From: ABC
To: matthias
i haven't seen you or talked to you in so long but i still think about you every day and wish we could've been something
From: ABC
To: matthias
i hope you one day realize how much you've hurt me, made me feel worthless and scared everytime i speak
From: ABC
To: matthias
i loved everything about you. youre colourblindness, you're kindness, how you understand me, the times you click to join what I'm listening to. i know you don't like me. i know that you probably will never but as much as I want you to be my soulmate, I cant force it. i love you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
i know you would never read these but i still think about you a lot and i donât know if i should reach out to you. my life just feels so empty without you
From: ABC
To: matthias
if i could go back, i would leave you again. i, too, wish it never happened bc you hurt me in ways you'd never understand. i hope ppl see how much of a player you are.
From: ABC
To: matthias
you were the first boy who ever treated me the way i should be. we were much too young but i will always have that love for you. i still listen to those songs you sent me even though it was 4 years ago. ily dude
From: ABC
To: matthias
You make me feel a way I've never felt before. You're the best that could've happened to me. You loving me back is a feeling that is indescribable. I love you so much u
From: ABC
To: matthias
I miss you...or who you used to be. I know you're not that person anymore, but you still mean a lot to me.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Itâs been a very rough time since you walked out of my life. It was a great month with you. I still want you back but i need to go on:(
From: ABC
To: matthias
There is so much i want to tell you, first of all, I want to become a firefighter. I'm working-out to pass the sporttest. I really wanna tell you everything that happens. I loved talking to you about the daily stuff, it's strange I can't do it anymore. It's hard to hold myself back. Sometimes something happend and then my fist thought is: I can't wait to tell him, so it's extremly hard when I realise I can't do that anymore. I told myself I was over u, I really tought I was and then out of the blue you are on my mind. I chose to make it blue, just because it remindes me of you eyes and how badly I wanna look in them and tell you: I LOVE YOU!
From: ABC
To: matthias
You made me happy. I believed in us. I wanted us to last. why did you have to leave me so early? Why did you have to leave me behind on this world? What did we do to go through this. I love you. I wish you could come back to me.
I hope you are happy, love.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Do I cross your mind the way you cross mine every night?
From: ABC
To: matthias
I have so many things i wanna say and ask that i will never get to. I think we both knew. Not bye ;)
From: ABC
To: matthias
and when you go away, I still see you
with sunlight on your face, in my rear view <3
From: ABC
To: matthias
why did you have to be so immature dude. i wanted us to work but i got tired of forgiving you
From: ABC
To: matthias
you are my roman empire, i think about you more than i should
From: ABC
To: matthias
i'm sorry for hurting you. i hope you're okay. i will always be rooting for you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
i miss you, but i know itâs pointless
i gave you everything i had and now i want it back
From: ABC
To: matthias
Ur my bbsf but sometimes I wish it was more...an us..I'm sorry I love you much more..
From: ABC
To: matthias
Green just like nature, your favorite <3 I love you. I'm sorry if sometimes i i don't act right
From: ABC
To: matthias
I tell you everyday but I love you endlessly if u ever search ur name I hope you see this.
From: ABC
To: matthias
I still think about that night, and I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
You were always more than just a friend to me. I still wonder if you felt it too.
From: ABC
To: matthias
I wonder if you think about me as much as i think of you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
I wish you could see me How I see you. But now youâre someone elseâs
And I have to step away.