i wish i had treated you the way you deserve to be treated. i was going through so much at the time. i worked to become my best for you, and you saw that as an opportunity to get out. im sorry i let it get this bad. i miss you and our laughs and our friendship and our trips to dunkin and the movies and taco bell and spending every moment of high school wanting to talk to you about everything and nothing. i dont think ill ever find someone i connect with as much as i did with you. im scared ill spend the rest of my life missing you and what we had. if i could change anything, i would have treated you better. you were my everything.