn't do that we'd be still talking to each other. Well, that doesn't matter. Things happen for a reason. I'm glad I met you. I'll never forget you

you make me so happy. when u asked me what i would do if i woke up and u didnt it broke my heart. i love you so much

hi, i just wanted to let you know how much you mean to me and always will. you were my first love and best friend. i just wish i could tell you how much i still care for you.

I’m sorry we were so young we fucked each other up. I know we still love each other deeply. Forever. I wish you the best.

Okay i cant express my feelings to your face so im going to express them here where you will never see then anyways i just wanted to say i wish i could tell you how much i like you like I literally liked you from the minute i saw you even though you are so quite and shy sometimes and sometimes you say shit that you know i hate but i just cant stop liking you and i wish i knew how to because bitch i really do need to move on but its hard since were friends so we will always we eachother and everytime i see you i just know i still like you , and i heard that you liked me but bitch we both know we aint ever gonna do anything about it so yeah .. but if you ever do see this um u wont know its for you and who its from but seriously just say you like her chances are she probably likes you too ?

stop hitting me up when you get bored, some of us are grown (& I don’t have the anger to tell you to fuck off.)

you still show up in my dreams. i cant help but think that must mean something. please give me a sign.

im going on a date tomorrow. i was thinking about what id do if you came back. drop everything and run to you. please give me one more chance. i love you. i love you so much i never felt that way about anyone other than you. and youre not here and i still love you. doesnt that mean something to you. i hope so. you still sneak into my dreams and i hate you for that. come back. everything reminds me of you. anyways bye and i still love you.

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I’m sorry I wasn’t ready to be with you, I wish you would give me a second chance. You are the only person I’ve ever loved and it hurts me...

I have been wanting to say this to you for so long and I'm scared to do it in person, so... I love you

i've always loved u. ever since that one time we locked eyes 8 years ago. ever since we were little kids in preschool. its u. its always been u. i just wish u felt the same about me

i think about you every night. it’s been almost two years and i still wish i could go back. i miss you

oh evan, i truly do hope you're happy with her now. just please tell me you didn't cheat with her while we were together? i know it's stupid, but i see us being together again one day. oh well, for now we just stick to being friends i guess. if it means i get to spend a couple hours of my life with you, it's enough for me.

It seems that I don’t care anymore but I still wait for your messages. I miss you every single day. And I can’t do anything about it.

I'm still not quite sure why you had such an effect on me. Maybe it was the way you looked at me like we were something we weren't.

I lied when I said I never liked you. Part of me still believe you are my soulmate. I know you're happy with your girlfriend.

I keep telling myself and everyone else im over it and im over you, but my stomach drops a little too far when I see you, and I smile too often when I talk to you, and when its 3 am and im lonely ur who comes to mind. so maybe im not over you but god how I wish I was

actually, no. you know what? fuck u.
made me realize you were never really mine.
all those text messages always meant nothing. all those words. soft touches. nothing.
fuck you for being just another guy.
I thought you were different.
ig not.
I dont know why I held on for so long.
but im finally letting go.
thanks for giving me a reason to hate you.
you lost someone who would have given you the world. once you realize what u lost, I won't be here to take you back. goodbye. you turned into someone who I never thought you'd be.

I dont hate you
I just hate the way you changed
or maybe you've always been this way and I'm just now realizing it

I still feel like you’re by my side every day and I look for you in every guy I date. you really are irreplaceable

You were my bestfriend. Your the sweetest person i know and i’m sad we fell off. I hope she makes you happy. i shouldve taken my chance when i had it. I am always here if u need me. I love you