Unsent messages to ERIC

you bitch ass fucked with my best mf friends feelings and i no longer see you as a person i hope your life is a living hell cuz you just lost the most amazing girl in the whole world and her next bf is gonna be hotter and just a all over better person i hope you cry urself to sleep every SINGlLE night you ugly piece of shit. also ur ass shrunk when she broke up with ur dirty ass have fun with hasna stupid bitch. AND all ur friends liked her better so fuck urself have a shitty day.

you were the first person that ever made me feel worth it. then, our love became dull, like the color grey. i hate you.

I think you can be my bestfriend... if you don't leave me again. I'm sorry, I just hope we can become closer :))

hi u prob didn't even expect this but i like u. I like ur funny personality and the things u do. u look kinda wonky tho LMAO JK but anyways yeah just wanted to get this outta me bc i knew i wouldn't admit this.

hey Eric i really like you and i don't know why. i try so hard to stop thinking about you but i cant get over you.

I hate that I’m in love with you. I wouldn’t trade our friendship for the world and I just have to ruin it.

i’m starting to think i love you man. and it hurts so fucking much when u ask me for advice bc ur trying to make the other girl happy.

it wasn't fair for you to come back when i had finally moved on, now you're with someone else and i'm stuck

you've never liked me. and i've always liked you. even if i liked someone else i would always say yes if u asked me out. you never will. and its ok. i'm ok. but everytime you smile at me or laugh at one of my jokes or compliment something of mine or are just positive to me... it makes my day and i j wanted tell u how much u impact to me.

first off I would like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through so much in middle school. I was a terrible girlfriend and if I could go back I would try my absolute best to spend every moment with you. cheesy right lol. but it's true. I guess I wasn't a good girlfriend because I never knew what a real relationship was like. I mean who am i kidding i was in middle school lol, but we were kinda in a serious relationship back to the matter at hand. I've never seen what a real relationship was like only the ones in the movies and we all know those aren't true. I mean I grew up all my life seeing my dad fall out of love with my mom. they never really talked and if they did it turned to argue. heck, I never even heard them say I love you to each other. this is still no excuse but we were kids. over the months I couldn't get over you I always wanted to talk to you every single second of every single day. when you took hours to respond I took minutes when you took minutes I took seconds. I grew more fond of you and realized I was in love with you... but now I'm not in all the years I grew out of love for you. in all the years we spent together I no longer feel the same way I felt months ago... and it's time to move on it's time for you to find someone better, someone, who loves you as much as I do, someone who won't put you through what I out you through and lastly, someone you can spend a lifetime with. I really hope you find someone and that someone finds you. much love

No me merecías. Era demasiada buena para ti. Vete con ella. Decías q me amabas pero solo era mentira. Jamás vas a encontrar a alguien como yo.

Hi, I really miss you I know you never wanna talk to me again but I want you to know that. I am shy but I do speak only when I truly need to say some shit that hopefully will reach the ears it's supposed to be.

My greatest hope is that someday things will work out. We’ve always been friends but I’ve liked you more than that for as long as I could remember.

i think i was more in love with the idea of you. you're amazing and hilarious, but we would not work together. i'm sorry.

this is your favorite color I will never forget it, u ruined this color for me. I just want you to know you ruined me and everything I thought I loved about myself I now hate and I don't know when I'm going to change how I feel about myself. Thank you for constantly still talking behind my back even though I did nothing to you but make the choice to make myself happy for once. that's what u always told me to do choice what makes me happy. now you can't stand the fact im doing better without you and can actually open up to people and be myself. so once again FUCK YOU!!!! I hope you regret everything you did to me, wish u the best babes

you were the first person that could actually comfort me and calm me down. i love you and always will.

I am genuinely so happy for you being in a new relationship, I just didn't tell you how much I thought it would hurt me. I am so happy for you but I can't help but think why can't that also be me.

Bubu.
You make me happy with your irreverent and funny jokes. Everything is more lightheaded and easier. You gave me what I didn't know I was looking for.

Love, M

I’ve only known you for a few months but you’ve changed my life so much. Thank you for being my best friend. Ily

I hate you so much right now because the more I think about it, the more I realize how little you cared. I just want to scream at you but I promised I'd be supportive. I was hurting and unhappy too, but the difference between you and I was that I cared enough about you to work through it and try to make things better. Now I'm the one crying while you're glad you don't have to deal with me.

Every time I asked you if you still liked me and you said that you did, how long were you lying about it?

i wish i could’ve told you all abt my feelings earlier,i don’t know what’s going to happen but i feel like i always be there for you. i’ll always think highly of you. nothing you can do will change that. i wanna be with u & only u and i wanna do cheesy stuff i don’t care, as long as i’m with you. i wish i could express my feelings more better i’m sorry. you are whats on my mind constantly and i’ll always be thinking of you, whenever i see you i just wanna be by ur side and hold your hand. you’re the only guy i ever really felt like this with. u r the only one, i care about you and love you. you can always talk to me abt anything.

I hate that I’m the only one crying. I want to try again in the future but if you hookup with your ex during break, when you said you weren’t able to feel that way about anyone, I wouldn’t be able to trust you and would be too hurt.

I gave you a second chance but you cant do the same for me. I loved you like peanut butter toast. come back

the fact that I know you don't think about me anymore makes me mad and sad at the same time, but I know we stayed friends for a reason. even though I still love you with all of my heart, I don't think you'll ever love me like I love you. hopefully one day you can love me like i love you.

You broke me. in so many ways, yet after 2 years i still know that if you came back, i’d take you back in an instant.

You said you've never met anyone like me, then why do you always leave? I don't know what you want from me and I wish you would just say. You said you don't want this to be nothing, so what is it then? Because it seems like all its turned out to be is nothing, over and over again it diminishes into nothing. Please. Be honest. You said its this or moving on. It doesn't seem like we have done either. So please, just tell me, whatever it is. I'll be okay. I just need to know.

I didn’t truly love anyone until I met you. These couple of months with you have been the best. I’ll love you forever.

i miss you, i dont know how we’re gonna get used to the fact that you’re not here. i’m a raiders fan now and you won, android is better. thank you for being my uber driver, uber eats, stepdad, and most importantly my mom’s soulmate. i’m sorry i blamed you for taking my mom’s attention you deserved it. you never got to meet my babies. i’m so sorry, i should’ve prayed for you, no matter how tired i was. maybe it could’ve helped. i never thought losing you would hurt this much. now i’m in your spot in the bed, trying my best to not make noise so my mom doesn’t see me like this, because i know she would be even more hurt. i’m trying to be the strong one from the both of us but it’s hard. i promise i’ll keep her safe. i never got to tell you that i loved you but i do. thank you eric, for all of the memories even if they were only a few months, you impacted our lives for the best and left for the worst. take care of us from up there. with love, from your daughter

Just fucking compliment me or text me first. Please. I've thought about breaking up not because I don't like you, but because I am too nervous to be happy with you anymore.

I wish you knew how I felt. It absolutely shattered me to know you didnt feel the same way. I love you.

Hey... It's been four years since we met, and three and a half years since we were together. Every day you teach me something new and I fall more in love with you, thank you for existing and for being someone different every day

We haven’t even known each other that long but I’m scared that I’m going to fall for you wayy too hard for you and end up getting my heart broken because you decided I wasn’t worth your time.

I am so in love with you still. it's been months. and you will never realize it, and I'm too scared to ever say it because I know you don't feel the same. but I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. and it hurts me so bad

I love you so much. I will never be able to tell you that enough times. I know we won’t last and I know you don’t love me in the same way but I just want to be with you forever. I can’t eat, sleep or work without thinking about you. I’ve never been this consumed by a person before and yeah, I know it’ll end. We’re in high school so nothing lasts but I just want you to know that I’ll never ever forget you.

I want you so bad, when I think of everything I want/need in someone it’s you, I know I could love the fuck out of you if I let myself, but we are already so toxic I don’t want to, I miss you a lot, but I always deal with so many other issues within myself I don’t want to put that on you, I don’t want you to see what I really look,act, and feel like bc I know you and everyone else won’t like it...I do still think about you and I do still want to talk to you, but I’m not because I’m not putting us threw anymore shit and I don’t want to just keep running in circles, I can’t give you what you want, I wish I could I really do but somethings just come to a end without warning

i fought so hard for you and when i moved on to better things you got mad. i’m sorry but it was never my fault. i wish u the best

I'm no longer anxious around you because you showed me that I could trust you. I am still not used to feeling valued, but I promise that I'll get used to it soon. Thank you for making me feel like I matter. It hasn't even been two weeks but you've already helped me so much.

You turn 19 today, but I still haven’t told you how I’ve felt since 13. I don’t want to risk losing you.

i really liked you. we were meant to be i know it. but you chose her over me. i had to sit there and wonder why i wasn't good enough. maybe it was just wrong timing, but i miss you and if i ever see you again i will fall in love all over again.

Sometimes I believe we're soulmates who will never have the chance. Why are we in love with each other if the time will never be right?

i miss you so much. you were the best uncle ever. it’s been so insanely hard without you here. i love you ❤️

I know we're friends again but it's hard to forget the love we had. I love you and I always will, I'm sorry.