From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: July 29, 2025, 11:04 pm UTC
I wish I would’ve told you how I feel…
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: June 25, 2025, 2:27 am UTC
Ur my bbsf but sometimes I wish it was more...an us..I'm sorry I love you much more..
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: June 9, 2025, 11:48 pm UTC
I have so many things i wanna say and ask that i will never get to. I think we both knew. Not bye ;)
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: May 26, 2025, 4:23 am UTC
You’ll always have someone hoping your happy
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: May 17, 2025, 7:47 am UTC
I'd be yours if you'd ask... You just have to talk to me
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: April 28, 2025, 3:42 am UTC
I still think about that night, and I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: April 20, 2025, 9:40 pm UTC
I love you. You’re my best friend.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: April 18, 2025, 8:25 am UTC
Green just like nature, your favorite <3 I love you. I'm sorry if sometimes i i don't act right
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: April 13, 2025, 11:15 pm UTC
i miss you, but i know it’s pointless
i gave you everything i had and now i want it back
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 30, 2025, 6:05 am UTC
I wonder if you think about me as much as i think of you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 26, 2025, 11:43 pm UTC
My eyes always find their way back to yours.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 23, 2025, 11:19 pm UTC
All i can think of is you when i look at his eyes.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 21, 2025, 5:24 am UTC
you’re the tear that hangs inside my soul forever
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 14, 2025, 4:38 pm UTC
Do I cross your mind the way you cross mine every night?
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: February 12, 2025, 6:20 pm UTC
I tell you everyday but I love you endlessly if u ever search ur name I hope you see this.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: December 22, 2024, 8:42 pm UTC
I wish you could see me How I see you. But now you’re someone else’s
And I have to step away.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 21, 2024, 5:07 pm UTC
You were always more than just a friend to me. I still wonder if you felt it too.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: October 12, 2024, 4:57 am UTC
why did you have to be so immature dude. i wanted us to work but i got tired of forgiving you
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: July 6, 2024, 6:45 am UTC
and when you go away, I still see you
with sunlight on your face, in my rear view <3
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: May 25, 2024, 5:26 am UTC
I miss my person, I miss my matty boy, please.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: March 9, 2024, 3:46 am UTC
if things were different we’d be endgame
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: February 24, 2024, 3:32 am UTC
I am sorry, I would never cheat, I loved you so much.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: February 21, 2024, 12:51 am UTC
I love u forever n ever no matter what
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 11, 2023, 12:49 pm UTC
i'm sorry for hurting you. i hope you're okay. i will always be rooting for you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 8, 2023, 12:43 am UTC
and i sometimes miss you at night when i can’t sleep
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 5, 2023, 5:40 pm UTC
you are my roman empire, i think about you more than i should
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: October 20, 2023, 9:48 pm UTC
i hope you you're my first and last.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:47 pm UTC
I miss you...or who you used to be. I know you're not that person anymore, but you still mean a lot to me.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:07 pm UTC
you were the first boy who ever treated me the way i should be. we were much too young but i will always have that love for you. i still listen to those songs you sent me even though it was 4 years ago. ily dude
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:03 am UTC
if i could go back, i would leave you again. i, too, wish it never happened bc you hurt me in ways you'd never understand. i hope ppl see how much of a player you are.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:38 pm UTC
It‘s been a very rough time since you walked out of my life. It was a great month with you. I still want you back but i need to go on:(
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:09 pm UTC
There is so much i want to tell you, first of all, I want to become a firefighter. I'm working-out to pass the sporttest. I really wanna tell you everything that happens. I loved talking to you about the daily stuff, it's strange I can't do it anymore. It's hard to hold myself back. Sometimes something happend and then my fist thought is: I can't wait to tell him, so it's extremly hard when I realise I can't do that anymore. I told myself I was over u, I really tought I was and then out of the blue you are on my mind. I chose to make it blue, just because it remindes me of you eyes and how badly I wanna look in them and tell you: I LOVE YOU!
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
i loved everything about you. youre colourblindness, you're kindness, how you understand me, the times you click to join what I'm listening to. i know you don't like me. i know that you probably will never but as much as I want you to be my soulmate, I cant force it. i love you.
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:25 pm UTC
i hope you one day realize how much you've hurt me, made me feel worthless and scared everytime i speak
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 12, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
i know you would never read these but i still think about you a lot and i don’t know if i should reach out to you. my life just feels so empty without you
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: November 4, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
i haven't seen you or talked to you in so long but i still think about you every day and wish we could've been something
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
You make me feel a way I've never felt before. You're the best that could've happened to me. You loving me back is a feeling that is indescribable. I love you so much u
From: ABC
To: matthias
Date: October 13, 2020, 9:00 pm UTC
You made me happy. I believed in us. I wanted us to last. why did you have to leave me so early? Why did you have to leave me behind on this world? What did we do to go through this. I love you. I wish you could come back to me.
I hope you are happy, love.